I have a lot of anxiety disorders rolling around in my head, as I feel I also have CPTSD. Me getting into rage frenzies, comes from being forced to put up with all kinds of abuse. My family simply doesn’t respect my boundaries because they never admit they are wrong about anything. They should really hear themselves talk. The way I treat them is with kindness and respect compared to the way they treat me. My anxiety revolves around them often enough. I’m trying to learn to let it go since I can’t control their behavior in a codependent way. I can’t change other people. I’m going to read the Language of Letting Go, next year. I’m also reading There is Nothing Wrong With You by Cheri Huber.
I can foresee disaster. I can tell who is trustworthy and who is not. My forties will be easy because I’m able to foresee stuff, trust myself, trust the colors I see around people, and know with my uncanny instinct who to trust. This blog holds me to taking the next steps in my life. So when I write about business ideas, I’m holding myself accountable to go out and get shit done. And get shit done, I do. I do not let feeling run down impact my ability to get something done. The clairvoyance thingamabob I’m finally able to acknowledge is real is something that I’ve had my entire life. It makes me a good judge of character, and I think the East West people will trust my judgment.
Without overloading myself, I need to take business classes such as Business Law 18, and a bunch of business undergraduate classes in general to offset how much work I have to do for the MBA I want indulge myself in getting. Accounting can also be taken at the junior college level. There are many online classes ahead besides my metaphysical class work I want to do. Yes, for now, because of the knee issue that my conscious mind can’t let go of, I have to limit myself to online classes. Yes, there are many classes ahead. I have to squeeze in art classes.
I need to go to the county clerk office in Santa Clara, or do it online. It is $40.00 to file for Tough B’s fictitious name statement. Or something, like that anyway. So eventually I’m going to have to suck it up and use extra income from the transcription job. I finally managed to send in my work properly for this job. It took doing. We have to go over the template. Transcription may be a better way to get an outsourced online job than copywriting was because of the California AB 5 bill. Fictitious name statement filings are coming.
Textbroker is a freelance website that is impacted by the new California AB 5 law, because those of us who write may get blacklisted as we live in California. I will no longer have access to OpenOrders. This law has to play out in the full view of the California labor code. Some companies do not want to hire someone as a permanent employee but the new law is designed to prevent writers, editors, and cartoonists from submitting 35 content submissions per year. This bill is nothing but a way to stop writers from freelancing because some of us do not have the time or energy to be a full-time employee. Nobody stopped to think about this impact, now did they?
I need to submit more stories to magazines. Transcription is a much more stable Internet based job right now. Some feel this new law is a way to hire permanence-style freelancers who get paid more rather than paid pennies. So in which case, other companies must blacklist those they are not willing to hire. Either way I’m screwed as an outsourced freelancer, because how I would love to work at a California company as a remote writer.
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