I Deserve Better

I have long fought my abuse issues, with asking myself: did I deserve that? I actually realize now, no I don’t. I think nobody does. The abuser wants you to believe you deserve the mistreatment. The problem with you nice people, is that an abusive personality can brainwash ya’ll into taking their crap. That is plain and simple how abusers work. They want you to put up with their nonsense. I have come to realize on my own that I deserve way better. I learned this year that I have to treat myself with respect, and to put myself first, since I don’t have a kid, and never will. I do not want to breed because my family line needs to be stomped out. I’m trying to make something of myself here.