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What Is Claircognizance?

On Sunday morning, I was on a roll with my article on Claircognizance, but the power temporarily went out, and scared me to death.  Here goes another draft. Claircognizance is called clear thinking for a reason, and for me, it is a steady march of ideas, insights, and writing in my head.  My books have been rattling around in there for years. I have to start writing my books, my friends, only because they are all stuck in my head, causing me immense stress.  Sure, Journey to Atlantis is the sequel to Opening New Dimensions, and is still in none other than in my head.  I am having a hard time focusing because of Mr. hernia, so I’m doing my best to drag myself to the computer so I can show up, and get work done.

Is it Possible to be Both Psychic and Schizoaffective?

And in my case, OCD, and yes, it is possible to be both psychic and schizoaffective. I’m simply a sensitive with a mental illness. Michelle Belanger gets into in her chapter on the subject lurking in The Psychic Energy Codex, a useful book I read and committed to memory. This chapter is called A Razor-Thin Line. She feels that a person’s “initial reactions to psychic experience can have superficial commonalities with mental illness, particularly schizophrenia and schizo-affective disorders. The confusion between these two aspects of internal experience can be enough to make any psychic run away screaming in terror from his or her perceptions” (51). This is something she says to remind me that mental illness does carry a stigma, even if you are medication consistent. I have had encounters with people who weren’t so kind in pagan and psychic groups. This is why I want to start my own training/teaching circle for those with mental illness.

 

 

 

 

Belanger, Michelle. The Psychic Energy Codex: Awakening Your Subtle Senses. 2007. Weiser Books, San Francisco, CA./Newport, MA. Pp. 51.

Breaking Through Psychic Interference

Psychic interference is all about somebody blocking a reading, energy, or information from you.  My parents used to make sure I didn’t know about my psychic talent or my mental illnesses.  They’d restrict information both in the form of books, and thoughts.  Anything about the psychic rests on thoughts. I got around this stuff by saying, okay, I can channel information on mental illness, and what I channeled was, you need medication.  I couldn’t just get around their bullshit by saying, I’m going to a doctor or a hospital.  I didn’t even go to the hospital in college when I was not doing medication for a certain part of a semester.  Back then I also took what therapy I could get on campus.

Psychic Attack

What is it?  Psychic attack can come in the form of any abusive behavior.  Psychic attack is all about making somebody else suffer.  Abusers know how to do this very well.  Abusive behavior in the form of emotional abuse, verbal abuse, psychological a abuse, physical abuse and sexual abuse is something that can qualify as a psychic attack.  Children who grow up in abusive families have their brains radically altered from experiencing that kind of abuse.  The children come from families where abusive behavior is the norm.  They don’t get a break.  This is a form of insidious psychic attack on mind, body and spirit.  My psychic attack book written under my pen name is going to get into that.

Selling a Business/Paying People

After free legal counseling from SCORE on Zoom, I’m able to say that my plan to sell the Shadow Network is something that might yet work.  I have a business plan and research put together.  Selling a business is necessary so that the right people can buy it.  I’m not saying whom, but the Shadow Network should interest people who hire psychics.  I’d like to be the HR person who is screening psychics for the network.  At that point, my business partners and I have to screen our psychics with specific questions I haven’t come up with yet.  We are looking for genuinely good-hearted people, who do not have a dark heart with wanting to hurt someone using their talents.

What if Something Happens to Me After I Make Money?

I worry about the possible hospital bill but once I start selling my businesses, and making real income, I will be able to pay my people.  That is a fact of life, since I want to pay my people well.  I can’t have them do stuff for me free.  I worry that something could happen to me because of Cthulu’s psychic attacks when I do make money (my family, being referred to as Cthulu), only because that is the reason why I don’t make money right now.  We are not living my whole life afraid of Cthulu only because I feel it my duty to fear making money because I’m afraid of having money if some might try to get at it.  Its my money not your money, and I’m not just going to give it to you.

Opening Streams of Income

There is such thing as having multiple streams of income open to me.  This is necessary in order to make real income so I can put myself in a rehabilitation facility in Los Angeles such as Bridges to Recovery and Passages.  I now have two options as I’ve been reading a book about Passages.  Having options merely means a better shot at staying recovered.  I’m trying to keep myself together.  My blog could be a stream of income, my art work another, a normal job, freelancing, with book publishing being another.  Income is as income does, and I need to start using my Clickbank more.  I find Clickbank confusing though.

How to Heal Yourself

With the cut on my arm, I was thinking, dang it, I have to go to urgent care.  Then I thought, really?  Do I have to?  I’d rather just treat it at home. Now while I know that going to get treated whenever possible is something I should be doing to get back at my parents, I was in, I don’t feel like leaving the neighborhood mode.  The cut suddenly vanished right in my face when I was thinking, gosh, I need to go to get it treated.  It just disappeared.  Was it psychokinesis?  Was it I?  Was it an angel?  Was it the gods?  I’m just wondering how the hell it disappeared.  If any readers have any answers for all three blog posts, please feel free to contact me.  I’m confused, and I really at this point, am wondering about all the times I have experienced spontaneous healing and why some stuff heals while other stuff doesn’t.  It is sheer luck that autoimmune thrombocytopenia doesn’t make me bleed as much as it could right now.  I’ve been plenty stable the last three years or so.

Spontaneous Healing: The Cut on My Arm

It was a typical summer day back in 2018, I had no therapy to go to, I suspect this was in July or August of 2018.  My fence was falling apart because of my energy that was affecting the metal nails; as much as it was caused by the way I’d slam the door because I was frustrated about my money situation.  Then the board for the fence was ripped off, by yours truly while using my chi. I had cut myself in the process leaving blood, a line of blood, and me thinking, well I guess I’d better call my neighbor to get to urgent care.  As I step towards the door, starting at the cut, I look down and it vanishes without blood so much as getting on my t-shirt.  One minute it is there, the next minute it is gone.  I’m not kidding around; you think I could make this up?  Same thing with the boil, I have experienced spontaneous healing before.  Where does it come from and how do you control it?  I’m lost.

Time Traveling Aliens Fixed My Heart

I’ve had visions of this, it is the only explanation left.  I mean think about it, here is a baby born to my mother, who is schizoaffective from birth, and OCD from birth, and was born with a heart condition called patent ductus ateriosus, which by the way requires surgery but don’t think this is my usual crackpot idea.  Patent ductus ateriosus most often requires surgery, it means the blood flows the wrong way, and that implies surgery is the only way to fix this problem.  Now I know how lucky I am, thanks, and only because my future self from another time line was with the time traveling aliens.

Now people, why does this idea make sense from an Occam’s Razor point of view.  My other theory is that I healed myself, using my psychic healing talent.  Either way, the hole didn’t close up until I was roughly 3 and I got sent to a pediatric cardiologist in Spain or something like that according to my medical record. So hey, my future self was with time traveling aliens because my doctors, including my diabetes educator and my physical therapist know that heart conditions like the ones of this magnitude do not necessarily up and walk away.  This theory I have makes “sense” from a science fiction writer’s perspective.

So in which case, they healed me with a square, white device.  I have visions from the Akashic Records about this, although we know how I feel about trusting those, or myself in general.  Yes, well, the thing is, I’m pretty much sold on this idea that came from Higher Self.  Higher Self’s wisdom is not total lunacy, is accurate to the best of my knowledge only because it may be true, we all know this.