Definition of Clairsentience

Yet another psychic skill causing me immense anxiety, clairsentience is something that made me feel the chaos at the light rail yard this morning but my angelic shield around my room and my medication helped me go back to sleep this morning without the disturbing in the force being too much.  I woke up at 6:00 a.m. thinking something was up, being unable to put my finger on it, while rolling over to go back to sleep.  Having intuitive gifts is defined as schizoaffective in the scientific community. I find it hard to get past this stigma the metaphysical community lays on me. 

I value my scientific knowledge and the way I always turn to science first to help me figure stuff out.  I never throw the baby out with the bathwater, and in my case the baby is schizoaffective and OCD.  I was born this way, since birth, having pediatric onset schizoaffective/OCD.  My family was too ignorant about medication, consistently not wanting to take me to the right doctors let alone sign themselves up to collect SSI benefits so they could pay for treatment.  I was the only US citizen in my family when I was born.

Yes I feel other people’s emotions quite strongly. When someone lies to me saying they are fine, I know they are lying.  I sense people’s feelings in the past, the present and the future.  Clairsentience truly is the “I feel a disturbance in the force,” situation the shooting brought about in my head today.  Everything is in chaos but I live in South San Jose, far from the chaos.  I’m okay, but I sensed SOMETHING was up I couldn’t put my finger on.  I take the phrase “Empath” as being a catch-all term about someone who feels the feelings of others and clairsentience itself is a form of what an empath can do?

I feel confused at times by all the terms, I’m trying to learn them but metaphysical anything confuses me.  Scary Mommie https://www.scarymommy.com/clairsentient/ says that empaths who are clairsentient are giving, spiritually attuned and good listeners.  Clairsentients can sense or feel energies other people can’t. I might be able to sense or feel a dog whistle given I remember being tormented by someone with one when I first got a dog at age 10.  Clairsentience makes me feel overwhelmed in crowds for sure. I get chills for no reason also. I may be bipolar one, as I was once used to being called overemotional.  I can read between the lines though and my mother’s energy makes me feel very uncomfortable because it is dark.  But anyway I try to avoid her as much as possible.  Staying away from her makes me much more comfortable.