3rd Chakra Blockages and My Writing

So I have a hernia lodged in my 3rd chakra, which I want to throw alternative medicine at. It might yet go away with this. I’m working on sleeping the whole night but as I have a third chakra blockage in addition to a hernia, I’m wondering if I will ever be able to write fiction again. I’m paranoid about a lot of different things right now anyway. My third chakra and my other chakras are pretty messed up from long-term abuse situations. I’m trying to keep my head above water, financially but not necessarily succeeding. An abuse survivor like myself with major chakra damage has to be treated with care as I feel fragile right now. Any abusive behavior leaves its mark. So I’m trying my best here to get stuff done.