Why I Feel I Need Lots Of Therapy

I’m doing immense healing work on myself right now, using psychic self-help books. I’ve pretty much trained myself over the years with mentors who taught me better psychic boundaries. I still need loads more of therapy, because I want to not be prisoner of my mental health anymore. My family doesn’t get why I want therapy, or wanted therapy in my childhood; shall we say I wound up getting therapy from a nun in Catholic elementary school. I have been in therapy to deal with unacknowledged trauma deep inside my head, which my family doesn’t deal with. Yes, mom’s denial complex is that deep. I’m fed up with her denial complex. It is vicious and I cannot deal with it, so I choose not to. Yes, more therapy for me is necessary due to my CTPSD.