In order to begin to write this book, I have to start doing major research on Atlantis first of all, since the book is stalled while they are on Earth. I read like one book on Atlantis being in Indonesia at one time, and stalled on the project altogether. I’m working on Journey to Atlantis eventually, maybe even this summer while I can. Writer’s block happens to the best of us, and in my case it is from my hernia. I’m trying to accomplish my work here, but Mr. Hernia is seriously impacting my ability to get anything done. I see it has something to do with this at any rate. It’s worth something to notice these phenomena in my life.
Opening New Dimensions is my first science fiction novel that I self-published, although by now I feel it is time to go to a regular publisher using my real first name. Sure, my story is supposedly fictional, but then I realize… it delves into Starseed topics, while that is something I keep to myself often enough. But for some reason, I put a stronghold on this book for nobody to read it. As in, man, I published it, okay, now people shouldn’t read it. But sooner or later I have to submit my book to a real publishing house. To truly get anywhere with my life, I have to submit that book to a real literary agent who does email submissions. Long have I put this off. I should ask the psychics I’m going to call about this.
An asexual is someone who is not into sex as much as the next average Muggle or average person in general. See I understand you normal humans, because you people are into making money and having sex, one not being excluded from the other. Your drama TV focuses on this reality of adult life at any rate. I have fun watching the first Melrose Place. Asexuals are not like average people who need sex, asexuals like it every so often but not all the time. They’d prefer a relationship have deeper meaning than just “let’s have sex,” and also it should be added that asexual people may be asexual from medication. This is why I let gay men through my front door, but do not let straight people stay in.
The stimulus money does not count to your total income to be covered or not. But just to be on the safe side, I’m setting spending limits. I sold my lemon…I mean my car. I have extra income. My family never pays attention to this blog or my Vocal Media pieces, simply because I choose not to drink anymore. They want to screw me over, and hospitalize me. So we don’t talk to them, nor go to holiday events. I’m so grateful my knee injury screws me out of socializing due to the pain I’m in. Not going to family events, is my way of standing up to the crap by saying, I refuse to put up with your abusive, controlling and manipulative behavior. SSI means the trap is halfway sprung, I have to open it the rest of the way on my own. The SSI system says once you make steady income, monthly income, they cut you. If you make a certain amount to stay within the limit, it’s okay.
This is the Merry month of May where I get to flashback about having untreated type 1 diabetes when I was 10 years old. I was a dying 10 year old, I already know what it is like to be sedated on a ventilator. I had life support taken care of by machines for goodness sake. This is life long trauma for me, and something I have immense difficulty talking to anybody about. If it is said, I stuff my feelings, then I royally stuff my feelings. I try to not talk about stuff like this so that I do not make people feel sorry for me, which is a response I can’t help since my life is full of tragic circumstances that could have been prevented by accessing medical care. I didn’t access SSI until I was 28. That’ s when I got proper mental health treatment, try digesting that one.
My plan is to pursue an online degree in psychology, now that every school has an online option for every class that didn’t exist before Covid-19, and I can take Psych 1 and English 1A as the first classes I need to take. English 1A is a class that is a General Ed requirement anyway, and can transfer to De Anza just fine. I have a bunch of general Ed IGETC requirements to finish. If the Graduate school program is online now, I can also get to that point, and take online classes until class meets in person again. Granted, I already have an English degree with English 1A having been taken and passed with a C. I’m interested in taking my classes over again to see if I can pass with an A. I want to take De Anza online English classes to see if I can eventually learn how to pass a proofreading test for an online proofreading job.
I’m able to get my transcript from Foothill College because it is available online due to colleges being forced to provide online options during this crisis. In-person classes aren’t meeting, until maybe next year. I’m going to get a transcript in June, with a big fat maybe on enrolling in June since the first day of class is June 29th. I have plans about what I want to take, but I have to limit my course work. I’m seeing if I can handle Udemy classes without overloading myself, or for that matter, Udacity classes. They have plenty of business classes, and so does SCORE.
Bezos is set to become the world’s first trillioniare with a current net worth of $143 billion as the richest person in the world from Amazon privatized earnings. Jeff Bezos is a rich person, the richest person in the world, who started a business in his garage, and made lots of money doing it. If I make it to billionaire status, from my business idea, I will need to line up help managing it. The coronavirus pandemic/economic crisis has created one hell of a situation for him because it means he will only get richer if he takes advantage of people having to stay in self-isolation for months.
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