What Is an X in My Energy field?

An X in my energy field is all about stopping me from doing something, an undeserved hex. I learned in Energetic Boundaries that the X is there to stop you from getting somewhere. I have many, I’m trying to release on my own. I’m stressing because of my financial situation, and how I’m trying to find another job/ a job in general. There are a lot of things to be paranoid about right now, and I’m trying not to get myself too worked up about it. I’m busy trying my best to hang on for the stimulus check, which will eventually come in the mail.