I will vote for Joe Bide but I’m not liking this lack of choice this time around. Are people starting to figure out how the system works yet? Joe Biden has female problems; with the way he is overtly flirtatious with some. I’d like to think that he has worked on his problems with that, and rumors I’ve seen online about what he’s said to black people. I support the Black Lives Matter movement but I’m vulnerable at protests if I go because the cops will be after the weakest link and that is me. I have no criminal record and would like to keep it that way. So I guess I’m stuck voting for Biden, okay, fine.
I got my English degree done; the next degree that could get done is one in anthropology, which if a full-time student working from home, wouldn’t take too long. I have enough credits in anthropology, and I could take out a Psychology Bachelor’s if only to get this done, but not in English. I’m screwed out of getting a Master’s just yet because I’m pretty much broke all the time, but I want to make enough money to support myself buying a house near UCLA. This house is walking distance to the law department, the ice cream parlor and Target, where I would go to buy stuff for the house, anyway. I feel this time is soon going to come, where I quickly become a billionaire worth $10 billion, since the house is going to be 9 bedrooms, and $6.9 billion, but anyway, I have to make normal income to pay for rehab, health insurance, etc., first.
I want two Ph.D.’s one in archaeology and one in psychology. I want an MFA in creative writing, a JD, and an MBA among other things like an MD and an MS In psychology. I want a B.A. in anthropology, a Master’s and a Ph.D. in the same field, to spell it out as coherently as possible. Any Master’s degree is a teaching degree requiring candidates to take the GRE. I want to take the GRE and the LSAT eventually but when I move to Los Angeles, with that part of my life completed. This is why I’m looking for a job right now, so that I can line up some stable income because with freelancing there is no guarantee.
I want a MD/Ph.D. in Psychology also. Do skeptics feel it be crazy-talk for someone like me to get these degrees but it is not outside of the realm of possibility? I want to do things with my life. My mental health is now fixed. It is time to move on with my life, and get stuff done academically. I can get an AA/equivalent in psychology and get AA paralegal stuff done too, otherwise known as Pre-law. I have many interests as a garden-variety schizoaffective with OCD who wants to finish all this stuff by 2030.
I imagine that one of them will hire me based on my Vocal Media article, the Rise of the Fourth Reich, which a few years ago, predicted the state we’d be in today with the Neo-Nazis. My current job prospects do exist, but I found a perfect situation with one Media Company. I emailed them Friday, and I’m hanging out now waiting for them to get back to me. I’m going to wait around until they get back to me but mind over body/mind over feeling and every talent I have is saying “I’m sure I’m going to get this job,” while my chronic self-doubt is lingering in my head going, “are you sure?” If I’m sure, it will be good experience learning when something aligns with me.
I’m tempted to say that I want to be able to tell people to think their way to cooler weather by becoming a weather girl/public pagan. It is interesting to me as something I have also thought of. But anyway, I understand high pressure versus low pressure because low pressure is cold weather while a high-pressure system is about hot weather. This is an interesting job I could stand post-hernia surgery. Given I have the energy to work that is, because I would like to work as a baker, with personal experience behind me. So yes, I want to study working as a baker I’d imagine, and I want to also learn cake decoration.
Because it rained in the fall, it is less hot this summer. We have dry grass, sure, but it is in the 80s and not the 90s. In 2017, the heat was in the 90s, during the whole mess that was summer. I’m surprised I survived it with less Pedialyte than I have now. The grass may be dry, but we have real rain coming. I have an idea to become a local news caster weather girl in order to get myself used to being on camera. It may yet work, but I need to make sure my acne disappears first. The rain this winter will keep next spring/summer from being hot.
It might be a part-time gig as a copywriter or journalist, and a full-time gig as a life coach since I’m the two jobs sort of person, but writing for the Internet should be part time. Anyway, life coaching is an interesting occupation. I want to help people, succeed, so I could be a great life coach, although it is the usual for me, of wanting to fire my boss/be my own boss. I like the idea of being my own boss and working my own hours. This is why self-employment suits me way better than having a boss sort. I’m interested in working as a life coach; this can make real money, like go back to school money. I can get an MFA at San Jose State, only because it is the closest school that offers one. But then again, UCLA has an MFA program, and that school is plenty prestigious because they also require I take Math 10/statistics before I transfer my credits. And these days, I can get my transcript online or by phone if I can find the right headspace to get this done.
Therapy is good for you because it helps you get in touch with your feelings. Some of my family is hesitant to try talk therapy as a means of getting treatment for mental health problems. Talk therapists give you strategies to treat OCD as well as other mental health problems. I need to get myself an OCD therapist, and a therapist well versed in schizoaffective, which is why I need to go to Bridges To Recovery mental health rehab, so I’d appreciate prayers sent to me for this eventually coming true. If my parents ever come back, I plan on being long gone though because I want to move to Los Angeles eventually, so I can go to UCLA. This is a fact of life. It may come true, since another thing therapy does for you is not only build self-esteem, but help you set goals.
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