Why Being Low Income is Frustrating Me

I’m low-income. I have to stay low-income but it is driving me nuts so even they have said to get a part-time job. I applied at work from home tutoring gigs. They both got back to me, all I need is a pair of headphones. I found the make I need on eBay give or take the fact I use a Mac and have to pass both IT tests. I’m mightly frustrated so I’m taking my frustration out on writing a lot of copy on Textbroker since they trust I’m a U.S. Citizen by now.

What I want to do is make more money publishing my work. It is why I have a big fat business plan just dying to be written. Tough B, Inc. is my writing company. The name is exactly what it says, short for Tough Bitch. My family called me a tough bitch while I was dealing with my fractured tibia and entrenched in a brace. But well, they threw out my medal collection without asking. I was planning on keeping every last medal I had ever been given, but no, that got screwed with. My birthday cards from the X also went missing. I had planned on keeping those since he told me the truth about them.

I do not have to stay low income anymore. My family remarks on the fact I will be low income for the rest of my life. Well, I’m sorry but that is not my plan. I will have a long, and varied career if the nutrition store can hire me already. I want to build up my writing, publishing, and eventually being an author. I have a career, I’ve spent the last 16 years writing. My writing sounds better now than it did 16 years ago though.

I’ve stuck out the insulin pump that long, however, and it really is because of the Ex that I did since I persisted when other people would have told me to give up. I do not give up easily, you see. I really don’t. Giving up on something is not my style but with people, if they get unstable one too many times, then yes I give up on them. I know when to dump toxic people. Being low income is a situation that nobody wants to help me amend it except me since I’m the only one who can get myself out of it.

I found my traveling tarot card deck and dug it out from my altar. I have a mini Rider-Waite deck. I have learned so much tarot over the years that now I can give myself readings without actually looking at the book. I can tell what is a yes or no answer, given I have taken many tarot classes at Greyschool. If I graduate Greyschool does that give me the experience to give good Tarot readings on the fly. I tape record my Tarot readings on my phone and I’m thinking about starting a computer file that I can save onto USB to write up what the reading of the day means. Things get better with practice. Gaining experience helps you work on what you actually know. I once wrote a paper on every Tarot card and I got 100% on it. Yes, I’m experienced and I can read cards now without making too much of an effort. So I guess I could walk around giving Tarot card readings and getting to know people in my neighborhood, or my future constituents if I become a District 10 representative.