Marriage is Pointless

I find marriage to be a pointless exercise that winds up leading to divorce later on if the relationship becomes something that takes too long to prop up. I’m glad I didn’t marry the Ex. I find marriage pretty pointless at this time. I’d rather be single than be mistreated, sober, and be mistreated by my family for not drinking. Excuse me, alcohol could kill me in the present says the instruction manual in my head. This is only because alcohol could make me dizzy, pass out, etc. A real future husband keeps me away from the booze even if Non-alcoholic beer could be fine for me. Even then I want to sternly avoid alcohol in all forms, including in the vanilla extract. A future husband would work with that although I find marriage ridiculous to a high extent anyway.