Stimulus Check and OCD Symptoms

My OCD is making me crazy since I know the stimulus check is going to be deposited via direct deposit tomorrow maybe? I’m confused, but I’ve kept running into the date as April 9th, which is coming. I’m trying to figure out my budget for this check depending on what I need to get off of the Internets, in particular the books, since I found a new resource for that, Bilbio.com. I’m mad as hell at Amazon.com for doing bad things to their employees-making me grateful doors did not open. I’m just relieved for the stimulus check coming, on the 9th if that is even the case. I doubt my own perceptions a lot because of my family telling me that the way I size things up, sense things, and decide anything is flawed when I know it isn’t.