What It’s Like to Be an Anxious Psychic

Anxiety is something that permeates your entire existence. It shrouds you because depression follows-up by literally being like the black cloud that follows Eeyore in Winnie the Pooh. Anxiety is defined as a feeling of apprehension or fear. You fear everything when you have anxiety problems. I fear my psychic talent because I spent years wondering if it was a lie, my mental health deteriorating, or if it was just a delusion. I’m anxious about a lot. I’m single, and one anxiety trigger is any guy asking me for a relationship. Hell, I suppose I’m afraid of being with someone who knows what they are doing. I’m a psychic who knows about things ahead of time and this causes me anxiety.

CPTSD is also an anxiety-related disorder because you feel that the flashbacks are what triggers your anxiety in the first place. I know that when I’m having a flashback, EMDR work to calm it down. I got up super early today without feeling like I could go back to sleep. I got up because I was like, hey, I have to do some writing. I have an idea for a psychic private investigation firm that will not only do readings but also private investigative work for people.

Anxiety does take over my life sometimes, but I can get out of the house more often than not these days. My health problems cause me much anxiety though because I wonder, “what next” often enough. I’m working on a work from home job empire for myself here, and I have immense problems focusing on one job. I’ve tried that with Textbroker.com, by saying to myself, that I need to stick to one website. I’m just someone with many irons in the fire, but I should learn only one because I need that if it is possible for me to stick with one item at a time.