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Borderline personality disorder is a personality disorder that responds well to psychotherapy or talk therapy treatments.  Borderline involves having major emotional upheavals, and trying not to get abandoned but behaving in ways that instigate abandonment. Borderline personality has to be managed in such a way as to eventually quite possibly dealing with it very well.  But a person can’t be in denial about their borderline status, they have to actually want to get well, using therapy to do it. Sometimes borderline personality disorder helps people wind up in the hospital where they get treatment, and afterwards are released.  People with borderline also have an alcohol problem in addition to their symptoms.  People with borderline often benefit from mood stabilizers. Borderline people need a variety of treatment in order to become remotely functional.

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Why My Fiction Scares Me

My fiction feels way too intense to write or yank out of my head despite ideas rattling around in there to the point it is almost physically painful.  I’m trying to meditate using a Lemurian crystal, which does help a bit. I’m busy writing a non-fiction book, but all my writing topics are scaring me, in particular my fiction.  I have the next book in the Opening New Dimensions series stuck in my head along with the other sequels.  I’m trying to get it all out of me, but my hernia is causing me pain, which is making my writing difficult to piece together.  Yes, I’m ready for hernia surgery by now because I want to be able to have chocolate again.  I used to write 10 pages of fiction a day way back.  Now it is one page of non-fiction.

Non-Profit: WeHelp

I want to start a safe house system for those escaping abusive families.  We have limited resources; I’d buy a house in Los Angeles close to UCLA, an ice cream shop, and a Target.  That’s where I’ve had visions my house is at any rate.  It will be a 5-bedroom house with a bathroom for each bedroom, so that we all have our own space.  I want to fill it with chronically ill or disabled people who are trying to escape their abusive families while trying to get stable.  Bipolar roommates must be on medication, and medication consistent.  We who escape abusive families have no means of escape sometimes or people who counsel us.  We need more support than we let on.

What Is Qigong?

Qigong is something I’ve studied in college.  I found a flier on campus one day, that led me to Dr. Chow. I learned about chi, and how to push people twice my size. Three intakes of breath renders you able to push a person bigger than you. I hesitate to say anything more about this.  Qi means “subtle breath” while Gong means “skill cultivated through steady practice.  Qigong can help regulate your internal energy, manage blood pressure, and anxiety.  I use it to keep my anxiety under control and Tai chi is another exercise that is useful for this. I have one Qigong book to my name but I need to buy some more so that I can learn it.  It does help my mental health quite a bit.

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https://www.nqa.org/what-is-qigong-

The 12th Chakra

I had no clue this chakra existed until I made myself less ignorant by reading Cyndi Dale books, and realizing just how talented I actually am.  I almost want to say screw corporate America so I can become a reader but there is a lot wrong with my auric field, and chakras from psychic attacks. I need to see psychics to heal this hot mess and it is amazing I can get up out of bed in the morning. The 12th chakra is the Divine Gateway chakra.  Chakras in the physical body correspond to an internal organ or bodily system. The 12th chakra, apparently helps one travel between dimensions and to other worlds? Okay… really now, how many crystals am I going to have to buy?

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My AA In Psychology

I know that restarting my academic career involves signing  up for English 1A, Psych 1, and well, maybe BUSI 18, business law which is necessary for Business Administration, and a paralegal degree also. I’m crazy enough to want more AA degrees, and more Bachelor’s degrees. I want to set records with how many degrees I have. I wrote a spreadsheet with the actual classes I need to take, and here it is:

AA PSYCHOLOGY REQ COMPLETED AT JC
PSCY 1 GENERAL PSYCHOLOGY taken once, can be retaken
PSYC 7 STATISTICS BEHAVE SCI
MATH 10 ELEMENTARY STATS
PSYC 10 RESEARCH METHODS AND DESIGN
PSYC 4 INTRO TO BIOPSYCHOLOGY
PSYCH 25 ABNORMAL PSYCHOLOGY
PSYCH 22 PSYCHOLOGY OF PREJUDICE/DISCRIMINATION
BIOL 10 GENERAL BIO
PSYCH 30 SOCIAL PSYCHOLOGY
SOC 1 INTRO TO SOCIOLOGY
ANTH 1 PHYSICAL ANTH – RETAKE
ANTH 2A CULTURAL ANTH
ENGLISH 1A TO BE RETAKEN
WMN 5 WOMEN’S STUDIES, DONE

The jury is still out for whether or not I need to take English 1B but I guarantee I have at least WMN 5 in my memory. I have to get my transcript so I can see how many classes I took, and what classes I need.  Now that everything is online, that is a huge advantage.  There wound up being an online option. It is so cool, because things suck right now with the pandemic but at least school is online now.

Why is Psychology a Valid Science?

Talk therapy provides ways of dealing with stress.  Kindness in itself can be very therapeutic if you are lucky enough to have a kind therapist, since I’ve had many who have crossed lines, whom I have complained about.  But anyway, my family thinks psychology is bonk and doesn’t go to a single psychologist or psychiatrist while I have spent years in therapy trying to piece together why they hate my guts.  But anyway, psychology is a valid science only because we have spent the last 100 years perfecting it, making it make sense, and helping people overcome mental health problems.  Not taking medication is a very self-destructive act that simply means people not on medication will not be hearing from me anytime soon.  Psychology is a science, and an art, and I’m getting a B.S. and an M.S. and a Ph.d. in it at a future date when I have the money.

What is a Psychic?

A psychic is a telepath, a telepath is a psychic.  Psychic means “of the mind” according to my spiritualist church that had much drama going on in it so much so they had to cancel it, or move it to somewhere else where the drama King couldn’t stalk ’em.  A psychic is also a type of professional that gets paid for doing readings or healings on people.  Every religious tradition on this planet has a psychic branch/mystical branch that teaches people how to use their spiritual gifts.  I tried to lie on this one quiz in The Intuition Guidebook, and I didn’t succeed at lying because I still scored high by marking some answers as 1.  Then I managed to not lie again, marking every question a solid 5, and there you go, I scored highly psychic both times. I tried lying, and I’m done lying to you Muggles because it makes me crazy, then I have to keep all the lies straight. I’m fine, really, no, I’m depressed because my blood sugar has been high, and Cthulu scared two of my witch and psychic believing friends away in one week.  I’m not fine because of the California fire season being what it is, and the smoke in the air is making it hard to breathe.

What is an Empath?

We have covered this topic before.  An empath is someone who feels the emotions of others.  An empath-telepath is someone who can hear the thought sand feel the emotions of others.  The term “psychic” is a catchall term to describe multiple kinds of extrasensory perception talents.  Empaths are very common, but having empathy is different from clairempathy, which is literally feeling the other person’s feelings in your head, body, and mind.  Empaths need psychic shields because a shield protects them from other people’s emotions.  You cannot absorb everything, because then you become very depressed and wind up in the psych ward where you will continue to feel everything until you decide to quit taking on the pain of the world.  

Energy Boundaries

Just what are energy boundaries?  A block set up between you and the world so that you do not take in the energy of others.  Energy boundaries are all about keeping stuff out, while sitting in your own energy field exactly as it is.  You can protect yourself, and indeed, you have the right to protect yourself from other people’s energy.  You do not have to take on everybody’s stuff.  There is your stuff and their stuff to draw the line from.  Energy boundaries are necessary to keep a bipolar psychic from snapping easily, which is something they are prone to doing.  Psychic ability and mental illness can coexist. This is a fact of life for some of us.