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Energetic Boundaries- Cyndi Dale technique/approach

I have to say that I’m trying to read a lot about my energy boundary issues, although I’m trying not to slip into Mule mode, which means my parents get their energy work done for them by me. The mere fact that I have work to do on my own, means that I have to quit doing mom and dad’s work as though my life depends on it. Really, I’m trying to route their energy needs to the Divine even as right now I’m working on my chakra issues using a chakra book that the self-isolation has given me enough time to get done with. If anything, I’m working on that chakra self-help book. I’m working on getting myself the insights I need, but I may start booking readings with psychics at East West bookshop only because I have to start schmoozing more with more than one kind of person, although due to Mr. Hernia I have to be wary of pagans, or for that matter, anybody carrying around the title of “witch.”

Marketing, I’m actually learning

Marketing, what I’m actually learning is that market segments have demographics.  Each segment of the population you want to target is part of the group you need to do research on.  Marketing is very easy and self-explanatory.  Find the group you want to market to, and in the case of the Shadow Network it is all about psychics who want to have a salary, which in turn can render them able to lower the prices for their readings.  Metaphysical bookshops can make money with this business, indefinitely staying open, as I have come up with a way to save them from closing.  As it so happens, the owner dies or has changing life circumstances, and the store closes.  This idea takes care of this problem.

Business Administration AA How Long Will That Take?

My business administration associates degree will take me at least a year, given I take online classes in an online environment, depending on how long it takes this planet to recover from the pandemic. 


These are all the classes I need for an AA, give or take 90 units.  I will have other associates degrees if I finish my psychology classes, and my paralegal classes also.  Give or take the workload.  I want to be able to work part-time on my businesses, or at work from home jobs.  It all starts by taking English 1A in order to get my feet wet.

If I had the Money For Real School

If I had the money for real school, I’d enroll in one class per quarter, which is a logical limit until Mr. Hernia is totally removed and I can have onions of any kind again.  But anyway, I’d do one or two classes a quarter, the more class I subject myself to, the more progress I make.  Then again, my school addiction works a certain way, I take many classes, I overload myself, I cry.  These days, because I’m as stable as I am, I’m busy trying to keep my head above water with getting good grades in Greyschool which will consequently keep me insanely busy for a long time to come.  Then if I enroll in normal school, it is all about keeping track of deadlines. My alcohol addiction and my caffeine addiction came from having too much energy and needing to settle down, or having too little energy and needing to perk myself up.  What scares me is missing any relevant deadlines, because school teaches you how to solve work problems.

When to Call 911 or Go to Urgent Care

If I have a staph infection causing me chills, trip on the floor, falling over, or feel sick in any way, that is a sign to go to urgent care although when I caught my cold in 2018, I didn’t do that.  Yes, because people were here at home.  But see, I caught the flu in 2018 December, knowing full well the last person I saw, which was a cashier at my supermarket.  I will call 911 if I fall over, period.  I rarely call in for myself, or go to urgent care as it is, I’m going to change that one this year, with October and Pagan New Year rolling around.  I’m going to arrange for an appointment at the laboratory in October, as my only appointment in October.

Why I’m Not Driving Right Now

I can’t focus on much aside from my hernia, and what is it doing now?  I can’t have Thai food, Mexican food, Indian food, curry, or spicy of any kind.  I’m so screwed, my friends, really, only because I can’t touch exotic anything.  Those kinds of foods keep me well.  Yes, it does, it keeps me well, only because I use it to keep colds away.  It is a low-grade method of staying well, because I’m allowing myself to sleep enough lately so that I do not wind up pushing myself very hard, and getting stressed.  Mr. Hernia is so pervasive of a condition that I’m careful about walking anywhere further than the dizziness that starts when I walk to the mailbox or the garbage can.  I wheeze when I talk, which makes me not want to talk too much.  Yes, these are signs Mr. hernia has to go.  The car I sold btw, was fixed by its new owner, and can go to Sacramento and back without anything BAD happening. Wow. That’s proof of something you Muggles may not get so I’m keeping my mouth shut.

The Psychic Laboratory Business Plan

I have an idea for this laboratory, a nonprofit laboratory established for psychics to get medical care with regard to their unique needs.  It is also a testing center dedicated to gathering statistical data on each psychic.  We would have a CT scan, and an MRI in there, dedicated to doing scans so that we can gather data on how psychic ability works in the brain.  I’d have biofeedback equipment also, since it would be a stress management clinic as a day job.  I need my biofeedback certification for this.  Psychics have unique needs when treating them, not every doctor will understand this if they have to hide what they need from one.  Yes, I’m experienced at telling Muggles lies too, because there is only so much the poor things can handle.

What is Schizoaffective disorder, bipolar 1 type?

To have schizoaffective disorder is to be on the bipolar 1 spectrum and the schizophrenia spectrum rolled into one diagnosis.  Schizoaffective merely means you have both schizophrenia and bipolar at the same time.  Medications assigned to a schizoaffective have to treat delusions as well as mood swings.  Mood swings can take over one’s life.  Those not treated trend towards mean behavior, which is why I want to put myself into mental health rehab facilities when I move to Los Angeles, only because I want to.  I cannot put off moving anymore, it is something I’d like to do.  I’m going to need a roommate soon enough after hernia surgery. I found someone to stay with me the night of my procedure.

What Is OCD?

For those of you who do not know what obsessive-compulsive disorder is, I’m going to highlight it while ad-libbing only because I know a lot about it from first-hand experience.  Okay, Obsessive-compulsive disorder is about obsessional thinking patterns that make one stressed, and compulsive behavior that results from those thinking patterns.  For example, I could be hell bent on nobody touching my athame, as we pagans do not allow others, even other pagans, to touch our ritual tools.  We kind of have a hands-off policy that Muggles fail to understand.  OCD implies that someone will want to touch the athame no matter how many times they are told off, and not to touch it.  A compulsion to touch it is something that may or may not go away easily with medication, but unstable people are likely to go, “I have to touch it, ” as a type of ritual that they have a profound urge to get done that they can’t get rid of.

Histrionic personality disorder is all about being the center of attention, since it is about attention-seeking behaviors.  Histrionics can make anybody crazy, as can a histrionic with borderline and narcissism.  I know one who isn’t in therapy, so I avoid them.  Histrionics are lively, also enjoying the act of flirting with others. They are loud often enough, behaving inappropriately.  They are egotistical, and self-indulgent.  They manipulate others into making themselves the center of attention. They can behave like exhibitionists who constantly want approval.  I’m sure the Ex is like this, since he had a weird concept of sexual boundaries that not everybody would agree with and I’ll stop right there.

They have an unwillingness to change, which is a total headache to be around. They behave inappropriately seductive, using illness to get attention.  They have low tolerance for delayed gratification, since frustration makes them lash out.  They make rash decisions, and I know about this disorder because my mother may have it.  This is why she drives me crazy, but the cray is not limited to her behavior, it is also functioning under the whole “I don’t need therapy” silliness. The desire not to be like my family clouds my existence because I really don’t want to be like them in my middle-adulthood life.

I’m always uncomfortable when the center of attention, so I get paranoid about that stuff, letting other people be the center of attention. My family shows the chart of types of histrionic traits.  Because they make me crazy, I avoid them.  The ex might have been histrionic himself, since I realize he is like both my parents rolled into one. So anyway, yes, I would rather drive myself crazy as a single person than be in a relationship with crazy of any kind.

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What is Avoidant Personality Disorder?

Avoidant personality disorder is found in a person who avoids socializing or making friends with people. Avoidant people fear criticism so they avoid job offers that expose them to it. Their persistent fear of rejection come from low self-esteem and a feeling of inadequacy. Loneliness is a choice for them, rather than being around people to form relationships with. Avoidant people stay away from the human race, instead of interacting with people. Avoidants have no close friends, and are hesitant to become involved with people. They feel socially inept, inferior or like they do not measure up to other people. The causes of avoidant personality may be influenced by peers, medication and talk therapy may help this disorder. I may or may not have this disorder as before the pandemic, I was going to therapy twice weekly. When I first started at San Jose State, I didn’t talk to many aside from my therapist.  Well, I’m still hesitant to do a group zoom but I may be feeling sane enough to do it today.

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