No Money For School

I can pay for online pagan school like Greyschool.com and for Penn Foster, online accredited school. But I can’t pay for real school. This is a source of aggravation for me. A source of massive aggravation because my family refuses to pay for my further education, I have to pay for it myself. Unlike more spoiled people, I have been told no. This means I have to earn an income I pay for myself. I cannot go to Foothill College until my knee is better all the way. Foothill has many hillsides I have to climb. I’m also taking the bus, which makes this a very long trip.

I want to earn some extra income for real school. I found a no-pressure believing insurance company where I’m expected to pay up and earn a license. This is why I have to build extra income. Also, I’m earning $100 from a study in which there is a blood draw involved. I’m making money off of 22q. If I become a billionaire, I want to start scholarships for mentally ill students, and students with genetic disorders of all kinds. I want to be able to split the fee with some and give others a full ride, like I had with my Pell grant in college.

My t-shirts could be what makes me a billionaire, with money to start businesses. I’m hell-bent on taking every biology class at De Anza there is because I want to get all my undergraduate level equivalent coursework out of the way. Pre-med is long. I want to make sure I take essential classes only. I don’t want to dawdle in undergrad level biology anymore than I have to. There is also an advantage to take physics at the undergrad level too. Given that I might wind up taking physics pass no pass, and I have to do a bunch of math on my own at home until I can afford to go back to school.

At De Anza, it is my goal to take my entrance test to see if I place higher after learning math on my own for another shitty low-income year. If I place better than I used to it means my medication is repairing my brain. Mania itself can cause brain damage. I pay attention to my shrinks since I want to be one. Drinking can also cause untold horror to your brain function, which I see in my own family. Oh Gods. Some people will never get better though. They continue with obscene habits. If anybody dares bring alcohol to my house, they will be forced to leave it outside.

My medication will probably place me higher than I have ever placed. I want to take basic math to brush up, and then algebra, to get the A. If I can pass algebra, that means I can pass calculus. I took algebra five times in 5 years to see if I could pass it in junior college. When I got a C, I passed. My alcoholism back then slowed me down. It also affected my performance. Now that I’m sober, I can do better. That is the bottom-line. Nobody is going to fuck that up. I can only pay for online school for now, Greyschol is an $8 scholarship, and Penn Foster is $49. I want to take a paralegal course there next since I have no hope of getting in one at a junior college.