Republicans want everybody to pay for everything. They also don’t believe in big government. If there were enough jobs, we could do that. Billionaires have all the power right now, and if it were up to me I’d put disabled people in cabinet positions. I would work to getting everybody and anybody disabled who wants a job, to have a job, picked not because of affirmative action but because of merit. Republicans are sad creatures, who want innocent people to die without health care. That is not the sort of moderate I am. If any of them had any decency at all , they would see that the Affordable Care Act made a minor dent in our health care crisis. But really, most of Congress these days are in it for themselves. We need to enact term limits because we need fresh blood in Congress. Why is the age you have to be to run for Congress 35? I’m 36. It is time for me to take my political aspirations seriously.
Long ago, I realized the only way I can make a difference is by getting myself a law degree, and running for office. In junior college I got myself into student government for two years as a result of this desires despite how incredibly unstable I was during this time. I want to try student government at De Anza. I want to run for District 10 in 2020, and I want to volunteer for the current District 10 representative. This is one way to begin the journey. Health care is a hot button issue right now, what with the flu outbreak. Sick people have an expensive proposition to be in the hospital. I stay away from sick people. I wash my hands.
I do not expect to get the flu this year. If I do, I’m staying put at home if I do. I have already put up with a sprained ankle this year, besides my knee’s continuing drama. I want to make money this year. Enough money that it counts as significant income, and well, during a Republican administration I know I have more of a chance to make money. But what about all the people I know who are low-income and desperate? Desperation is not cool to show during interviews, but I worry about those people. My friends are in need of work as much as anybody else.
My law degree is not something I will use to make money. Instead, I want to become a pro bono lawyer to help those who have no legal help available. I can’t imagine making a dime as a lawyer although I would like to be a prosecutor. I’d be good as the defense as well. But how many times will I have to take the Bar? I imagine it will be as bad as my driving test was, seeing as I took my drive test 7 times, passing on the 7th time. With the written, it was worse, I must have taken the written 60 times in one-year, then one day I passed it. In the modern era, I have only taken the written once, with a -3 score. I have only had traffic school once. I got a 90%. So when will I be able to make money and get into junior college since I want to retake classes as well as get better grades for classes I got Cs in.
In light of Mr. Rubio’s comments about how women should like to keep the babies’ of their rapists, I have to tell him this is not how women think at all. Rape is traumatizing to many survivors I know. Oh, I have friends who are survivors. I’m not going to mention who they are, only that they are my friends. Most women want to avoid reminders of such trauma. If you understood women, you would know that. Rape and incest victims need to maintain their abortion rights if only because the rapist who left them pregnant is someone they don’t want to share their genetic material with. Can you try to see their perspective even if you are a man? Your opposition to abortion hurts women in the State of Florida. You are not being pro-life when you feel a woman should keep a baby that doesn’t come from having fun. What that woman has gone through is not fun. Don’t make assumptions you understand what women ought to do with their bodies.
I’m not keeping my mouth shut about this anymore than I have to. I feel Trump and I share a diagnosis, schizoaffective bipolar 1. He has mood swings, he’s delusional about a lot, and he might possibly be a Cokehead as well. Schizoaffective has mania with delusions as a symptom. To be manic and have delusions at the same time really sucks. I used to get the grandiose thoughts thing too. Trump also has narcissistic personality disorder which runs in my family as well. His mania makes him feel like he need only ask himself for foreign policy advice. Narcissists have NPD, antisocial behaviors, paranoid behaviors, and are sadistic. Hitler had this kind of diagnosis as well. Narcissistic people lack conscience. Trump needs meds to control his mania. Antisocial types have little regard for the people they destroy. He got voted into office, it is up to the American people to depose him because he will have a severe nervous breakdown when he looses the support of the Republicans, of varying extremes. Medication really does help very much because I slept at least 13 hours last night.
Earth has been around 4.5 billion years, estimated from radiometric age dating of meteorite. Our current way of life featuring roads, highways, and airplanes has only been around since the 1950s. Our evolution has progressed quickly in less than 100 years as it is now the year 2018 on our current calendar. Computers are much faster now than they were while evolving in the 1980s. Evolution is met at a quick and steady rhythm. The UFO flap of the 1940s occurred because of World War 2. The aliens were observing whether or not we have restraint with our nuclear weapons. World War 2 was a great concern to them because the Rise of the Nazis in that era meant containing the problem by going to war as an attempt to thwart them from taking over the planet which was their main ideology to begin with.
The E.T. races took interest in Earth in the 1950s as they have throughout our history. They gave us civilization in ancient times. Earth has been around so long that we’ve had many human societies that have sprung up, and later died off. Sometimes the UFOs crashland, like the one in 1958, and we can gather data from those long enough to figure out how to reverse engineer the technology. We have computers, probably because of E.T. influences. There was no such thing as a “prime directive,” since so many alien races have interfered with this planet by giving us the knowledge to build atomic bombs. We have been interacting with people from other planets for a very long time.
People from other planets are actually watching human development, which is why they take people aboard their crafts. They see us polluting our planet but not having any solutions to the problem, and this makes them concerned for our future as a species. It takes an effort to evolve. They are helping us sustain our effort. People from other planets use implants to trace us rather like the way humans tag animals before releasing them back into the wild. Abductees have visible scars because sometimes implants pop up on their own, and give an abductee an ability to pull it
out by himself or herself.
People from other planets do not want us to destroy ourselves. They would like to understand us. They perhaps, want to use our DNA in their alien/human hybrid projects. The secrecy surrounding UFOs is not so secret anymore even with the Roswell crash of 1947. Some people from other planets, mainly the reptilians, do have negative intent to the planet. The Reptilians want to dominate the human race. But not every person from another planet wants to dominate the human race like this. You have to remember, some E.T.s are peaceful.
The prime directive doesn’t exist for many alien races only because they have influenced human evolution for many thousands of years or even perhaps billions of years. For the E.T. races, Earth is a controversial subject. We have had exchange programs with many E.T. races by now and not just specific groups. Earth has had contact with Arturians for example, who are wise, ancient beings. Pleiadians are the most easily known beings who seeded this planet in ancient times as some Native American tribes believe they descended from the Pleiades, particularly the Hopi. The Lakota and Zuni also have legends of the Sky People. Not every tribe shares this belief system, however, so it is important to realize not every Native American tribe believes in the star people.
The real agenda is to help earth become a part of the galactic civilization that already exists. We are evolving. The secret space program exists. We already can travel outside of our solar system. There is plenty of information out there if you know where to look. The Galactic Federation is a peaceful organization made up of different planets, galaxies, or universes. Every galaxy in our universe has one. If you stop to think of how big the universe is, with how many planets there are in it, thing about how many planets exist in one galaxy, and then be impressed. There are trillions of stars. Do the math on how many civilizations could exist.
We pagans are not devil worshippers, and here is why, there are such terms as the Left-Hand Path and the Right-Hand Path. Modern occultists can be either/or. Pagans are not like Satanists and Satanists are not like pagans. Some pagans can be Satanists but not every pagan is a devil-worshipper, seeing as Devil-worshipping is a crude term to use that describes a neo-pagan. Neo-pagans worship the ancient gods, whether they were aliens or not. Nor Satanists, nor pagans believe in hell, as a fact of what pagans actually believe.
Calling a pagan a devil-worshipper is wrong, and a misnomer. Keep your mouth shut if you fully do not understand what a devil-worshipper actually is. Left-Hand Pathers believe in self-worship as well as worshipping the gods as equals. Right-hand Path people believe they serve the ancient Gods but we are not their slaves. We are almost equals to the Gods in modern times. The ancient Gods come to pagans because we believe in serving the planet, changing the world, and helping our fellow humans find peace. Pagans believe everybody is psychic, some have it switched on at birth, while others have it shut off.
We use our abilities to further the development of human civilization. Our magick can serve us, or the world. Some of us believe in using our power to bring about social justice. Pagans share similar belief structures such as the fact that our Gods tell us things like it is and they talk to us. We do not worship the devil when we say we worship the Goddess. Pagans are normally not devil-worshippers and please don’t go around calling pagans that. This is rude. Not every pagan is a devil-worshipper. Pagans are earth-based spiritual people.
We do not worship the devil. We Right-Hand Path people are about spirituality and not necessarily worshipping the devil. We do workings to heal ourselves, heal the world, and heal people around us. Our magick is used to make money, find love, or make the world a better place. We pagans work on developing our psychic abilities and learning new things. Many pagans are scientists, which doesn’t conflict with paganism in their minds, anyway. We work on healing our wounds, since many of my pagan friends have been through extreme trauma. We are in recovery from addictions like alcoholism, which we have given up. Or worse, we are in recovery from drugs.
Pagans cannot worship the devil, that is what the Gods are precisely NOT. The Gods are outside of time and space. They are non-corporeal beings. We believe we hear them inside our heads, talking to us, giving us advice, and in general we are able to access their divine protection. The Gods are our friends, almost our equals but not entirely. We worship them, we work together with them. We do not turn away from them, often, although it is possible. I work with Sekhmet, an ancient Egyptian deity.
Devil worshippers on the other hand, believe that the Biblical devil was actually a great dragon despite how he supposedly masqueraded as an “angel of light” (2 Corinthians 11:14) Some Satanists believe the Devil exists in the night time sky which ancient peoples were afraid of. They feel that humans have animalistic urges since we are part animal and many people spend their lives repressing their dark urges. Satanists believe in celebrating what makes us human. While some aspects of neo-paganism reflect this belief, we do not worship the devil. We never have worshipped the devil, so please don’t call pagans devil-worshippers, this is unnecessary labeling which proves your ignorance.
What possessed you to do something that racist? This is crude, low-class behavior for 2017. Markle may be American, and biracial but when did her race ever do anything to you? Racism is so incredibly stupid. There may come a time on this planet when it will be outdated. In the United States, we are dealing with the rise of the Nazi party. There are many racist incidents since 45 took office. The fact is that African Americans in the United States are descendants of slaves. Apologizing to a biracial person doesn’t make wearing that brooch okay. This is the worst racism I have heard of yet. In 2018, we can love whomever we want. I hope that bottom-line somehow gets through. I have been friends with biracial people, they get shit from both ethnicities simply for being mixed. For goodness sake, if the race of a person, is not such an issue, it should be less of one. I don’t judge my friends by race, I judge them by courage. I dump friends who lack courage. They’d better impress me with courage, and not their cowardice. If a friend of mine is too much of a coward, then I avoid them. The fact is, life demands courage. Try to judge people by something other than race as your fatal flaw rubric.
Before you shame people on their medication, think about why they need it. Why are you not on meds? You should be ashamed of yourself for not being on something. Why are you putting down those on meds? “Oye Loca!” is not a funny expression to hear over Christmas, really it isn’t. Keep your mouth shut. Don’t give me shit for taking medication. This phrase will be a t-shirt, “Don’t give me shit about my meds.” I am appalled by how many anti-medication morons seem to need a good verbal putting-in-their-place.
They do not stop to think that medication saves lives. It’s better than being suicidal, homicidal, or psychotic. Medication allows mentally ill people to function. I had extreme emotions in high school. I suffered from gut-wrenching fear. I barely slept. I spent the first 20 years of my life sleep-deprived. This is no way to live. What are you doing not on medication if you have similar problems? I have schizoaffective-bipolar 1 OCD. It means I will take meds my whole life. I’m on the schizophrenia spectrum, the bipolar spectrum and the OCD spectrum. For the people I knew in college, I was nowhere near the autism spectrum. I was testing in as a schizophrenic not a person with autism.
Schizophrenia and alcoholism run in my family. So does a whole lot of “denial is not just a river in Africa.” My dad refuses to wear a hearing aid despite the fact that he needs it, a hearing aid refuser, who would rather make his disability an inconvenience on everybody. I never wanted my disability to inconvenience anybody but in high school I was forced to go to school without medication. I spent four years being consistently denied medication. As a comedian if I have the balls to do an open mic night, I plan on applying public pressure on my parents to get medication, in particular, to make my dad wear his hearing aid.
I use an insulin pump for my diabetes, which is under control. You could say I do not qualify as disabled, hence my desire to write online and publish my work. Why do you anti-medication people shame those on meds? You sickos. Medication takes away the pain, freak shows. You have a screw loose when it comes to understanding western medicine with all your natural medicine nonsense cluttering your head. For that matter, I can’t fathom the anti-vaxxers who don’t take any vaccines. You want to die of measles, mumps and rubella? You really want to allow these illnesses, even polio, to make a regressive comeback? This is what happens when kids do not have vaccines.
Anti-vaxxers suck. Anti-medication people drive me crazy. When you invent other ways to treat mental illness, let me know. There really are few options in how to treat bipolar or schizophrenia. A huge symptom of schizophrenia is imagining everybody is out to get you or is talking badly about you. This is related to paranoia or feelings of paranoia. Schizophrenics are delusional all the time if they don’t take medication to control the delusions. Voices can be shut off with meds. Sometimes the voices tell a schizophrenic to kill oneself, or to do harm to somebody else.
So before you go thinking that medication is bad for people who take it, think about all the bad things schizophrenics have to deal with including being majorly lazy if the meds aren’t working enough to allow somebody on the schizophrenia spectrum to write, or be creative since many of us bipolars have an innate creativity going for us. Taking medication after all should be the next big thing since these days we schizophrenics have a lot of options. I want to make taking medication something even celebrities are willing to do. The fact is that some people in office actually need medication. This is why this person acts out the way he does. The coke can’t help either. Mentally ill people use drugs or caffeine or alcohol to self-medicate.
The pain of mental illness is intense. Mania cause a high mood which can quickly crash into a massive depression. You pill shamers think that you can bluster us pill consistent people into not taking our meds. You are the one who needs medication, hypocrite. The hypocrisy, I can’t stand the hypocrisy. How on earth do you survive not taking medication? Life is better without constant delusions. Or extreme mood swings that make you want to attack somebody. I’ve studied martial arts for 7 years, I currently have no rank and at least my medication reduces the chance I might act out. I really do not need a criminal record since companies hire ex-cons over disabled people.
Yes, I, schizophrenic, am looking for a job. You are stuck in a rock and a hard place because of stigma. I feel duty bound to tell my employer. Lying does you no good. Pretending you don’t have a disability is just as bad. Faking being normal cannot lead to good when I’m also a type 1 diabetic using infusion sets to stay alive, thanks. I have to tell somebody. What would suck more than me having an actual emergency (which rarely happens), and nobody knowing how to help me. I’m duty bound to get a good night’s sleep. I’m writing this article as a person who rarely knows what sleeping the whole night feels like; and well, I’m that person. Pediatric schizophrenia kicks in at 1 year old. The most obvious symptom is staying up late, being unable to sleep well. Of course, certain people can be dumb about medication treating a 1-year old like I was 35 years ago. Especially if schizoaffective runs in my family, and well, I know it does by now since I have read many books and understand my symptoms ever so much better since in high school I didn’t have access to self-help books. Don’t shame those of us who have medication as our treatment choice. Quit being all bluster and quit acting dumb about Western medicine. Medication helps. We can all remember, those of us on meds, how bad it was when we weren’t on it or had inadequate treatment because we lacked a concrete diagnosis from seeing the wrong sort of Western medicine psychiatrist. Please do yourselves a favor, quit preaching anti-medication, oh woe, it’s poison or petroleum like one jerk told me. I reserve the right to be an extremely rude person to those of us who medication shame. Or who scream at one while demanding help and acting out from mania because this person doesn’t take medication for both OCD and bipolar. Being around manic people endangers my health. So I avoid them. Quit shaming people on meds, grow up and take yours.
To Al Green
You are courageous trying to impeach Trump as you have. But the thing is, it takes more support than you perceive, support from arch-Republicans that is. I’m kind of writing to them too, not just you. I’m appalled by how much he lies. He tells lies often without conscience. The American people deserves better. I plan on running for office in my hometown, someday. I want to get into the state senate eventually. I will remark that I live in California but I must keep my identity a secret for now. I’m going to take it upon myself to write anonymous letters to ultra-conservative Republicans. My message to them is this: let go of your extremist ideologies. Become kinder, and gentler, as well as an inclusive Republican party. With the mess now, I’m considering myself Independent or non-partisan. I was wondering if you could talk to the Republicans more to see if they eventually agree with impeachment. I’m willing to work on that on my end by writing letters to them as best I can, perhaps individually. You need to keep going with this impeachment business. Keep trying. Get Trump, Pence, and Ryan out. You can do it. I know you can.
I hate scammers. I got majorly scammed. I deposited a fraudulent check. My account at Bank of America was closed except my credit card, which I have to pay off still. I went to the credit union to start an account there, which I did. My account is fresh. I felt the energy of Bank of America was holding me back anyway since it was not my choice to start with Bank of America. It was a choice made for me as a child. Instead I went to the Tech CU credit union. I actually appreciate this decision. It worked out well. I mean I don’t have to use ATMs for cash. I can get it cash back at the grocery store. I appreciate my refund of $1500, which I told SSI about. I’m going to write articles for publication as well as do copywriting at home this whole month. I’m going to work as an at home transcriptionist at REV.com and try to finish my training there. I want to publish freelance writing articles. Heck, I would like to start working on a PASS plan to prove my ability to be self-sufficient from freelance writing, as well as my T-shirt business. I have to order some shirts soon. Denial is not just a river in Africa, amongst others. Somebody gave me an idea: Bill W. Sent Me. Lol. That’s a great t-shirt. I hope to kick her down a cashier’s check in a $500 range for this idea if it sells. She’s brilliant. So yes, one t-shirt a week will do. I’m also trying an experiment. Pay all Bills at the beginning of the month, and see if it leaves anything left over. As in, I do not want to save just $100 a month. I want to save $200 this month. Or more. Ambitious, yes, I’m still looking for a legit job. I applied at remote writing job in Oregon on Glassdoor. Glassdoor is a great job site. I find I get more interviews from it. I plan on taking legal action against the scammer. Big time legal action as I have Legal Shield. Legal Shield is a wonderful investment I’m glad I made.
I was in fact, scammed. I’m going after the entire operation. I am eager to take legal action. I filed a police report yesterday. My Legal Shield wants to take action.
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