Time And Everything Turns

I’ve been 38 now for like four days, and I don’t feel terribly different, just that much more determined to be responsible. I’m incredibly responsible as it is, although I’m being far more responsible than Satan, since they do not take responsibility for their own illnesses. I have worked very hard to stay stable through the years I’ve been living by myself. I already deal with enough fear and stress, what more fear do I want if I do not do certain things? It is high time I make money though. Holidays make me stir crazy, and Easter Sunday is no different although tonight I got enough sleep for once or twice in the last two days. I’m actually awake right now, feeling good but calm and slow thinking even if last night I had to deal with holiday-racing-thoughts mode. I’m okay now but I have a thing for programming my wake up times naturally, so I woke up at 1:00 a.m. at the same instant my alarm went off. Waking up was okay and I was 222 mg/dl so I raised my basal. Tonight we experiment yet again.