Fasting Labs

Today I’m getting my fasting labs so my refills can continue with the new year. I’m working on a fast since I went to bed at 7 last night. Yes, I go to bed early but with all the sleep deprivation I suffered from growing up, all that difficulty, and all that caffeine addiction, in my adult life I go to bed. My life has been about constantly getting abused by somebody. I left my adult relationship. I’m trying to build a better future for myself where I actually reach my goal of becoming a lawyer. I have spent the last ten years getting out from under my mother’s oppressive yoke of “don’t see a psychiatrist” and “I can manipulate them into raising your meds.” I’m finally free of my family though. This means I can start thinking clear-headed about what I want to do with my life.