Odd Psi Talents Quiz Part 2

Odd Psi Talents Quiz Part 2

 

 

 

 

1. I’m a skeptic.

 

 

TRUE                                                                                    FALSE

 

 

 

 

 

2. What are my main abilities and what are they called. Define.

 

 

 

I really hate talking about it but here it is. I’m a teleempath, a telepathic empathy. I have experienced telekinesis, and psychokinesis on an almost daily basis. I am clairsentient, audient, smell, taste, and claircognizant. The claircognizant and all of the above drive me to the perpetual crazy as I have had some mentoring/training but not nearly enough to get certified as a mentor to others since we schizophrenics are discriminated against in spiritualist circles.

 

Telepathy- is defined as the mind to mind communication of thoughts, feelings and words.

Empathy – Picking up other’s emotions, thoughts and bodily sensations. An example would be the following, somebody needs to pee and I feel like I need to pee until they actually bother to pee releasing my feeling like I need to pee.

Psychokinesis – the bending of metals, wood, and plastics, (my water bottles all get quickly bent out of shape beyond recognition)
Telekinesis – the moving of objects with your mind.

Clairsentient – Clear feeling of emotions such as when somebody is suicidal and I can see it in my head what they want to get done.
Clairaudient- Clear hearing, hearing spirit voices, and other stuff like outright hearing what people are thinking in my presence when they think very loudly.

Clairolfaction – Picking up on psychic smells including pheromones and hormonal changes such as pregnancy. I once smelled roses in my bedroom for no good reason and there were no flowers in my room. I can smell diseases sometimes but I am not able to isolate specific ones yet. That ahs to wait until my M.D./Ph.D. I can smell wafting pheremones in the air. This is why night clubs are horrid environments for me. I don’t set foot in bars either. That would be out of character for me. I can’t stand the pheremones drunk and horny put out.

Claircognizant – Clear knowing is all about suddenly knowing things for no good reason such as Jeopardy answers in which I can clean out whole categories.

Trance mediumship – the ability to channel deities or spirits through your body causing them to use your voice to speak.

Mediumship – the ability to sense the departed around you, yes kind of like Ghost Whisperer, although not every spirit is earthbound and I kind of can tell who is and who isn’t. Earthbound spirits make the room cold. If they appear, they can psychokinetically alter the temperature in a room despite the heat being on. Example: My grandmother on my mother’s side has been dead since 1989 but she can do this stuff. In particular, she likes appearing to me in my Work 2 Future classes and the room does get physically colder because of my own psychokinesis. I also have a talent for getting infected with other people’s mental health symptoms. The best solution to this is to get far away from them depending on how large their energy field is.

 

 

 

 

 

3. When did I start manifesting psychokinesis?

 

 

In 2009 my mom got sued by a client. She took out that whole year on me and I had SSI but not yet used the actual insurance. I was very unstable that year. I mean I had my insulin go bad once in the car in October San Jose heat. I had to wait on fresh so I had to use the bad, crystallized insulin. 2009 was a learning curve. I had to figure out what made me manic and what made my blood sugar bad. I was up until 2 a.m nightly and drank hot chocolate at 8 p.m. I was applying for night shift work. My mother was deliberately making my life difficult. I was still drinking caffeine and alcohol. I was manifesting psychokinesis a lot due to being constantly high strung. I had a lot of emotion running through me. I was very unstable. Telekinesis also manifested. I managed to push a medication container across a table in front of a friend. It seems the tk and pk work in front of people more than they work when I’m by myself.

 

 

 

4. Who is my most credible telekinesis witness?

 

 

My first psychiatrist from 2012, Dr. Yin Zhang from Valley Health. I moved a black tourmaline piece an inch on the table. I have never had a movement this pronounced again.

 

 

5. Why do I need my medication? How does it keep all my talents in control?

 

 

 

If angry, I could hurt somebody with psychic attack, which relies on thought alone. If manic, my mania can be shoved into the energy field of others. This is wrong. It is my sacred duty to take my medication so I don’t hurt other people. It could get quite ugly. So I take my meds to not be mean to people.

 

 

6. Why is schizophrenia confusing yet it makes sense as an answer to why my brain works the way it does?

 

 

 

Without medication, a schizophrenic is constantly delusional. That can be confusing because you don’t know the difference between mania, a delusion, or a hallucination. There is such thing as “real” psychic impressions. Give or take. But medication helps you sort fact from fiction really well.

 

 

 

 

6. Why does a schizophrenic psychic need to be medication consistent at all times?

 

 

 

Because mania causes irrational behavior and it could hurt somebody. You do not want to be in trouble with the law. Mania hurts people around you anyway. It is annoying. Staying in control of it is best. Mania is not wise to feel all the time anyway because it can cause brain damage. You do not need this. Skipping medication can lead to psi talents spinning out of control very much like in the Marion Zimmer Bradley Darkover books. Without meds, I have trouble touching people. Shaking hands is pretty terrifying for me. I avoid it when I can. You need to be able to keep your brain functional despite delusions. For any psychic who is on the schizophrenia-bipolar spectrum, you need medication because you have to not cause pain to other people.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

7. Why is the idea that I can (psychic attack) hurt others with my thoughts terrifying to me?

 

 

 

A psychic attack can damage chakras, cause a person illness, or in general cause a lack of well-being. Sometimes, psychic attack is an accident. But not always. Psychic attack is something that can hurt somebody else. Mania causes rage issues. It makes a person very angry. Its why I have to take my meds to keep this tendency of mine under control since I put up with some severe abuse as a child, well into my teens.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

8. What is my pagan resume?

 

 

21 years experience intrinsic magick. Former member of Waxing Moon Circle and Redwood Spiritualist Church. Member of Laughing Blue Jays Coven in Palo Alto. Member of South Bay Circles. 1 year Valerie Walker’s Feri Cora and Victor Anderson based Feri tradition group in San Francisco.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

9. Why does the psi faculty of telepathy drive me crazy in large lecture halls, crowds, and restaurants which sometimes I avoid because I get wound up in rooms full of people and why does my medication help me put up with it better?

 

 

 

I pick up on everything although I have better psychic boundaries because of my medication. I hear thought, feelings, answers, the whole 9-yards. I know many things about the people around me I have to keep my mouth shut about.

 

 

 

 

10. How does claircognizance affect my ordinary life and why do I call it insight?

 

 

It is random insight that flits its way into my brain. I will be thinking about something. An insight will pop into my head. I turn out to be right more often than not. Most of the time, I have no idea how it got there. It is a flash. This is how it works when I’m busy diagnosing people, which I can’t do as somebody without a degree who doesn’t know anything. I have a very unquiet mind. I’m also logical. Yes, I’m the answers person. I also enjoy reading books. How I learn is mostly through reading a book.

 

 

 

https://www.amandalinettemeder.com/blog/2015/1/4/9-signs-you-are-claircognizant

 

 

 

 

 

 

11. What objects can I bend with psychokinesis? What emotional state brings on a psychokinetic fit?

 

 

Wood, glass, metal, and plastic. Plastic water bottles somehow get squished or deformed very quickly. My Pk manifested a lot in 2009. For some reason, it only happens when I get agitated. If I’m in rant mode, or at the very least, feeling anxious, it tends to manifest. If I’m manic, it also manifests.

 

 

 

 

 

12. What is an empath? Why does this talent drive me crazy?

 

An empath is a type of psychic. A person who knows where you are coming from, using Dr. Judith Orloff’s definition of what an empath is. Empaths are naturally good listeners as well as giving people. However, empaths can be easy marks for psychic vampires who want to impress their fear and rage issues upon them. In relationships, they have trouble figuring out their co-habitation needs so I have basically decided because of that, I need to stay single for awhile. Empaths have no need to take on the world’s problems. For myself, I cannot over do. If somebody asks too much of me, I tell them no although I’m not always polite about it because they are rude if they are asking me to over do too much or overstimulate myself on their behalf. I mean, case in point, I had to tell mom’s friend no once. They had plans to take all of us out and I felt I would have to take my medication early if I went. I just didn’t have the stamina to deal with a large crowd that night. So I stayed put. I need a lot of privacy to feel sane sometimes. Empathy drives me crazy because if somebody needs to pee, I eventually feel a need to pee. I have trouble wondering whose bodily function is that, mine or theirs. If somebody is hypoglycemic around me, I also feel the low. This is why if not in control, by the time I get there, that medical school will be hard for me.

 

 

 

 

http://www.drjudithorloff.com/_blog/Dr_Judith_Orloff’s_Blog/post/How_to_Know_if_You’re_an_Empath

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

13. Everybody can do what I can do. I am not special because I’m talented.

 

TRUE                                                                         FALSE

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

14. What is a psychic medium, a mental medium, and trance medium and why do I have all of the above and why do I have to be crazy careful as a trance medium almost to the point of not using it ever?

 

A medium is somebody who talks to spirits in the afterlife. Spirits are simply in another frequency. They may have no physical body but they are all on a certain frequency which I can hear or see in my head. Mediums are psychics but not all psychics are mediums. To make matters utterly confusing, I’m both. Psychics can sense the energies of past, present, and future. Whereas, a medium is able to sense spirit energy around a person. Rebecca Rosen through Oprah.com is a mental medium who uses telepathy and I happen to be like that. Mediums can sense past and present issues but Rosen feels that predicting the future is messy business. Free will means we can make choices. I look down on people who abuse their free will by making bad decisions however.

 

Trance mediumship is part of mediumship skills in general. Trance mediums get overshadowed by a Deity or a spirit. I have experienced this in a Feri group I was a member of for a year. A trance state features the following symptoms, slow heart beat, deep and steady breathing, no rapid eye movement or REM, lowered body temperature, reduced reaction to touch and pain, and finally, varying degrees of unconsciousness. The voice changes along with patterns of inflection. Mediums essentially under go a telepathic rapport with the spirit.

 

 

http://www.oprah.com/spirit/what-is-a-medium-rebecca-rosen

 

http://www.fst.org/trance.htm

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

15. What is physical mediumship and why can I do that too? Also, why does that drive me crazy?

 

 

 

 

Physical mediumship is about the physical manifestation of a spirit. Spirits also produce ectoplasm. They occasionally help manifest telekinesis. While at a friend of mine’s house, I was able to telekinetically push my medication case on the kitchen table. Physical mediums have an abundance of etheric energy in their bodies. Etheric energy acts as a battery or storehouse for prana which comes from the sun (as in, how I get my energy), or kundalini (which is kind of bad for schizophrenics provided they don’t know how to channel it properly). This sort of energy vitalizes the physical body according to the link below. Most physical mediumship takes place in the dark. I happen to be somewhat paranoid about dark rooms. Ectoplasm is etheric energy coming from the medium’s body. Ectoplasm can come from the nose, mouth, or solar plexus. At this time I’m only 36 and I have no idea yet what I’m capable of, only that I have studied something about mediumship to an extent and I know, I as usual, need to be properly trained. Mediumship drives me bonkers since spirits don’t sleep. I can see them and the way they appear in my head. My grandmother on my mom’s side is earthbound. She likes making the room cold when she is upset about something.

 

 

 

 

http://www.fst.org/physmed.htm

 

http://www.fst.org/physmed2.htm

 

 

16. Why do I fear crowds? Why am I paranoid in crowds? Why does this drive me crazy?

 

 

 

 

I’ve been on Earth 2 billion years. I’m an ancient who has reincarnated many times. I fear crowds because I have died many a violent death because of a crowd. I have been burnt at the stake for being independent quite a few times. This makes me bonkers because I get paranoid in large crowds as if it will happen again. I avoided Christmas in the park this year since I only do crowds with somebody else, preferably a gifted who has insight on what they are. It is best I do not do a large crowd by myself although I am learning to handle it. I go into crowds when I’m having a good day. Shopping in my neighborhood is more tolerable now. A friend suggests I go to San Jose State campus one day to try my skill in shielding. As in, I sit there and learn to shield properly in crowds. I say this idea requires I get some food to eat beforehand so that I’m grounded.

 

 

 

 

 

17. Why do I eat meat? Why do I need meat? What happens if I’m vegetarian too long?

 

 

 

I eat meat because it grounds me. My body gets really anemic if I don’t eat meat. I get severely anemic without meat. Although my cholesterol goes down, I still manage to get some messed up anemia. Eggs help me with paranoid feelings. Meat in general helps my metabolism. I can hang out with vegetarians who are not too crazy about eating with somebody eating meat. I really do need meat. If I’m in a crowd, I definitely need my meat fix. If going to any workshop where much energy is raised, meat necessary. I’m a type 0 positive anyhow. Not eating meat can mess me up real good. When I was on Abilify, I’d throw meat at it but that medication wound up making me severely anemic. Anemia is not fun. It makes you physically weak. I can only use my super-strength if I eat meat anyhow because my body simply requires meat.

 

 

 

18. What is my super strength? How does it function? How do I use it? How did I find out about it?

 

 

In high school I was very athletic without physical therapy, which I needed but didn’t get. It is why in my adult life, I’m prone to knee injuries although I do not need knee replacement yet. In high school with no medication, I was using my super strength to plow through life and deal with all my bad thoughts without medication. My super strength is caused by adrenalin. In some cultures, they call it Chi. Qigong is what taught me about what it actually was. I used it to take the bus, put up with class, and get home. It is how I never quit school despite being unstable. I also use it to carry big backpacks. I’m terrified of law school and the size of their books. I mean, I’m hoping they digitize the books so all I have to worry about is carrying my reader. Law books are huge. I learned in Qigong class how to push men twice my size using Chi energy. It is three deep breaths and pushing them physically on the third breath. This is indeed, a power that can be performed on wrestlers bigger than me and that’s where I plan to take it.

 

 

 

 

 

 

19. What is persuasion? Where did I get it? How do I use it? I consider this talent nifty and it does work for getting good grades and in general getting what you want. So long as I am stable while using it, the talent does not make me a danger to self and others.

 

http://realpsychicpower.com/gain-the-power-of-influence

 

 

 

Nobody wants to be around a manic persuasive person. That’s my family for ya. This is where I inherited their persuasion. It is also called brainwashing. I, unlike some people, use persuasion to benefit others. As in, keep people on their meds for one since other morons who want to get people off meds used persuasion to do so. I’m still livid about that. Some people who are psychic, are simply terrified of medication. I’m happy using meds as a buffer, an off-switch, a shut down button. Thank the Gods. Influence gets people to do things for you. Bribing also works but mostly you want to influence people.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

20. What are they? How do they work? Why do I keep my mouth shut when I have them? Most importantly, why do they drive me crazy?

 

 

 

 

When I get a premonition, I tend to ignore it. I mean it has a 50-50 chance of coming true anyhow. When I feel a sense of urgency to be somewhere, it’s because I’m going to run into somebody I know. As in, case in point, I was busy needing to go see my psychiatrist. I got there my usual brand of early. I wound up running into my mom’s maid. We had a good long talk about schizophrenia’s genetic background, all in Spanish that is. I also managed to get personality disorders across to her. My premonition was that I needed to be at my shrinks’ early. Somehow. Then I got there and the first person I see is my friend. Premonitions also work for illness, domestic violence, and suicidal ideation fits that somebody ELSE is having in the moment. I can see their plans in my head, which leads me to the next question.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

21. Why does knowing when people are suicidal annoy the shit out of me? I can see it clairvoyantly and this also happens in domestic violence cases. I also get feelings about when somebody will die in general. This ability makes me ultra paranoid.

 

 

I can feel the suicidal thoughts. I can also tell when somebody is going to skip their medication. It is a bizarre thought in their head they can’t shut up. I mean it permeates their thoughts. I do not want to be specific about death premonitions and how they work. Only that in high school I got one shaking somebody’s hand. He later died of a heart attack while jogging. I saw black around his aura. Eventually he had volunteered to tune my piano but well, he died before he could tune it. That piano was never tuned after that. My parents did sell it to people who were going to use it. I have friends who have pianos I can use. You know who you are. Growing up I could predict and anticipate domestic violence within a relative field of accuracy as well. I once saw somebody step in front of a moving car. We were at least 50 miles away from each other. I called her up to bitch at her. I described the color car. This was well after my spiritualist church days. I somewhat had a better idea of what was going on?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

22. How does my ability to trance channel influence my writing?

 

 

This is something my creative writing 512 teacher could not explain. I can channel my writing. It comes in from the top of my head and into my fingers at the keyboard. I filter it through my brain. I can transmit full books this way. I mean I get the fully formed work in my head before I translate it to the computer’s Word file. Trance channeling is useful to me like this. It is one of the few safe ways I have to use it. When the writing truly flows, it flows out of my fingers. It is seamless. I mean I visualize the finished sentence in my head. This is how I write. I write in the zone when it is flowing. I’m also like Edgar Cayce. I think I might have that ability, his ability to be in trance and channel medical advice. My medical intuition already works a certain way and I’m not even in medical school yet. The first four years will undoubtedly make me crazy as I have to touch people.

 

 

 

 

23. Why does touching people in a healing capacity, shaking their hands, and in general having them around me make me crazy?

 

Touching people in a healing capacity makes me see images, thoughts and feelings swirling around in my head. Shaking somebody’s hand offers me a download of information. Sleeping beside somebody also winds me up. It is why sleepovers are hell and I prefer to be alone. I’m simply a very solitary person. Healing somebody is especially traumatizing.

 

 

 

 

24. Why is my magick intrinsic? Why do I not need an altar?

 

An altar is just for show. I use my mind. Supplies? Pfft. What’s that. I like the ceremonial magick stuff and sooner or later I have to make choices. I’m

Reclaiming that much I know. I miss my Reclaiming buddies who moved.

 

 

 

25. Can I tell when people are going to have a psychotic break?

TRUE                                                                                     FALSE