Why I Need To Sleep

I know believers in psychic stuff don’t necessarily appreciate Western medicine as I use insulin daily to stay alive at all. You people do not appreciate the fact that I have to struggle to stay alive. I take medication which eases the struggle somewhat. I need to sleep at night, people. This is only because my powers go out of control if I do not get enough sleep. My mental illness went untreated in high school. Back then I was exploring my empathy, my mediumship, and Reiki somewhat. I could also finish people’s sentences which lead to awkward social situations.

I still can finish people’s sentences. I am still good at standing my ground. Few people can best me in verbal combat, actually. I can take a few people down with that. It is hard to beat me when I’m proving a point, arguing somebody under the table, and in general winning arguments right and left. This is why I want to go to law school. I can carefully evaluate situations. But see, I can’t drink alcohol if I want to be good at that, and I have to maintain my sobriety since alcohol makes me way too compliant.

I do whatever the person supplying me with alcohol wants. This is dangerous. My powers can go out of control if I drink. Nobody wants to be around a drunk psychokinetic. If I get drunk knowing full well I can do this, I will be bending every fork in the room. Or maybe metal blinds will melt down with my mere touch. I have bent a fork not being in the room, damn it. I was talking to a friend on the phone. Then she stated out of nowhere that a fork is bending as we speak, literally. Sleeping is one way to keep my power under control, also preventing power from going out.