I Have Trouble Kicking this One

How much I get done is tied into my self-worth because I imagine I have “I’m a productive person and have a disability privilege.” When I quit drinking, I saw that everybody my parents know is an enabler, some of who felt rage at the way I quit drinking because they live in the same neighborhood I do. In my family, we are brainwashed to believe that women should take abuse. They are not the sort of people who go “I have a problem, I’m a workaholic and an alcoholic.” You do not have to always be doing something. My mother is never ill while I am the sickly one. I realize its because I’m also addicted to sending her energy. I’m working on many addictions right now.