What It’s Like to Have a Binge Eating Disorder

I can’t keep food I make myself in the house for long. I wake up in the middle of the night and I eat. Yes, wild, yes, bizarre, I’m wondering if that’s a leftover habit from high school. I wasn’t always able to eat breakfast, in high school. I’m trying to keep my weight under control; I also binge when my mother picks fights with me over email, or text. My binge eating is something that happened a lot on Zyprexa back when I was in college, although Zyprexa gave me great sleep. I’m doing my best to keep my head above water, with regard to my disabilities, and in particular my mental health. I’m also working on my finances.