Marriage is So Pointless to Me

My dad once said that I would never be married because of type 1 diabetes.  Or more.  I guess he implied everything.  I was only 12 when I heard this, as puberty sucked for me due to the physical changes your body goes through and not being on pediatric onset schizoaffective and OCD medication at all.  Yes, to this day, my adult body scares me.  So why bother getting married?  I don’t see the point since I’m asexual, and yes once in a while sure although I swear I’m not dealing with anybody hypersexual again. I’m pretty much assured that I’m just going, well, whatever, I’m staying single until the marrying kind of guy appears.