Predictions for Job Applications I sent out

I feel I will get many responses as I sent out many an application. I’m not going to let myself get down with my low self-esteem by saying, nobody wants me. The thing is, I know eventually a job or internship will take me. I do not look my age, so I could spend most of my 40s interning. Hell, I want to move to Los Angeles after a certain point, right? Yes, but with what money, and I have to be really stable to pull this off, paying for my own insurance, bringing in significant income all the time. I’m working on manifesting a decent job that pays well though. This may yet happen or not in 2020.