I Fear Doors Not Opening with Real Jobs

Yes, I have a lot going for me. I’m working on getting myself a real job. I want to get a health plan outside of needing a job to qualify for it. They have kept the removal of pre-existing conditions as a drawback to getting insurance. But we chronically ill folks need health insurance that doesn’t require us pay up the ass. Getting care to become affordable in the United States is difficult. It will not happen overnight due to conservative mindsets that are rapidly changing anyway because of impeachment hearings. I seriously wonder if jobs get the impression that I’m too busy to give them the time they demand. I know I’m looking for a non-toxic work environment where people will not kick my self-esteem problems around. Those who think emotional and psychological abuse does no harm, think again. I’m damaged from this crap I had to deal with from my family, and I do not want a workplace that will demean me.