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The Non-Profit, I Finally Found a Mentor

Certain aspects of being chronically ill wiped me out after I talked to him but he put me on the right path.  I’m keeping up with cleaning the house, and staying home a lot due  to the pandemic. I’m vaccinated for a lot of different things like the flu and COVID. For goodness’ sake, get the booster. I’m not sick right now as the case may be, precisely because I got vaccinated. Anyway, I found a mentor for my non-profit at long last. Sometimes you have to make noise. SCORE put all its Silicon Valley webinars online. They also made them freeish? I’m confused.

And my next step is to buy some more Nolo press  books on non-profits. I got my usual $25 from ProductReportCard. You can get decent surveys, make actual Amazon certificates, and get stuff. I ordered this one book I needed for my own personal sanity.  I have a lot of other survey companies I’m a member of but of course I can’t do all of them in one day.  I have to pick and choose.

For ThriftyPig, I’m almost at 50 coins which can be redeemed also. I need potting soil but Amazon doesn’t get what brand Miracle Grow while eBay does. I’m working on my research project for owning franchises but of course, I’m doing the ooh shiny thing again with my interests, my many interests. By Ooh Shiny I mean that it is the Ooh Shiny Effect. No sooner do I find one interest, then I get easily bored, going, what am I doing? I’m deciding to take social psychology in Spring Quarter at Foothill College . I have to kick my own ass into dealing with the counseling department at said school.

I can multi-task despite my schizoaffective, probably better because of it.  Chronic illness is simply our narrative in this society. I found a decent mentor who gets me. I had one session with him and it is time to arrange another one . I need to get that book, so today I’ve decided to find a copy on Amazon .  I mean I’m just a productive person who is still meeting my work goals despite my chronic illnesses. Type 1 diabetes can be hard to deal with even if you infuse.

I’m trying to get this particular beast under control. I’m out of sensors to use with my continuous glucose  monitor I’m keeping in the charger as Instructed to by tech support. My shipment is coming after January 30th. As far as my hernia-trapped body with its crazy limited diet goes, I can no longer have jam with citric acid in it. This causes me acid reflux. I am trying to find brands without it, organic brands from Etsy. 

I’m losing my mind as my diet is becoming more limited by the day. I’d have to be on a liquid diet after hernia surgery, I’d also need a roommate. Someone sane who will not treat me badly.  I’d also live with someone who works outside of the house during the day.  I mean I’d charge a cheap rent.  I cannot live with someone who works front lines but who is vaccinated and masked.  I am a business of one but I got my booster.  It is the height of stupidity not to get a booster. I went and got one for myself to stay well.

The Non-Profit We Help – Where Did this Idea Come from?

When I call domestic violence organizations for help, they assume that I’m calling about leaving an abusive partner.  They have limited resources for people trying to escape toxic families to none at all. If it’s your family, its like, bah, why should we help you? I’m a member of various Facebook groups I’m not going to mention here since my family never reads this blog anyway. See what I deal with? I have family on three continents and they think the problems are my fault.  Nobody helps me financially either.

My organization is going to try to help people financially. I envision buying and taking over a huge warehouse as our base of operations.  How many chronically ill and disabled people are stuck with their families?  How much abuse do we have to tolerate? Quite a lot.  I’m looking to start fundraising in the near future.  I’ve done at least one SCORE class on non-profits. The most useful advice I got was put everything in a separate account. 

What advice I get from SCORE is to get a real job.  But then again I’m a writer who wants to publish books.  That’s a real enough job for me considering how much money books can make?  It is easy to get a bestseller status,  which is 100,000 copies.  See, I work hard most days, but it goes unsung and unrecognized.  I keep trying to find a job but I feel honestly like I’m under a curse. 

You see, some people tell lies about my capabilities that my community believes.  I mean if my family worked in that community but no one from major companies is willing to hire me because of my disability that oh I’m not supposed to talk about but it unfortunately impacts my life.  Am I supposed to move about sight unseen, hidden, lurking and hiding my disability in plain sight, which would get me into serious trouble as some have suggested?

Is all of Mountain View aware that what they believe about me is a false narrative?  I was never retarded or on the autism spectrum, period.  I took a psychological test that proves I’m not ADD at all much less on the spectrum, and as it is I’m way more educated than both parents. I’m actually quite hard to frak with, take advantage of and I can spot a liar very quickly.  Why today I wasn’t necessarily hiding my psychic talent either? But apparently my local metaphysical shops believe bad things about me too.

Or maybe its just my own belief system screwing with my self-confidence because I’m under a don’t you dare get a job kind of psychic attack.  I have sent out so many applications and at times I don’t even get non-paid internships.  I mean I need to see a hypnotist to get rid of this crap.  Honestly, since my family apparently wants my money without earning it.  Out of the sheer goodness of my heart, wow, yeah, okay, nobody gets a dime until everybody gets tested for 22q.

You will be bribed into a blood test.  Yes, I mean from my mother to my father and everybody else in between.  You just never know which kid will be born schizoaffective next.  It could be my cousin’s children when they have children.  Yes, I think that far ahead.  I mean if some people got lucky with their daughter, it does not mean that someday she might have a child with the deletion.

I’d rest easier if I knew who carries the deletion and who doesn’t.  In 2014, I laid groundwork for eventually getting this project done, while putting it on film.  Not that I want to go to Spain right now, I have a hiatal hernia, which means my traveling options are limited.  I might run into massive complications.  We don’t want to be the sick passenger, ever because I can indefinitely keep my shit together.  I’m not setting foot in Spain without an entourage, including a huge security detail.  Since no family helps me financially, how the hell are they just going to help themselves to my money?  Some have said in private it isn’t necessary.  K, freeloaders?

Even when I make real money, it is not about give it to mommy and daddy syndrome yeah?  It is about me paying the HOA fee and the property taxes that’s what.  That’s all the mula you’ll be getting dumbasses. I’m not made of money? What makes you think I’m rich beehach?  What I want to do is impress the crap out of this planet and people who assume things are impossible for someone with 22q/Velocardiofacial syndrome to do. And a word, I know about the Ex’s situations, and I would like it if he stay away from me because he’s decompensating yeah?  He ain’t getting a freakin dime either. The siblings of the Ex ignore this blog and me also, and I’m really sick to death of not having real money around but hey I’ve got to keep plugging away stuff. 

The Writing Business Is Tough

Don’t get me wrong, I like it, I work hard, and my neighborhood knows it.  But the thing is, one of my old doctors remarked that I’m in the wrong business.  Then again, she has a point, although I’m learning how to manage stress so that fact doesn’t get to me.  Therapy helps you learn stress management.  As it is, I have like three therapists right now.  The thing about life in general is that you have to make an effort, to succeed.  It is not random- the thing about success is that it is planned.  I’m working on learning how to pitch my writing, it will take time to learn-eventually I’m going to publish stuff.  Working hard eventually pays off even if there are no guarantees.

Energetic Boundaries- Cyndi Dale technique/approach

I have to say that I’m trying to read a lot about my energy boundary issues, although I’m trying not to slip into Mule mode, which means my parents get their energy work done for them by me. The mere fact that I have work to do on my own, means that I have to quit doing mom and dad’s work as though my life depends on it. Really, I’m trying to route their energy needs to the Divine even as right now I’m working on my chakra issues using a chakra book that the self-isolation has given me enough time to get done with. If anything, I’m working on that chakra self-help book. I’m working on getting myself the insights I need, but I may start booking readings with psychics at East West bookshop only because I have to start schmoozing more with more than one kind of person, although due to Mr. Hernia I have to be wary of pagans, or for that matter, anybody carrying around the title of “witch.”

Realistically I’m Still Low Income

Iria Vasquez-Paez

3/29/22

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Realistically I’m Still Low Income

Okay, I’m still low income for now only because that is the case. I worked on my copywriting business plan. I have no idea how they begin to cut you but they do when your account shows a certain amount of money. I’m not ready for this yet. But eventually I will be. They look for steady income. I’m working on my non profit job descriptions because I figured out that I need to have psychiatrists and other doctors on staff. People escaping Munchausen by Proxy family are a hot mess. They don’t know up from down or rightful diagnosis from lie. They are confused. I want to provide clarity and an application for disability should they need one. I’m a lucky person for having the resources I have but the stimulus checks were very helpful. I was told they do count so I spent a certain amount of it. I’m planning on starting internet businesses using Etsy but I’m not going to go all out. Etsy is a huge resource for supplies. In the interests of staying organized I have to get desk drawers for my stuff. I have the paperwork for a pension from the deceased since I need that and to stay covered by my insurance. This blog is a type of record as to how someone dirt poor got off the low income dole. It is part of my non profit only because I’m using it to solidify my ideas in my head. I’m trying to keep up with life without drinking a drop of coffee too. Coffee does not help my brain at all. Period. So I quit it.

My non profit is going to be carved into a warehouse somewhere in San Jose if I can find one that can be zoned into living situations. Next Door Solutions for domestic violence is another example of a domestic violence shelter I need to look at as a clone or something that has already been done. I visited a shelter for women way back when I was looking for alternative living situations just in case the condo mom and dad got didn’t work out. Now that my left knee is recovered as it gets, I’m going to be able to go to more places. Well, given my anxiety doesn’t take me out. Or my infusion set works when I go to wherever. I risk the darn thing going down every time I leave the house. That’s possible but I don’t want to live in fear of this. So off I go this Thursday to drop off my sharps since that needs to be done and otherwise I’m just feeling the clutter putting me on edge.

How To Make $50,000 a Month

In order to pay all my medical bills and the HOA fee with leaving a few thousand left over to set up my businesses, I have to make $50,000 a month. $10,000 to start with, and hope nothing hospital worthy happens to me. I need to pay my own insurance for starters. I know what my expenses are but I have no idea how to make money although I know getting a job as a legal secretary would help me. I got a phone call from Robert Half Legal. They found my very old resume. I need to log into Robert Half Legal and start submitting but I plan on doing this tomorrow.

I’m thrilled I got a phone call at all but I hear they have hybrid options in terms of worksite. I’m going to wait until Tuesday to hear what they have. I think I’m a good fit for whatever it is they have in mind for me. I have got to get a job to finance my other businesses. I have read recently that there is a brain drain of sorts as people leave California for states with a cheaper cost of living. There is a vacuum because companies have had to deal with the Great Resignation. This is something I need to take advantage of big time. I can get and keep a job while taking my medication to stay stable.

I also have other avenues to resort to like publishing a book. I would get sold regular income from that, in terms of royalties but they still say that writing does not make any money. Or so I was told in creative writing school. This blog could make me $1,000 a month, along with Max Bounty which I need to log into. This blog is funny in a certain way, because when I don’t look at it, I get more readership.

I’m trying to figure out ways of paying my credit card bill through becoming a conversational English tutor. Yes, that is one way to make money along with Uedify, a website. I can also make art and I need a job to support my art habit. I want to start painting to earn a living through art sales. My research project file has grown to be quite long. I need to get real Word for this el Capitan-using computer that I upgraded myself.

I managed to get the operating system up and running by myself without outside help or interference. I did use some tech support help but in the end, this computer will last me three years longer than the other one. The one my parents gave me is old, almost to the point of being useless. I keep it off. This one can handle 10.11 El Capitan. I want to set up Medtronic to upload my insulin pump readings in a certain way.

I’m doing well with the insulin pump upgrade I’m using a 770G now, which not surprisingly, has many similar systems to the 630G. I need to go to the post office to drop off the old pump. That has to be sent back soon enough. Excuse me post office. I’m going to have to darken your door again. Yes, going out with schizoaffective is always so much fun. I’m glad I’m treated now give or take. Although by now I seriously want to work at an actual place. The pandemic has been a wild, crazy time and cases are way down. I’m wondering if we will eventually beat this thing. We should make the beginning and end of the pandemic a holiday. It should be a massive holiday. If there ever is an end to the pandemic since they always come to an end eventually.

Franchise Ideas

3/14/22

On this lovely day for PI, I wanted to say that I’ve been doing my research on business ideas. My first major has been lately. I’m also contemplating becoming a conversational English tutor as there are platforms other than Cambly. I installed Cambly on this computer, the Mac, which I upgraded the El Capitan operating system on. I did this work myself despite my incredible don’t f it up anxiety fits of agitation that week.

I managed to do this without help from anybody. Somehow I did it myself. It was work, good work. I am trying to get my work done as I had dental work to get through last month, which messed me up for two weeks give or take. I was recovering from this and now my crown appointment is set for the 24th of March. In March I get my energy back, and the weather isn’t blazing hot summer like yet so I can go out in the afternoons. Like many people in California, I’m praying for rain. Other pieces of information in my research project for franchises to get started include Naturals 2 go, Quickly, and Papa Murphy’s to be used for my non profits as a fundraiser. My idea for a dry bar, as a fundraiser, is an idea that comes out of wanting to establish a safe place for people with disabilities who do not find normal bars comfortable due to the alcohol flowing out of the pores of everybody there engaged in the filthy habit of drinking.

I also want to sell artwork on Etsy. I have ideas coming out of my pores too for this and I want to be able to do this by November since I want to pay my mom’s property taxes by then myself. She’ll be shocked. It takes having my own money to pull out or away from my family situation what with being dependent on them for money. I’ve made a decision this year to make my own way, pay for stuff myself, and in general escape my nest/trap. Starting my non profit for people looking to do the same will be useful. r idea for making extra money is a tutoring franchise. I have Uedify, Itutor Group, tutor.com, and Wyzant. I dusted off Wyzant, and I managed to work on the vocabulary class I’m writing for Uedify. Itutor group is another one I had to restart my account in. I’m also looking into selling art online on various platforms but today this blog is about my Tutoring jobs because I have to go get prescriptions. When my blood sugar is high, I get agoraphobia symptoms worse. I’m trying to stay stable with the yo-yo my blood sugar has been lately.

My Plan to get a Psychology Masters

While I want an MFA, I also want a Master’s in Psychology because I want to become a researcher and a therapist.  I’m trying to sort through my trauma however, and this is impacting the way I make career choices. My trauma, now that’s a loaded subject.  My blog tends to be about career stuff only but I have to point out that my family caused me immense trauma.  A B+ in psychology while psychotic was frowned upon and I had a B+ in biology. My family didn’t get the memo that medication can help a mentally ill person be stable in order  to get good grades.

They really didn’t get this. They couldn’t put two and two together.  This what happens when you drink, are not right in the head, and do coffee.  Now that my head is on straight but I’m prone to trauma blocking. Yes, I deal with immense trauma. I’m working on finding myself help for that, and how to make $70,000 a year which is $5,000 a month more or less. I’m trying to make streams of income happen.  I’m supposed to be realistic knowing this blog could full well become a stream of income.

I want to become a researcher and therapist. This is but one idea  on what to do with the rest of my life.  I call it the Ooh Shiny effect that bipolar people are very much prone to having to deal with. We get interested in one thing and then we lose interest when something else pops in and tempts us.  I’m someone who in reality, has an average to above average IQ but I can’t stress myself into getting perfect grades. This is a death trap that will bring on stress.

I’m trying to get degrees without getting myself too stressed. I just feel inadequate. All too often companies are willing to take advantage of workaholics. I want to find a least stress causing job. I want to become a therapist, who uses my psychic talent on people but in a therapeutic  context without overdoing it or having bad boundaries. I’m just fed up with my life lacking direction though and I need focus like working as a library page, a job I applied at yesterday.

I’m more than qualified as I have a Bachelors in English with a concentration in creative writing, an AA in the same, and an AA in anthropology. I’m very confused as to what I want at this point and I’m trying to come up with a concrete solution to this confusion. I would think my Tarot reading skills helps me figure stuff out, unblock energy and yadda yadda. As such I need to make some concrete decisions. I also want to use a master’s degree to become a psychiatric technician, maybe. I’m working on the psychology jobs research project.

I’ve got to come up with concrete decision here. I’m struggling to make decisions because according to someone I was speaking with in light of ditching occupational therapy, I am recovering from not being guided by adults in my life. If I can set proper boundaries with people and not get burned out, I could make for being a good therapist.  But right now as it is, I need access to therapists. I also have to take the GRE to get into some master’s programs. I need to continue talking to other therapists who have helped  me because I’m inclined to try to take it easy if I do get a library page job with the degrees I have now.

What Have I Learned About Non-Profits

I took one SCORE nonprofit class. I feel hopeless in getting any kind of job right now even if that’s what SCORE said to do the last time.  I got mentor ship from a mentor and yes, that’s what passes for mentorship I guess because given my chronic illnesses I wasn’t telling him about, I didn’t get good advice.  I was with an Indian male and I’m thinking, wow, that’s totally incompatible with me because what do I have in common with him?  Not much common ground there.  I’d have to call SCORE Instead of going through their automated request system.  I feel like I have no help sometimes.

But anyway, non profits are organizations that are not for profit.  They don’t want to or stand to make much money.  Some organizations may be able to toe the line between profit and non profit though like Palo Alto Medical Foundation when they collect co-pays for insurance companies.  Although, let me stick with the non profit idea I have. I want to start a non profit housed in a warehouse type of building.  I want it to be a safe place for people with chronic illness who want to escape their families of origin.

Family is hard to break away from since there are limited resources that exist for this endeavor to become successful.  Why? Because society is set up to help those who escape abusive partners, by now there is more than enough help available for this goal.  It would seem that when it comes to family, there is limited assistance available.  I’m reading the child abuse sourcebook and there are resources in the back. If I read about a domestic violence situation, no doubt I’d be looking at resources for women who want to escape domestically abusive relationships.

As it is, I’m looking to provide people a means of escaping. My non-profit is a great pre-law school situation to put on my application.  I want more than one advanced degree than the next person.  Non profits are there to help people accomplish something they want to do in their lives but none of the nonprofits I have been to have helped me.  I’m dreaming of setting up mine only because I passionately believe that everybody can have a job if they want to with work life balance. I strongly believe that systems change when the change buster steps in to change them. 

Nonprofits are all about helping others by design and my nonprofit will also be designed to be a meeting place for other non-profit organizations who want to meet there without being in a religious environment not always accepting of diversity.  Diversity is the backbone of many a nonprofit anyway.  I need to set up a board for my nonprofit but I can’t pay anybody just yet.  I ran into an interesting little note on my computer my family left me. This note was simply put that I may not be able to support myself. In 2015, the judge ruled me competent to work someday if my illnesses were all treated, and yes, granted back then nobody knew about the hernia.  So I’m going to ignore this behind my back thing on the part of one of my old doctors and be like, whatever. I keep forging ahead, I don’t look back.

Who Does We Help Help?

Why people with major chronic illness of course?!!! People whose illness keeps them trapped in their family of origin financially.  We are going to guide people in the steps of making money but first I’m the one who has to guide myself into making money.  Some people are stuck with their narcissist family members embroiled in embittering wars for their life.  If they do not pay for their own medical care or are in the care of the state like being on SSI/SSDI, then they have to put up with their family telling them what to do still even if they are grown.

I mean I want to help those with mental health diagnosis, because my warehouse would be a way nonprofits can have free meeting space given that we provide tables for this.  I want my warehouse to have a kitchen. We’d also have apartments for people in transition, who want to build their own lives. You have to understand that some people from abusive families have no idea how to make their own decisions.  I mean I still don’t and my family lives in Spain. With the pandemic as it is, they dare not come back right away because the risk of passing something infectious to me be it COVID, cold or flu is too high.

If they want to come back they certainly haven’t given me a date to come back yet.  At any rate, I’m just submitting my writing in another 10 week fit to submit my fiction material to literary agents I’ve made a list of.  I’m saving it under a writing submissions folder, because my freelance writing folder is huge.  I’m sometimes a touch disorganized although I’m working towards a paperless office.  It’s why I keep things on USB. 

I have another idea for a dry club I’d love to find time to work on but I’ve decided to take time off from business stuff for the rest of this year.  I’m submitting my work because I want to make real money.  I finally have doctors who support this goal.  I’m certainly not hearing them say, “maintain your benefits,” come again?  I need more treatments than SSI can single-handedly pay for.  I need to get back into acupuncture, which works very well at keeping me stable. Oh yes, it does my friends, bipolars swear by it.

I use medication and I want to renter the real of regular meditation I used to practice.  I had it down to 20 minutes a day.  Then my knee injury hit but this is the explanation I’m giving to Muggles.  Since I’m writing about ordinary subjects like business, I’m going to give you guys the Muggle explanation.  Yes, I could write a whole metaphysical tell all but I’m just waiting around for ELAC to come around again and get some free legal advice on my non profit.  I was wondering what to do about this until I wrote this post, thinking to myself that I indeed, have to make sure that I’m going to work on that.  This semester is well under way.  I’m looking forward to legal advice.

Resources Needed for We Help

In order to get this nonprofit off the ground, I have to start getting my hands on some donations put in a separate account.  But first, I have to publish my books to make real money, while also getting a real job or two, selling $5,000 a month of my artwork.  I want to do this only because I think that my nonprofit could go places.  I want to help abused chronically ill people get away from abusive families or in general, help people escape toxic families if you want to extend the clients to those who want to escape their abusive families. 

I’m working on my schoolwork with CCSF English 1A.  I’m doing this only because I feel the need to make sure my MLA doesn’t totally stink.  I am keeping up although I bombed a quiz big time.  I’m learning how to annotate text, something I didn’t know very well how to do in other lit classes.  It’s something that every other person knows how to do except me and I am learning how to highlight relevant ideas, since in high school I once highlighted a whole health book.  Highlighters are meant to highlight relevant information.

I’m relieved this is fixed.  I’m working on fixing my essays.  We help needs a warehouse so I can build a battered disabled person’s shelter.  We need therapists, and drama-free people in general since I’m trying to plan a drama-free and safe environment.  I mean we need to build a warehouse with separate rooms for different people with different kinds of chronic illness.  We also need to have an infirmary with a doctor set up since our nonprofit is helping those with chronic illness.

 I have a support group of people who are interested in this idea, and I might find business partners in that group.  I need to build my businesses this year, next year, and the years following.  I have so many ideas to start putting together.  I need to start a Kickstarter campaign for the nonprofit.  At the very least this would help me piece together a skeleton staff.

I can find many people across my Facebook support groups who can help.  The key is to raise money so we can build the center I’m envisioning.  Center/shelter that is. I mean it would serve also as a rentable center for people who want meeting space, as one way the nonprofit could make money from donations. So if any of you guys feel like offering input on my ideas, let me know through this blog, Facebook, or any other means you think to contact me by. 

I don’t know enough people in the nonprofit scene in San Jose.  I only know that I do not have a degree in psychology, and I’m screwed out of working for the YWCA as I’ve applied there many times.  My Bachelor’s is in English, so hence my desire for a third Associates, and a second Bachelor’s and a first M.S.  I need to take the GRE for the MS, which is why I feel like getting another Bachelor’s for knowledge’s sake.  But anyway, yes, I need to be able to pay my people salaries, hiring many a chronically ill person who has escaped their family to live on their own and take like good care of themselves.

I also would like to have indoor/outdoor gardening spaces in this nonprofit so that we all can have a way to grow vegetables for long-term residents of the facility since this facility is geared towards helping people escape families in short-term or long-term situations.

We’d also provide a computer lab for people to look for jobs with, and design their own websites with if they want to have an Internet business.  It would be part work from home space/work from the shelter space.  I’m envisioning a safe community for disabled people, chronically ill people and victims of toxic parents who want to escape their toxic families.  This is a way to move forward in life since no battered women’s shelter will take me as I’m escaping family and not a man.  They think family is not as lethal or with potential to become lethal as escaping a domestic violence incident from a man.

Here is my idea.  I only hope I can start recruiting people to help me soon enough because this is actually more important than the social network in my head.  There is a sense of safety with people saying my ideas will never work.  They have no idea that I’m watching them with such greedy future billionaire eyes.  I’d actually pay people decent salaries at all my companies.  Yeah, I need to recruit people.  I need more help than I let on, depending on how many people I can stand to be around.

Non Profit We Help What’s It About ?

Why do I want to start a Non-profit called We Help? Only because I want to have a way for chronically ill people stuck living with toxic family to afford a chance to get away from them. Most people say there are resources for leaving an abusive partner but not family.  With family you are stuck with them because “blood is thicker than water,” and the establishment assumes family is safe.  Non profits take care of problems that come from another angel altogether.  This sort of problem is coming from the perspective of the person with chronic illness stuck dealing with their families.

Family bonds are destroyed through narcissistic abuse tactics enacted on the disabled person trying to escape.  I’ve been trying to line up my own financial resources for years with limited luck aside from how I’ve managed to send out my books for the last 9 weeks.  I’m looking to start publishing my books as I had one doctor tell me that makes money.  I had a doctor tell me to stay on my benefits, which I felt was really rude. I have some good ideas I need to talk to ELAC about and do more free legal advise sessions to get them put together.

I have gotten to the point where my psychic network idea is where it is and I need to file articles of incorporation.  Given I find myself with extra income, I can do that. As it is, I need to buy new pajama shorts so that I have clothing.  I also need new t-shirts as many of my t-shirts have holes in it.  It is getting to be a bad scenario. I need to buy new clothing.

Anyway, though, I’m working on this here blog because suddenly some ideas are flowing.  I came up with my September 2021 ideas list.  At any rate, my non profit is supposed to be a way to help people figure out ways of making money. I envision a warehouse with partitioned rooms as it would be a shelter with an infirmary so that those who have limited ways of accessing medical care can access medical care.  We’d have computers so as to help people access technology.

Why is there so much help for people escaping abusers in terms of partners but not enough help when people want to escape family? I don’t get this. I’ve thought this over very carefully.  I want to make this into a non profit network of shelters in every major US city.  Its because people with chronic illness need a place to go.  They’ve got to have a safe place. What sucks is when they don’t have a safe place, because the family friends are unreliable at best.  Why? Because they can’t trust them. That’s why.  Narcissists love having flying monkeys doing their bidding. 

A flying monkey is described as an enabler.

Many people in my hometown are enablers.  I just couldn’t get away from my family even if I was trying to write books that I seek to publish.  I don’t lack resources.  I want to create more resources on this planet even if people tell me my ideas won’t work.  I think they can work give or take I think them through.