Health Care Looks Hopeless

This particular article is about how we villainous people with pre-existing conditions want to fight the existing health care system. The GOP, the real Villains, are busy trying to get the Pre-existing condition clause back. This is in fact, a quiet war they are waging, a quiet, and underhanded homicidal agenda of the likes the modern world has yet to see. They are intent on genocide, a cleansing of the disabled. They want us to die from lack of income, and lack of medical care. Oh what fun! The sadistic GOP wants this. As it is raining, it is hard for me to see a way out of this battle. One in which we win. All humans, everywhere. Health care is expensive. It is demeaning to humanity to have to pay for it. So why do they want us to fucking pay for it?

Why you ask? Well, it is simple. They are not human. They don’t care for people. They are devoid of empathy. They want to kill disabled people. That is simply what the Nazis want to do along with their Nazi sympathizer brethren. The Nazis have become emboldened during this administration. They are starting to deport people after all. They have gotten busy breaking up families. This is something I need to write a whole book about. I don’t have any advanced degrees yet but seriously, I need to start making money so I can launch my get the –undergrad stuff out of the way so I don’t have to take it in graduate school. I have to work on my LSAT, and my GMAT because I want to get into conventional graduate school.

My medication is a godsend because I can write coherently. I really appreciate having my meds because it helps me be lucid. Nothing worse than having a mental illness you didn’t know was schizophrenia, and not having an explanation for other people. I spent years concocting stuff like major depression. Please, I’m also on the bipolar spectrum? Internists treated half the problem not the whole problem. Shrinks like I want to become treated the whole problem with Geodon, a miracle drug that was invented in 2001.

Knowing about it back then, would have spared me. But I got a referral to a non-schizophrenia believing psychiatrist. I had to switch many times until government doctors finally helped me. They could figure out up and down. I didn’t know. I didn’t know I was schizoaffective until I was 30. I mean I had no diagnosis. It is fortunate I was able to finally get one. I have spent 6 years stable, being able to blab that I have schizophrenia. People finally get it. Most sane folks know that schiz just needs our meddies.

It is impossible to have a damaged, yet functional brain to see that we live with it well with medication taking care of the pain. I mean seriously, being delusional can give you high blood pressure from all the fear. I was afraid of my own brain for many long years of not having a proper diagnosis, of having it hidden from me. I resent not having a proper diagnosis. Some of us can get one from early treatment and be stable for many years unless we fuck that up. Me? No such luck.