With Great Power Comes Great Responsibility

I have come to realize that protection spells work just barely, but bindings or curses do not work. Bad things do not always happen to bad people. Some people seem to lead charmed lives when they never get caught for doing mean things to people. They feel they are above the law. These sorts of people are narcissistic. It is rare that I meet people who actually are normal enough not to be considered narcissistic since some people are anyway. It is hard to get somebody with integrity like me but somebody without has to eventually pay up. I curse because I don’t always see karmic payback happen to bad people.

Maybe you don’t know what karmic payback they will get. I feel like I revealed too much of myself to somebody who was taking advantage of me, whom I can never be friends with again. Our friendship lacked meaning to her. But anyway, that’s a conventional explanation since the metaphysical explanation involves this person being an overly needy psychic vampire who is an empath at least. This is how aspects of manipulating psychic energy work. Some people who are empathic have some defenses against it. But average, ordinary humans who can be brainwashed? They have no defenses.

It is irresponsible to not take medication when you know you need it. I take my responsibilities very seriously because of this angle. I’m trying to prove I’m capable of taking my medication on my own so anybody who tries to manipulate me into not taking my medication cannot succeed at doing this. My medication keeps the psychic stuff under control. Frankly, I’m pissed off at false friends right now. People who say they’re my friend and then prove they aren’t by disrespecting my boundaries through showing up at my house without hearing me out that I wasn’t feeling well enough to be around somebody at that time. If you aren’t coming over to fucking take care of me, then don’t come over.

That mischievous Cylon did this. She’s busy faking being normal, as well as manipulating her dosages of medication. Sure, some people sabotaged their supply but well, that’s when you get the cops involved. If your power is regulated with medication, this simply put, means that you will not be mean to people. Losing your temper all the time is not a show of force. Focus problems are fixed with medication. At least my writing makes sense now given I’m on the right medication and my schizophrenia is finally stable. Any false friend can just butt out already. My magick is my responsibility. Bindings do not work on people. If they want to make irrational decisions, then fine. Power has to be regulated. I turn really mean when I’m manic anyway. I say mean, snarky things. The bottom line is I take my meds. Dumb people, do not ask anybody on anything chemical to stop taking the chemicals. That is rude. Accept their defaults and move on.