How I Won My Kitchen Knife Company’s Contest

This was my first job, first, and second, I won a huge contest for the entire team. My mother was super-angry while I was pitching to her. But it turns out my order won the whole contest. I freaked out and cried. This is why I fear success actually, because meteoric anything makes me just flip out. It’s why I try to reign in my need for success. I try to keep it under wraps. I have to be careful with how much success I experience on a regular basis. I try to make sure I’m gentle with myself because I’m easily thrown off balance sometimes. Sudden success for me would mean that I would put myself in mental health rehab with Bridges to Recovery so I can deal with my mental health better.