Why I’m Afraid TO Have Money

Certain family members I used to live with showed odd behavior when I sold my Nissan GXE from 1999 to a neighbor. It had great gas mileage but bad steering. My current car has great steering but bad gas mileage. The transmission failed on me a few times. I’m contemplating my options with this car, which is dead in my garage since I’m not driving right now. I’m afraid to have money because I may make frakked up decisions with it. But then again I have been responsible with my money always. I need to buy strips and to add insult to injury, put it on my credit card since family may expect me to pay the Internet bill this month as I do every month because I try my best. But the thing is, I’m worried about their behavior if I make money.