It was a moment of insight, really as I looked at the election results, in November, four years ago. The Russians were messing with our election using propaganda, that harmed the Hillary Clinton campaign. The campaign was messed with by the Internet Research Agency in St. Petersburg. This company then would become a social media troll farm, which then heavily influenced the way the campaign swung. This company supported radical groups that elected 45 into office, infiltrating the Democratic National Committee’s critical information systems. What happened back then was simply a claircognizant insight, an insight which popped into my head and I said, “Russians” out loud with no proof while I was checking out the election results that morning.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Russian_interference_in_the_2016_United_States_elections
Right now, in my adult life, I’m discovering just how much my childhood was traumatic, and my early adulthood in my 20s when the crazy things went down. I was doing bad things, like drinking, and driving. I am not driving right now, period, only because of Mr. hernia taking over my life. I feel too tired to drive anyway. So I’m not driving, period. If my family can’t understand that, well, then whatever, I’m not going to bother explaining myself to them. I’m traumatized from my thirties too. I was in a toxic relationship that I ended at 36 because I was like, life is too short to continue to expose myself to trauma. In the end, I said, I decline to put up with this anymore.
Because I didn’t go for it with the stimulus check, since I wanted to discipline my spending, Udemy, just raise the prices. I need to take a class on becoming a professional writer, this class is coming out to be very necessary in my life right now. I’m writing this blog so I do not overload myself, as well as giving myself an opportunity to decide what I want based on thinking it through, rather than enrolling in class on impulse. The transcription class is also necessary if I eventually get a job in transcription. Yet I have to figure out a way to make decisions without getting wound up about it. I found an Akashic records class, two actually if you count the self-paced Sara Wiseman class.
Other classes necessary include one on skip tracing, investigative interviewing, and fact checking made easy. Business and Tech writing immersion is cheap at $49.99, but it would seem I always have my hands full with Udacity. My coursework for Udacity is supposed to be self-paced. I can’t get overloaded, and I have to take it one class at a time, one video at a time, and one day at a time.
My positive news media company would take various approaches to news, approaches such as what can we do to make the world a better place? How can we make right what has gone wrong? This news media company is something that can help a lot of people because the world has to have more positive influences in it. We live in dark times, where nobody is taking responsibility for their actions or themselves. The thing is, we have an unstable President looking for attention, trying to, while actually lying about people, circumstances, and things. Have you guys figured this out yet? He’s unstable. The country may be on the verge of civil war; here since some people protest to reopen while others want to stay home to stay well because of Covid-19. And anyway, my company seeks to make the world a better place through articles about other people trying to do the same thing who seek publicity with a non-profit entity.
On this very hot, May 27th, 2020, my anniversary date approaches for my type 1 diabetes coma event. All I can think about is the heat wave in the Arctic, the COVID-19 mess, and the hot mess that is politics in the United States. I’m also wondering how to survive this very hot 95-degree day in California, where my plants may wind up wilting away. I’m trying to grow tomatoes for a huge vegetable garden I have planned that I can market on Amazon. This garden would be a gigantic home garden that everybody can plant and grow in the house, in a small space, including an irrigation system.
The stimulus check helped my budget out a lot but the spreadsheet helped even more. I came up with the idea to use a spreadsheet that could keep track of expenses better than I could without this useful tool. I want to make sure that I do not overspend, and I have reigned in the whole “I need to buy something now,” impulse even if I’ve managed to do so for a telekinesis book I need only because I want to help my anxiety. I bought that book and that’s it. I have to return my library books sticking to research materials for my book on psychic attack, which is written under another name not related to my real first name identity.
I have an idea for a home medical care company; if you can’t go to urgent care or the ER, bring the ER to you. Yesterday was too hot to leave the house. I couldn’t have made it to urgent care if I had tried, and I almost threw up which means I almost called 911. It came close to that, but I recovered from heatstroke when I fell asleep. I thought I wasn’t going to be able to keep down my medication. This is why I get up at night when I’m dealing with very hot weather, and this idea would be perfect for my own personal use too.
Yesterday I wrestled with heatstroke. I step outside to water the plants and that’s what I get. My instinct says don’t go outside, but why do I listen to contrarians? I got major heatstroke because suddenly I was dizzy, feeling nauseated as hell, and then I went back to bed. In fact, I’m recovering from heatstroke today because of the unseasonably warm hot weather. The treatment: drink water, cool cloths, ice packs. Having heatstroke on the end of a menstrual cycle that I wasn’t planning to have, was hard enough yesterday. I spent all day in bed fighting nausea. Then a friend of mine on Facebook mentions that heatstroke is a 22q thing. I had no idea. Just wow. I’m ignorant about my own illness but then that was my family’s plan.
I have an AA in anthropology, which means that I have many credits for anthropology/archaeology done. With COVID-19, more online options have emerged big time. An MFA in creative writing is a huge option now in that format, with eventually becoming an in the classroom format when schools reopen. I want a JD from UCLA, although for now I may try to get my AA In film and television. The first class I need to take though, is online English 1A at Foothill College. Why? Because I’m able to get a better grade this time around with my mental health treated. My MBA and MD can wait some more.
Because everything I need to get done with my life is there, I want an MFA, Law Degree, MBA, and MD/Ph.D I also want to study archaeology and get a Ph.D. in that. Now that my brain chemicals are sorted out, I’m thinking intently about why I want all these degrees, just to prove I can. I don’t want to be known as the kid who almost died of type 1 diabetes my whole life as I imagine I’m known in the Bay Area save in San Francisco, and Berkeley. I want to move since I imagine that I have stuff to do regarding writing, modeling, art, and all my career options in general. I’m looking for a part-time remote job based out of Los Angeles, but I also want to freelance.
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