Mania Makes You Horny

There is this thing called medication that represses or eliminates the feeling of horniness that comes with being on the bipolar spectrum. Yes, it is true, that some people feel like they can conquer the world when manic or grandiose, which often comes along with mania. Bipolar people have a sex drive from mania but medication can treat this eventuality by helping to control those brain chemicals. Some bipolars get into bad situations with the opposite sex when horny and manic. This is why I stay in, I take my meds, and I’m not out on the prowl.

I have to be very careful with this behavior, as I’m not sterile yet. I will not engage in such high-risk behavior at all. You see, I have health problems, which may make finding a relationship difficult or not. I have to really trust somebody real world to make sure they aren’t a violent shit. I have to be wary of who I talk to. Or whom I meet in the real world. I do not want or need a relationship right now. I really don’t. I mean I’m staying away from men in general because I feel like it. Men are dangerous.

In particular, if they call you pretty like that one guy on the light-rail who tries to do this to me. I tell him to shut up. I told him to shut up once, he tried saying hello to me, and I avoided him. I told him- that “I thought I told you not to talk to me.” Never mind the times I have been hit on when I was taking the bus, I had one guy on the 27 hit on me who tried to touch me via fist bumping. I declined and told him off. The other guy on the 22 said: “do you have a husband or a boyfriend?” I said no, and you will not be getting my phone number.

I do not have self-destructive behaviors, unlike others. I do not flirt with every guy I see or give away my phone number. That is a safety thing. I had a workman try to flirt with me when he was looking at my sink. He asked me out to dinner, I declined and told him I had food at home. All men out there; quit flirting with me. I do not appreciate your attention based on my looks alone. Looks aren’t everything. Please see my brain first before my body that is not for you alone.