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Excuses to Get Disney +

My favorite movies of the 1980s include Flight of the Navigator, and the Back to the Future series, now widely seen as a classic. Yes, I know, all science fiction movies no doubt, if you know me well enough that is. I want to get Disney + to watch innocent stuff, including Star Wars. I’m busy trying to write my own fiction, with a huge blockage, that sometimes I can get past like the night I was continuing a story I haven’t looked at in 6 years because I’m too busy trying to find a job so I an make a living. I’m also considering paying for Youtube TV or HBO, and I just drool over BBC America.

Other Priorities: Finding A Job

I’ve been focused on finding a work from home job, and got two applications going, one was viewed, the other emailed me questions. I may wind up interviewing for both jobs, but I want remote legal resume writer one. I actually want to get into resume writing, and I can write cover letters in my sleep. So, I truly want this job although the comedy-writing job can be fitted in also, since I like the two jobs/go to school thing. People view having two jobs as something intelligent to do while I have heard of people having four jobs before, twice now. My priority is to get a job, first, a job where I can pay people to do stuff for me.

Priorities With My Business/Non-profit Ideas

My non-profit is more of a priority to put together right now. Why? Because I need to set it up, that’s why. I want to work on this route to get to law school. It was an idea I simply didn’t have the time to put together in college, as I was busy behaving like a functional alcoholic while people pleasing my family doing this. So anyway my nonprofit is all about getting disabled people away from abusive families, and I was researching similar operations, to see if they exist, I found the Disability Rights California organization, which could help me as a client even. As far I as can tell, getting a job is my top priority right now, to generate some extra income.

Wear a Mask: Suggestion

If you do not want to wear a mask because it is the “government telling you what to do and taking away your freedom, ” well, you don’t want the virus. Hanging out with people is by far, one way to guarantee sickness if you don’t hang out outside or somebody is an asymptomatic carrier and you don’t even know. I’ve managed to avoid illness since November 2018 (cold) and December 2018 (flu). I beat both in a week, which means my low blood platelets are fine, although I use my mind to keep this up. I’m doing alright staying away from people, which I naturally do anyway. I’d make a great contact tracer since I can get people to talk to me.

Don’t Be Dumb, There Really Is A Virus

For which I tested negative in terms of my recent COVID test. But, I want to tell the people who take this entire mess in a cavalier manner, there really is a virus. The virus is nasty, it can wipe you out two weeks, or more. Some people have trouble shaking the virus. I do not want to be one of those people. I want to make sure I survive this mess. New York has improved their situation towards having no new cases, this is not true of California, or Florida. I’m worried about the future of the United States in general, and I’m stressing over the existence of the virus itself. I don’t have it only because I’ve avoided people since March. There is a higher likelihood of contracting the virus this time around or knowing someone who has had it since at least two on my Facebook page of 450 people have had the virus.

Germ Theories For Germaphobes

Germaphobes are pretty much paranoid about all kinds of germs. Germs do exist-since they are microscopic organisms or life forms if you will. They exist in another dimension if you will. They can be easy to remove on the astral plane if you choose to direct your energy as means to an end. Energy is energy and can move mountains. Energy works a certain way in each individual body. So you have to go with the flow of how yours works on a daily basis. Germs only get you sick because your immune system does not know it. Your immune system fights germs on a daily if not hourly basis, by the second even. Those of us with functional immune systems take care of the germs easily.

Will I Ever Sleep the Whole Night?

The jury is still out on this one. I’m trying my best to figure it out if I will sleep the whole night eventually, and maybe when Mr. Hernia gets taken out, I will be able to sleep the whole night. Maybe in the hospital, I will sleep the whole night. Who knows? But hey, you never know, and I think that may yet happen. I’m hoping to eventually resolve my CPTSD related sleep issues, in particular because I have an actual full bed now, seeing as I’m going to be able to eventually sleep the whole night, one of these days.

How Hard Is It To Stay Stable?

Hard enough, and why I’ve decided to take the work from home plunge. I want to work from home until I get stable enough to work outside of the house. Why? Because my hernia is heating up, that’s why. I’m dealing with a lot of acid reflux, which is giving me heartburn and trouble sleeping. I can’t have ketchup at all, right now, since back when I was having potato chips and ketchup, I wasn’t getting as bad heartburn until one day it got painful. For now, it is hard for me to stay stable with my physical health, because at least my mental health is treated. At the very least, I’m trying my best to keep it together.

Why I Avoid Socializing With My Family

Over the holidays, few people interact with me directly. I find it uncomfortable, and rude. So I’ve avoided the holidays since 2016, and feel much better for it. I avoid people who drink at any rate, only because it winds me up watching it. I’m frankly disturbed by certain drinking habits, if only because I feel like, wow, energetic expectations of thoughts and feelings leading to me breaking my sobriety for others, which is not going to happen. I refuse to drink ever again. I’m not drinking anymore, period, because that could outright kill me, give me alcohol poisoning and get me very sick. What is it with my family wanting to sabotage my health? I’d rather spend the holidays with myself rather than THEM. No, see, I have distanced myself for my own mental health since I’d rather hang out with lucid, not silly, and depressed, too depressed to take a joke, since I am grateful I take after certain people who had a sense of humor.

Spontaneous Healing: Cut on My Arm

The fence in the summer of 2018 was falling apart. Why was it falling apart so soon after I gave up driving in favor of taking the bus? The fence door kept getting slammed shut when I’d get home, because that energy found its way to the nails, which were bent, and that was what was making the first board fall apart, the board with the door handle, swell! The nails were bent out of shape, these pictures are on my phone, but not very clear. I keep pictures of all psychokinesis events. On day in the summer, and I can’t remember what year, I was ripping apart the fence because it was driving me crazy, having a board loose. What happened next was that I scraped up my arm, and I remember staring at the blood thinking, gee, hmm, I have a cut on my arm; I may as well go to urgent care. Then I thought, great, felt a rush of heat from my head; next thing I look at is a healed arm, with nothing on it. I wasn’t even going to have to call my neighbor to take me to urgent care. Whatever it was disappeared. I was floored, thinking, say what? This was a “my life is too much like Smallville moment.”

It is bad enough there is a doorknob in this house’s garage that is dented by a dent the size of my thumb. In the summer of 2019, a hernia was confirmed, in my diaphragm, and I had decided to give up driving in February 2019, since I was going to therapy Fall 2018, which made my knee bend better.