Drinking Messed Me Up

I didn’t know I had a small hiatal hernia for like many years of my life. So drinking could have messed that up big time. My family probably knew about this health problem but forgot or didn’t tell me. Drinking was forced on me as one way to deal with mental health issues. Drinking is not the best way to deal with those, nor is it the only way. Drinking actually does more harm than good, and aggravates existing symptoms. Schizoaffective is hard to deal with off meds, or on meds anyway. I consider myself lucky to be well in the present.