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Discussion to Marianne Williamson

Marianne Williamson is a candidate for U.S. President in 2020, and someone whose books I’d better start reading if there are any left at the library even as I wait for Buffy the Vampire Slayer Volume 1. I have to correct her on some stuff though because as a person with a mental illness or three, as has been talked about on my blog, I need my medication. Antidepressants do help with my OCD a lot. OCD can be a nightmare because of the repetitive thoughts without end. I’m also the sort of person who gets vaccinated against the flu every year because the flu could wipe me out for months after.

The pain in my arm is worth the vaccine, because the flu sucks. It just does, for a type 1 diabetic who infuses, no insulin left, thanks. I’d rather not be put out of commission too long. I have stuff I need to get done in my life like writing my gigantic list of book ideas. See, I also want to run for President in like my 60s when I’ve been a judge for a while. I have certain things I want to do with my life, but first there is the matter of becoming a television producer since I have decided to get an A.A. in film and television from De Anza so I can get enough graduate school-worthy credits. Boy do I ever need to see a counselor.

See, as President, you will have to deal with the fact that science needs funding. I want a medical scientist degree among other things. Vaccines are awesome, as I got my adult MMR and tried to call out the anti-vaxxers on my page. Autism, my dear, is neurobiological, because it is passed down from the genes. I am just your average, neurotypical schizoaffective with multiple kinds of anxiety disorders. See, I want to become a psychiatrist and other mental health professional. I’ve spent years trying to treat my own anxiety, to manage it so that it doesn’t control me, so that I can function. Meds help a lot. So don’t knock me for taking my medication, because in my case, I’m a rapid cycler.

What that means is simply put: I have mood swings that change in seconds if I don’t take my medication, which would never happen. I have pediatric onset schizoaffective, from birth. My anxiety makes me wonder what my untreated family does with their symptoms aside from stuffing it, and feeding it with booze. Booze is a half-assed way of controlling it. I managed to quit drinking in 2010 with the help of a therapist. My caffeine didn’t stop until this year since I was still doing chocolate in milk. Now that my PK is set off by having chocolate as I’ve found, I have to control myself with how much chocolate I have.

I assume most people who understand psychic development know that PK refers to psychokinesis. I mean that stuff causes me real physical pain so I have to be careful. I have to learn how to demonstrate it without undergoing extreme emotional stress. It causes me pain. So I have learned to shut it off before I change my infusion set with causing myself some pain. I stuck myself with an infusion needle before I changed it once, and it didn’t bend. This is how that chance of a discovery happened as all good science is based on a theory. I can’t get worked up about changing my infusion set, which is why I’m relived I have meds because you are reading a piece from someone who didn’t take medication for like 20 years. I guess alcohol is cheaper than school? Lol.

Anyway though, I’m just saying, if you want to relate to disabled people better as part of your campaign, know that for some of us, there is no escaping medication. I find it bizarre that some people refuse to take medication if they are a rapid cycler, only because they feel they are fine using other substances, since some prefer marijuana. I know I need my medication. I can’t function without it. Toodles.


Getting A Transcript

I need to get a Foothill College transcript. To get your transcript, you have to call the school or get it online. I’m wondering why I haven’t given myself the self-discipline to do this yet. I keep wondering when I’m going to find the time to do that. I lost my old copy. I want to get another copy because there are classes I need to retake. I have to start with De Anza though because I get to take the 23 to get there. I still don’t feel like driving. In fact, I refuse to drive right now in general. I’m going to have to pay my own car registration this year but that is me avoiding Zod.

How the Demography Organized Business Plan Is Going

My business plan is just going. Demography Organized is all about making up a system to organize demographic information by topic in a way that makes sense. The thing is, demography is scattered all over the place online. tries to organize it but it is difficult to find any one clearinghouse for demographic information. Google attempts to organize the unorganizable, the majorly disorganized. I would like this company to be a partnership between me and someone with a degree in demography who will be my Vice-President in a distance work environment. I’d make sure all employees worked from home.

The website would pay per demographic link. Demography is the study of statistics, such as births, deaths, income, or illness, in a population. Demographic information is the number of births or deaths found inside a population. Demography studies the information found on that statistical data. Demographic information is also about how people move around the planet also called migration. Another criteria for demography can be education. The U.S. Census attempts to collect demographical information on the population currently residing inside the United States from coast to coast. They want see exactly how much of the population lives in the country. The human population is projected to become 9 billion in the year 2045-50. Now, I want to be around for this but the possibility of what the world will look like does scare me a bit, I mean if the sea levels change the maps.

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The Perfect Copy Summary

The Perfect Copy is a short story I wrote for class in like 2001-2002 during my junior college days. I wrote it for a creative writing class I was taking at night but I wasn’t quite stable with my mental illness at the time because my doctor and I were trying out medications. I started the first draft of this story with a lot of clichés. Eventually, I wrote a draft without them. I’m wondering how to publish this story but I need to write a sequel. You see, my friends, writing and publishing is a very competitive exercise. Vocal Media is a great, equal opportunity platform.

The other short stories of the Perfect Copy short story series need to be written. I know from some ideas that have cropped up in my head, that these stories will be about the clones. A long time ago, in the 1990s to the 2000s I tried to watch all the sci-fi I could on TV. I mean in college, I devoted a lot of my time to try to watch all of Battlestar Galactica, the new series, the remastered series, or whatever you want to call it. The Perfect Copy was a story I forgot about because time passed. But it is now the time to write down other stories.

The Perfect Copy could make for a great television series. Never have I had this much time to myself in order to write. There was always spending time with the Ex who is not an academic sort that likes to burn the midnight oil. I like writing and intellectual exercise though. I need to get my brain to work. I avoid him for many reasons. But anyway, yes, I’m pretty much going to try to make sure that I write the new ideas down. Hold me to it folks.

Dark Midnight

The human race fights for its survival for real, and militias form. Will the alien invasion happen or not? Can the Secret Space Program stop it? What is going on in the skies above Dulce, New Mexico, because I’ve really decided to make my story set in Dulce, New Mexico even if I’ve never been there. Its called looking it up online for more details. I used to watch Roswell, the original TV show. They filmed on location I guess, for the scenes of the actors being out in the desert. I could count the original Roswell TV show with Jason Behr as a huge influence in my work.

My own writing ideas scare me but need to be written. What is it with my writing block? It is bad enough that I need to see a professional psychic. So much work needs to be done here in the condo of my own. I have a condo of my own in which to write. A lot of writing needs to be done. I have many books I need to get to work on. Eventually I will make money. Yes, that will happen. I have so many books I want to work on, there is a list of them. My blog is used as a type of pre-writing.

I don’t want to give away too many ideas but yes, this book needs to be written. I may as well start working on it. I prefer not to write under the gun having a contract, and a certain deadline. My internship has deadlines. I have learned to keep up with deadlines without flipping out. I’ve really learned how not to get panicked by the term “deadline.” I can set my own deadlines for myself without freaking out as much as I used to.

DarkDusk Summary

DarkDusk is the second book in the DarkDawn trilogy. If the first book is possibly about Dulce, New Mexico, then the second book needs to be about Miami. I’ve been to Miami but not to New Mexico. All I know about Dulce is that it is a military town, and it gets UFO sightings. I guess that’s where the Internet is handy for research. I’m trying to write these plot summaries unbiased, without looking anything up to see what arises. I’m wondering if I should set the second book in Miami. But Dulce is a logical place because of the UFO stuff surrounding it.

Book 1 is set in a parallel universe that Ana is experiencing aboard the ship. In Book 2, she gets released, while being sent back to Earth. She lives in Dulce, New Mexico, maybe, or a fictional town between San Jose and Gilroy in California. I’m not sure which yet, and I’m confused. This blog is a way to help ease my confusion. Writing my first book took years, but I hear the next ones that follow are easier. To complicate my schedule, I have Non-fiction books to write in my head.

The non-fiction could take years. Or maybe a month. Who knows? I know that I’m writing it under my pen name that needs a new, monetized blog using this platform. But that has to wait until I can afford to pay for the monetization again. That will be two blogs I own that are monetized. I have to get work done this fall on multiple levels. Having equipment and all this time to write is astonishingly good for me. I’m doing great with everything. So yeah, I’m going to try to write more fiction this year. I seem to try to find time but I have this huge block with my fiction in my head as I start panicking when I try to write fiction.

Dark Dawn Summary

My first Dark Dawn book takes place in our normal universe as paranormal investigator Ana Rodriguez takes on investigating aliens and UFOs. I have no idea where the setting of this story even is. I am thinking, a small town in between San Jose, Gilroy and Morgan Hill, but I can’t even name it. I’m also thinking, maybe Dulce, New Mexico, but I’ve never been there so I do not know what it looks like. At that point, I have to make things up. This is something all writers wind up doing, which is why my creative writing professor used to say all stories are lies. A writer is a great liar. Great. Just great.

The whole class went into an uproar because of that. And many other things, but this is the past. I’m working on my story background with this blog because I have to put together the background in my head and on paper before I actually start writing. My background ideas are heavy. I’m having trouble latching onto concrete ideas, maybe because it’s the middle of summer and I’m focused on winning the sleep war. I am working so hard to win this war. I’m also trying to bleed less when I check my blood sugar not as often as I normally do. I have to work out major story details. I remember I wrote a longer rough draft for a Nanowrimo once. Boy do I ever need to replace my old laptop.