How to Get My Fragmented Soul Back

I have had a split soul or a messed up soul since I almost died of type-1 diabetes at age 10. When caught early, diabetes is very treatable but see it may have been caught but not heard. I feel I lost parts of my soul that day, but it could always be found. Soul retrieval is not to be taken lightly but I do need to see a shaman for this stuff, and the sooner, the better. I know people, I know who to ask, and the sort of person I’d go to before a party to keep my energy field together long enough not to attract bullying. Yes, this is what fragile, sensitive me has to do to have a good time at a party at all, since I only go to parties with other disabled people or those I have something in common with.