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The Non-Profit We Help – Where Did this Idea Come from?

When I call domestic violence organizations for help, they assume that I’m calling about leaving an abusive partner.  They have limited resources for people trying to escape toxic families to none at all. If it’s your family, its like, bah, why should we help you? I’m a member of various Facebook groups I’m not going to mention here since my family never reads this blog anyway. See what I deal with? I have family on three continents and they think the problems are my fault.  Nobody helps me financially either.

My organization is going to try to help people financially. I envision buying and taking over a huge warehouse as our base of operations.  How many chronically ill and disabled people are stuck with their families?  How much abuse do we have to tolerate? Quite a lot.  I’m looking to start fundraising in the near future.  I’ve done at least one SCORE class on non-profits. The most useful advice I got was put everything in a separate account. 

What advice I get from SCORE is to get a real job.  But then again I’m a writer who wants to publish books.  That’s a real enough job for me considering how much money books can make?  It is easy to get a bestseller status,  which is 100,000 copies.  See, I work hard most days, but it goes unsung and unrecognized.  I keep trying to find a job but I feel honestly like I’m under a curse. 

You see, some people tell lies about my capabilities that my community believes.  I mean if my family worked in that community but no one from major companies is willing to hire me because of my disability that oh I’m not supposed to talk about but it unfortunately impacts my life.  Am I supposed to move about sight unseen, hidden, lurking and hiding my disability in plain sight, which would get me into serious trouble as some have suggested?

Is all of Mountain View aware that what they believe about me is a false narrative?  I was never retarded or on the autism spectrum, period.  I took a psychological test that proves I’m not ADD at all much less on the spectrum, and as it is I’m way more educated than both parents. I’m actually quite hard to frak with, take advantage of and I can spot a liar very quickly.  Why today I wasn’t necessarily hiding my psychic talent either? But apparently my local metaphysical shops believe bad things about me too.

Or maybe its just my own belief system screwing with my self-confidence because I’m under a don’t you dare get a job kind of psychic attack.  I have sent out so many applications and at times I don’t even get non-paid internships.  I mean I need to see a hypnotist to get rid of this crap.  Honestly, since my family apparently wants my money without earning it.  Out of the sheer goodness of my heart, wow, yeah, okay, nobody gets a dime until everybody gets tested for 22q.

You will be bribed into a blood test.  Yes, I mean from my mother to my father and everybody else in between.  You just never know which kid will be born schizoaffective next.  It could be my cousin’s children when they have children.  Yes, I think that far ahead.  I mean if some people got lucky with their daughter, it does not mean that someday she might have a child with the deletion.

I’d rest easier if I knew who carries the deletion and who doesn’t.  In 2014, I laid groundwork for eventually getting this project done, while putting it on film.  Not that I want to go to Spain right now, I have a hiatal hernia, which means my traveling options are limited.  I might run into massive complications.  We don’t want to be the sick passenger, ever because I can indefinitely keep my shit together.  I’m not setting foot in Spain without an entourage, including a huge security detail.  Since no family helps me financially, how the hell are they just going to help themselves to my money?  Some have said in private it isn’t necessary.  K, freeloaders?

Even when I make real money, it is not about give it to mommy and daddy syndrome yeah?  It is about me paying the HOA fee and the property taxes that’s what.  That’s all the mula you’ll be getting dumbasses. I’m not made of money? What makes you think I’m rich beehach?  What I want to do is impress the crap out of this planet and people who assume things are impossible for someone with 22q/Velocardiofacial syndrome to do. And a word, I know about the Ex’s situations, and I would like it if he stay away from me because he’s decompensating yeah?  He ain’t getting a freakin dime either. The siblings of the Ex ignore this blog and me also, and I’m really sick to death of not having real money around but hey I’ve got to keep plugging away stuff. 

The Writing Business Is Tough

Don’t get me wrong, I like it, I work hard, and my neighborhood knows it.  But the thing is, one of my old doctors remarked that I’m in the wrong business.  Then again, she has a point, although I’m learning how to manage stress so that fact doesn’t get to me.  Therapy helps you learn stress management.  As it is, I have like three therapists right now.  The thing about life in general is that you have to make an effort, to succeed.  It is not random- the thing about success is that it is planned.  I’m working on learning how to pitch my writing, it will take time to learn-eventually I’m going to publish stuff.  Working hard eventually pays off even if there are no guarantees.

Energetic Boundaries- Cyndi Dale technique/approach

I have to say that I’m trying to read a lot about my energy boundary issues, although I’m trying not to slip into Mule mode, which means my parents get their energy work done for them by me. The mere fact that I have work to do on my own, means that I have to quit doing mom and dad’s work as though my life depends on it. Really, I’m trying to route their energy needs to the Divine even as right now I’m working on my chakra issues using a chakra book that the self-isolation has given me enough time to get done with. If anything, I’m working on that chakra self-help book. I’m working on getting myself the insights I need, but I may start booking readings with psychics at East West bookshop only because I have to start schmoozing more with more than one kind of person, although due to Mr. Hernia I have to be wary of pagans, or for that matter, anybody carrying around the title of “witch.”

Who Does We Help Help?

Why people with major chronic illness of course?!!! People whose illness keeps them trapped in their family of origin financially.  We are going to guide people in the steps of making money but first I’m the one who has to guide myself into making money.  Some people are stuck with their narcissist family members embroiled in embittering wars for their life.  If they do not pay for their own medical care or are in the care of the state like being on SSI/SSDI, then they have to put up with their family telling them what to do still even if they are grown.

I mean I want to help those with mental health diagnosis, because my warehouse would be a way nonprofits can have free meeting space given that we provide tables for this.  I want my warehouse to have a kitchen. We’d also have apartments for people in transition, who want to build their own lives. You have to understand that some people from abusive families have no idea how to make their own decisions.  I mean I still don’t and my family lives in Spain. With the pandemic as it is, they dare not come back right away because the risk of passing something infectious to me be it COVID, cold or flu is too high.

If they want to come back they certainly haven’t given me a date to come back yet.  At any rate, I’m just submitting my writing in another 10 week fit to submit my fiction material to literary agents I’ve made a list of.  I’m saving it under a writing submissions folder, because my freelance writing folder is huge.  I’m sometimes a touch disorganized although I’m working towards a paperless office.  It’s why I keep things on USB. 

I have another idea for a dry club I’d love to find time to work on but I’ve decided to take time off from business stuff for the rest of this year.  I’m submitting my work because I want to make real money.  I finally have doctors who support this goal.  I’m certainly not hearing them say, “maintain your benefits,” come again?  I need more treatments than SSI can single-handedly pay for.  I need to get back into acupuncture, which works very well at keeping me stable. Oh yes, it does my friends, bipolars swear by it.

I use medication and I want to renter the real of regular meditation I used to practice.  I had it down to 20 minutes a day.  Then my knee injury hit but this is the explanation I’m giving to Muggles.  Since I’m writing about ordinary subjects like business, I’m going to give you guys the Muggle explanation.  Yes, I could write a whole metaphysical tell all but I’m just waiting around for ELAC to come around again and get some free legal advice on my non profit.  I was wondering what to do about this until I wrote this post, thinking to myself that I indeed, have to make sure that I’m going to work on that.  This semester is well under way.  I’m looking forward to legal advice.

Resources Needed for We Help

In order to get this nonprofit off the ground, I have to start getting my hands on some donations put in a separate account.  But first, I have to publish my books to make real money, while also getting a real job or two, selling $5,000 a month of my artwork.  I want to do this only because I think that my nonprofit could go places.  I want to help abused chronically ill people get away from abusive families or in general, help people escape toxic families if you want to extend the clients to those who want to escape their abusive families. 

I’m working on my schoolwork with CCSF English 1A.  I’m doing this only because I feel the need to make sure my MLA doesn’t totally stink.  I am keeping up although I bombed a quiz big time.  I’m learning how to annotate text, something I didn’t know very well how to do in other lit classes.  It’s something that every other person knows how to do except me and I am learning how to highlight relevant ideas, since in high school I once highlighted a whole health book.  Highlighters are meant to highlight relevant information.

I’m relieved this is fixed.  I’m working on fixing my essays.  We help needs a warehouse so I can build a battered disabled person’s shelter.  We need therapists, and drama-free people in general since I’m trying to plan a drama-free and safe environment.  I mean we need to build a warehouse with separate rooms for different people with different kinds of chronic illness.  We also need to have an infirmary with a doctor set up since our nonprofit is helping those with chronic illness.

 I have a support group of people who are interested in this idea, and I might find business partners in that group.  I need to build my businesses this year, next year, and the years following.  I have so many ideas to start putting together.  I need to start a Kickstarter campaign for the nonprofit.  At the very least this would help me piece together a skeleton staff.

I can find many people across my Facebook support groups who can help.  The key is to raise money so we can build the center I’m envisioning.  Center/shelter that is. I mean it would serve also as a rentable center for people who want meeting space, as one way the nonprofit could make money from donations. So if any of you guys feel like offering input on my ideas, let me know through this blog, Facebook, or any other means you think to contact me by. 

I don’t know enough people in the nonprofit scene in San Jose.  I only know that I do not have a degree in psychology, and I’m screwed out of working for the YWCA as I’ve applied there many times.  My Bachelor’s is in English, so hence my desire for a third Associates, and a second Bachelor’s and a first M.S.  I need to take the GRE for the MS, which is why I feel like getting another Bachelor’s for knowledge’s sake.  But anyway, yes, I need to be able to pay my people salaries, hiring many a chronically ill person who has escaped their family to live on their own and take like good care of themselves.

I also would like to have indoor/outdoor gardening spaces in this nonprofit so that we all can have a way to grow vegetables for long-term residents of the facility since this facility is geared towards helping people escape families in short-term or long-term situations.

We’d also provide a computer lab for people to look for jobs with, and design their own websites with if they want to have an Internet business.  It would be part work from home space/work from the shelter space.  I’m envisioning a safe community for disabled people, chronically ill people and victims of toxic parents who want to escape their toxic families.  This is a way to move forward in life since no battered women’s shelter will take me as I’m escaping family and not a man.  They think family is not as lethal or with potential to become lethal as escaping a domestic violence incident from a man.

Here is my idea.  I only hope I can start recruiting people to help me soon enough because this is actually more important than the social network in my head.  There is a sense of safety with people saying my ideas will never work.  They have no idea that I’m watching them with such greedy future billionaire eyes.  I’d actually pay people decent salaries at all my companies.  Yeah, I need to recruit people.  I need more help than I let on, depending on how many people I can stand to be around.

Non Profit We Help What’s It About ?

Why do I want to start a Non-profit called We Help? Only because I want to have a way for chronically ill people stuck living with toxic family to afford a chance to get away from them. Most people say there are resources for leaving an abusive partner but not family.  With family you are stuck with them because “blood is thicker than water,” and the establishment assumes family is safe.  Non profits take care of problems that come from another angel altogether.  This sort of problem is coming from the perspective of the person with chronic illness stuck dealing with their families.

Family bonds are destroyed through narcissistic abuse tactics enacted on the disabled person trying to escape.  I’ve been trying to line up my own financial resources for years with limited luck aside from how I’ve managed to send out my books for the last 9 weeks.  I’m looking to start publishing my books as I had one doctor tell me that makes money.  I had a doctor tell me to stay on my benefits, which I felt was really rude. I have some good ideas I need to talk to ELAC about and do more free legal advise sessions to get them put together.

I have gotten to the point where my psychic network idea is where it is and I need to file articles of incorporation.  Given I find myself with extra income, I can do that. As it is, I need to buy new pajama shorts so that I have clothing.  I also need new t-shirts as many of my t-shirts have holes in it.  It is getting to be a bad scenario. I need to buy new clothing.

Anyway, though, I’m working on this here blog because suddenly some ideas are flowing.  I came up with my September 2021 ideas list.  At any rate, my non profit is supposed to be a way to help people figure out ways of making money. I envision a warehouse with partitioned rooms as it would be a shelter with an infirmary so that those who have limited ways of accessing medical care can access medical care.  We’d have computers so as to help people access technology.

Why is there so much help for people escaping abusers in terms of partners but not enough help when people want to escape family? I don’t get this. I’ve thought this over very carefully.  I want to make this into a non profit network of shelters in every major US city.  Its because people with chronic illness need a place to go.  They’ve got to have a safe place. What sucks is when they don’t have a safe place, because the family friends are unreliable at best.  Why? Because they can’t trust them. That’s why.  Narcissists love having flying monkeys doing their bidding. 

A flying monkey is described as an enabler.

Many people in my hometown are enablers.  I just couldn’t get away from my family even if I was trying to write books that I seek to publish.  I don’t lack resources.  I want to create more resources on this planet even if people tell me my ideas won’t work.  I think they can work give or take I think them through.

Job Discrimination

Yes, I deal with stigma despite being stable.  I have interviewed for The Cheesecake Factory back when I was not afraid of crowds or open spaces as I’ve gotten back into the agoraphobia swing of things.  I am hitching a ride to my I’m the client-occupational therapy class just because of this agoraphobia.  But I was hitching a ride with the busy very nicely in January 2020 because I was mentally well but my pancreatic insufficiency was playing tricks on me and making me hesitant to take long trips by bus just in case.

While on the bus to Mountain View once, I was asked by this one black guy to marry him and I said no, I’m changing seats. I mean it, and it was bizarre because he saw me as unattached.  I had to break it to him that I wasn’t available or interested. This is why the bus feels unsafe for me.  I get interviews but my knee injury had employers looking askance at it. This knee injury is much better now but I have to worry about my hiatal hernia.

I have only two appointments this month, my internist to make chit chat about the not-pimple on my back which has a much longer name that my dermatologist nailed figuring it out, and my psychiatrist.  Hey, buddies I interview with, hire me for goodness sake. I mean I’m stable, and given it doesn’t rain like crazy this weekend, sticking to raining at night, I can get out of the house more this Fall/Winter season. I am trying to figure out ways of making extra income to add to my current source of government income, copywriting money, and eventually published book money.  The goal is to make $15,000 a month as I told one Facebook group I have to not mention the name of but you know who you are.

I mean if I had that kind of money and insurance, I’d be fine. I can pursue other sources of income. It is demeaning to have a doctor who has known you a while tell me to maintain my benefits when the ELAC people say I have good ideas I need to keep to myself.  I love the legal advice clinic. Soon I will get emails saying it is back  in session for the year. I can’t always pay for SCORE classes but when I do it is useful information that is yielded such as “get separate accounts for everything non profit.”  Considering my ignorance as a 40 year-old, I’m glad that I have SCORE as a free to low-cost resource.

It would be nice to be able to take a bus or a Lyft to get to them. I’m picky about what companies I use, such as using eBay over Amazon.  Let’s see how much stamina I have because the pandemic paranoia wore me out.  Yes, the case total is going down a bit right now since I check it not to make myself paranoid but to be relieved I vaccinated because hospitals are full of the sick who didn’t vaccinate.  This virus is petrifying and I do not want to be sickened by it.  With that said, it might be easy to get a job since I said yes I get SSI and got rejected by the Olive Garden. I know how to keep myself busy as Mrs. Self-Employed though.  I’d may as well stick with writing.

Time Management My Way

I manage my time by setting aside one hour to two-hour blocks.  The younger kids always got the advantage over us older kids back in Catholic elementary school.  They had parents who were better advocates.  They got the block schedule over our class schedule being at least 20 minutes to half an hour. I had a useful education don’t get me wrong, the benefits of private school were many, but I feel like I’m still trying to play catch up in my English 1A class.

I do my best to finish stuff when I need to finish it. I’m planning ahead with my first paper for English 1A.  We read a story called the Girl in the Cave. I managed to finish my paper in one hour today.  I got up early to really finish my paper. I also managed to fix Carelink for my CGM.

I’m keeping up with school. Stress is a matter of perspective.  I’ve always wanted to work a real job.  But see, they don’t hire those on SSI because I put that as a yes answer when I worked on my Olive Garden application.  With the Great Resignation, they are looking for willing employees. Eventually companies are going to crack.  I have a root canal on Tuesday. I’m planning on keeping my appointment since I faith healed my low-grade fever.

But I need to keep my appointment this Tuesday, and managed to arrange for a ride with a friend.   Today is a hot August day in the Bay Area.  I’m pretty much staying home all day but I can tolerate 90-91.  See, those of us with 22q get heatstroke. We get very bad heatstroke. I have to plan my book tours around hot weather and my avoidance of hot weather. Standing on a hot street corner anywhere on this planet causes me heatstroke. Symptoms are running a fever, puking my guts out and possibly having high blood sugar from my type 1.

Managing my time is something I have learned to do despite my health problems.  I mean I’m in class having to inject my long acting insulin on occasion.   I may have to go change my infusion set also.  I’m doing the best I can to manage my diabetes, which is really a difficult form to manage but I succeed somehow. Time management will be this way with this week. 1) wrote on paper some main ideas 2) worked on rough draft of outline on computer, 3) wrote first draft of paper.  I have a rough draft and class on Monday at noon.   I also have class Friday at noon too.  I’m going to work on a rough draft edit this Sunday, and I’m going to be in class Monday at noon. Online class is really easy.

For however long this pandemic lasts, schools cannot stay shut forever.  But anyway, this blog is about the reality of life with chronic illness while also having unique talents. I’ve been working hard today.

Many Irons in the Fire

I’m the sort of person who has many irons in the fire. It is just the way I am.  I have multiple interests, I enjoy trying my hand at more than one career at a time.  Mostly I’ve been a writer for five years now while piecing together the Anti-Toxic Dating book, and the Psychic attack book.  I’m trying to figure out a good title since the former is going to be about psychic attack. I have to split one book into three other books, stopping at Chapter 7 more or less. I’ve got to see a hypnotherapist to get some bad things out of my head.

Mostly it is the family brainwashing that is stuck in my head.  I’m trying to quit letting it rattle around in my head.  I have so much going on in my head it is hard to keep it all straight but I’m trying to write it down in other locations.  I’m trying to keep my act together as a work from home person while I can continue to use this address.  I use the Santa Clara University ELAC program with their legal clinic often enough.

I suggested they do virtual sessions for me a long time ago, well before the pandemic began.  I have many irons in the fire only because I like having more than one goal.  My life coaching companies I’m talking to for the case that I will eventually start with them, can see this.  I have not secured a scholarship for one of them but they know I’m capable of making real money through sending out my work to literary agents in the hopes that one eventually bites.

I’m looking to get my books published. For one, that involves making $10,000 a month. This blog could be making me $1,000 a month steady income.  What they need to see, what my social security people need to see is that I make stable income monthly, like clockwork.  It isn’t about coming into a lump sum of money sometime soon. It is about generating stable, steady income streams.  I can do this. I know I can do this. Any family myth about how I can’t do this is stuck in my head, hence why I need to see a hypnotherapist.

Literary empires and business empires were not built in a day.  They need to be built over time. They will eventually be built just as Deepak Chopra and others have their empires.  I will patiently await my turn.  Success can be found after 40,  I self-published my writing back in 2012 as Opening New Dimensions which can be found on Amazon. You guys will just have to find it yourselves but I really ought to be doing more marketing for this book.  I will have to plan my book tours around good weather because I know I can’t handle Las Vegas in the summer, sorry Las Vegas friends.  I just have to plan my whole life around not being out in hot weather above 90 degrees.  Today, everything has been overcast, rather San Franciscan considering my English class belongs to San Francisco City College. It was interesting. I popped in when it was a touch late but I made it still. Doing school treated is interesting because people make sense to me now that I make sense. Yep. Thank god. I picked the right time to go back to school.

Goals for Upwork

Upwork is a freelance project and job website.  I’m trying to apply to specific projects because I work and go to school at the same time.  I’m also going to try to keep up with updating this blog, who knows if I can handle the whole thing? I will try though. At any rate,  I’m saying that I want to keep up with it all.  I’m working on my school situation with my English 1A class.  I’m going to show up to class online today.  We are discussing lying and when lying is necessary if ever, if at all. I’m interested in the books I have ordered. I order books from Alibris these days which works similarly to Amazon but it is way better than Amazon.

I’m feeling adequate, calm, and happy about school but not enough to push myself too much about it. I did my Greyschool 6 step meditation practice and Tibetan exercises practice.  I feel calmer and almost ready to tackle anything.  I did avoid a nasty super low this morning by eating French Toast. This week will play out a certain way with various appointments.

At any rate, I’m just saying that I feel calm.  I feel good, I feel centered.  I am going to make it through this semester. Foothill-De Anza do quarters but every other California junior college is on semesters.  I am not doing things because of a feeling of profound inadequacy today. I’m confronting my self-esteem demons.  I’m realizing I have time to get everything done.

I’m waiting around for this one book to ship to me.  I have textbooks at home for school, Lying by Sam Harris. The other book is Lying: Moral Choice in Public and Private Life.  I’m planning on doing my 8-10 hours of work a week regarding my class time. I’ve already done two this weekend I suppose.  I’m trying not to overload myself. So far, I’m doing a fine job focusing.

At any rate, my stress is perfectly managed this morning. Upwork is something I can make $500 reported a month extra.  I have a cushion, sure, but you can and are allowed to make some extra income within an income threshold.  The limit is $1200 for maintaining EBT but the ultimate limit is $2,000.  SSI is not counting my scholarship since I didn’t get any money out of it anyway due to not having a San Francisco address.  I used my San Jose address for my FASFA form. I live in San jose, duh, and I’m going to wait until I finish this class this semester to enroll in psychobiology next Winter at Foothill.

School has its advantages when you take it online.  But anyway,  I’m interested in getting my psychology associate’s next. I’m basically at San Jose State’s occupational therapy class until I make real money, that much is my decision to make here.  I’m working on the money situation, and making money off of this blog might help. Also, I’m wondering when I’ll find a real job. I have Textbroker.com and my books that I’m sending out to a literary agent until someone bites. Slowly but surely. 

Goals for Upwork

I’d like to make $200 a month from this website if possible. I already am trying to make $100 a month with Textbroker.  So that leaves me with the $1200 a month limit or the goal to stay under $2,000 at all times. I’m trying to continue to work from home. I suspected I was COVID negative and that’s the result of the current test. Why have I stayed COVID negative? Not hanging out around anybody, being the standoffish bitch I am.  I’m careful with whom I spent time with though.  I’ve read about people who are vaccinated getting the illness anyway. 

Upwork is a freelance job/gig board.  I can make enough money  to live off of from this board but I’m careful to stay covered for the eventual fact of needing hernia surgery. Or if I publish my books, at the very least I’m going to have means of income.  Upwork has categories such as web research, virtual assisting and transcription. I’m good for all three of those. I can also use spreadsheets to make stuff happen.

But anyway, I need to remember City will give me a scholarship even if I already have a bachelor’s. I’m retaking English classes as a refresher.  I need to do this for work only because my writing needs to reflect my skill.   I’m wondering if it sounds sane, and stable?  I’m pretty much working on registering for City College right now. 

I’m trying to keep my brain together with this stuff. I wonder how I managed to register for State while being a functional drunk.  I stayed with the Ex way too long give or take I wanted to go back to school but he’d always talk me out of it. I’m glad I dumped him. Really, now, yes I am. I’m trying to add English classes into my schedule at City College.

I’ve been trying with no help to register today and I have days until class starts on around August 16th.  I’ve dropped a lot of my schedule to work on my registration problems. Anyway, I’m just saying I’m looking forward to retaking English 1A as I got a D in a summer semester situation from City College of San Francisco.  My aunt asks if I have to go to San Francisco for class, and I was like, no its online. Hee. Yes, online. I’m wading through options on the phone while hoping to reach to an actual representative. I’m wondering if I’m going to reach the right person this time around. Maybe not. I keep getting Rocky the Ram, a useless virtual assistant.  Registration for college, junior or otherwise is one huge headache. I have a long to-do list for this week.

Anyway, I’m taking English 1A to improve my writing.  Yes, I’ve gotten much better. Writing is like exercising a sore muscle, you have to use it or you won’t improve. At any rate, I’m proud of myself for plugging away at registration without relying on substances to do so.  This is what I was afraid of getting me manic over the edge nut job nuts but it didn’t. I enrolled without panicking.  I’m doing okay.  

Why I’m Not Sick This Year

Mask-wearing is working wonders on my health in general.  I haven’t been sick since December 2018 and this is almost three years.  I’ve set a new record for myself. I like the mask thing so much that this winter, I may keep it up even if they say it is safe not to. I use elderberry to keep myself well. I’m studying an herbal medicine class on Udemy.  I’m learning quite a bit from it but I’m going to make an appointment with naturopaths to talk shop.  I’m going to screen them for kooky behavior by asking if they are vaccinated.  See, this virus could have messed me up really good.   I’m lucky I can shake off a cold in a week, and a flu in a week.

Reading the 22q boards on Facebook, I have to say that my mother has no idea about how lucky she is despite all the colds I had growing up.  I’d get sick easily, being around sick people all the time.  Oh and mom used to smoke around me so that’d lead to bronchitis or pneumonia.  Mr. hernia is what makes my body weaker.  I should have had surgery for the hernia as a baby but no.  Nobody was in their right mind then and certainly they aren’t in their right minds now.

I’m not sick at all. Period.  I’m well, and I’m staying well.  Nobody can make stuff up about this although they are welcome to try. They knew who was ill in the family. She somehow keeps up with gossip.  Nobody bothers to tell me jack.  I rarely write about my family on this here blog, but that’s because nobody family reads my blog.  I feel ignored as the narcissist has her flying monkeys working for her. Yeah, so in the end, I pay for stuff myself and it is high time I make real money.  I’m a busy bee in addition to everything else going on in my life.  I’ve looked into enrolling at City College of San Francisco.

I’m taking care of the financial aid paperwork.  I stated to the counselor that I want to retake an English 1A class this Fall Semester.  What strikes me as odd is that City College is on Semesters while Foothill and De Anza are the only schools using quarters.  This is wild.  This is crazy, it is like wow.  I’m shocked. It makes no sense. But then again for the administrators it makes perfect sense.  I’m just plugging away at making money copywriting and writing my books.

Mask-wearing is working wonders on my health in general.  I haven’t been sick since December 2018 and this is almost three years.  I’ve set a new record for myself. I like the mask thing so much that this winter, I may keep it up even if they say it is safe not to. I use elderberry to keep myself well. I’m studying an herbal medicine class on Udemy.  I’m learning quite a bit from it but I’m going to make an appointment with naturopaths to talk shop.  I’m going to screen them for kooky behavior by asking if they are vaccinated.  See, this virus could have messed me up really good.   I’m lucky I can shake off a cold in a week, and a flu in a week.

Reading the 22q boards on Facebook, I have to say that my mother has no idea about how lucky she is despite all the colds I had growing up.  I’d get sick easily, being around sick people all the time.  Oh and mom used to smoke around me so that’d lead to bronchitis or pneumonia.  Mr. hernia is what makes my body weaker.  I should have had surgery for the hernia as a baby but no.  Nobody was in their right mind then and certainly they aren’t in their right minds now.

I’m not sick at all. Period.  I’m well, and I’m staying well.  Nobody can make stuff up about this although they are welcome to try. They knew who was ill in the family. She somehow keeps up with gossip.  Nobody bothers to tell me jack.  I rarely write about my family on this here blog, but that’s because nobody family reads my blog.  I feel ignored as the narcissist has her flying monkeys working for her. Yeah, so in the end, I pay for stuff myself and it is high time I make real money.  I’m a busy bee in addition to everything else going on in my life.  I’ve looked into enrolling at City College of San Francisco.

I’m taking care of the financial aid paperwork.  I stated to the counselor that I want to retake an English 1A class this Fall Semester.  What strikes me as odd is that City College is on Semesters while Foothill and De Anza are the only schools using quarters.  This is wild.  This is crazy, it is like wow.  I’m shocked. It makes no sense. But then again for the administrators it makes perfect sense.  I’m just plugging away at making money copywriting and writing my books.

Any sort of illness would screw me over big time right now.  Even a small cold.  COVID is spreading but only around unvaccinated people and some vaccinated types can  get it too.  I am a busy person, who gets stuff done with my day.  I do not waste my time.   Some people think I’m wasting my time but I’m trying to get stuff done.  Self-employed work from home types are not as lazy as one may think.  This is a stereotype of those who work from home.  We actually do stuff with our day, bub.  We do things with our time.   We try.  Unlike those who don’t try.