They really can’t, not if people vote by mail, need to get the stimulus check by mail, and need mail to be used for various things like in my case, test strips that are coming by mail. I’m trying to remind myself how unconstitutional it is to shut down the mail as people are fighting him at every turn. The whole planet is demanding justice, amid COVID-19. Justice is something that not everybody gets on Earth. How fair is it that I’m alive while some other kid with 22q is dead. I’m one of the lucky ones, so I’m going to live long enough to become a judge and bring fairness to the world. I have stuff to do with my life, so they really can’t shut down the postal service since I’m going to try to send certain people snail mail.
I have immense trouble showing myself compassion while I have plenty to give others and since with the pandemic, I live by myself and others are in short supply, I’m trying to show myself the compassion I need to show myself. Compassion is a waste in someone who is codependent enough to put up with abuse. Abusers are pretty much into messing with someone by gaslighting them in order to bring them down. They look for victims in people who would offer them compassion. I’m working on my codependency as it is. I refuse to be mistreated anymore by anybody, in particular my own family. Take it or leave it.
Yes, for people with money, staying home a lot isn’t so bad. But for people without money like me, we need the stimulus check. I’m trying to make money by whatever means possible. I’m trying to get my writing done. I’m trying to get my writing out there because I’m trying to get myself together. I get up at 3:00 a.m. to write since I go to bed at 6:00 a.m., which makes me a partial night person. I’m wondering when that stimulus check will be sent. I’m only asking about this because I need it, and millions of low-income Americans need it. Income inequality is a real thing because people don’t see that they are stuck in their social class based on how much money they make. School doesn’t equalize anything, it just means that we all get soft skills that help us get along with people in the workplace. The Republicans and I also blame the Democrats, have delayed the stimulus check because, like an arguing couple, they didn’t agree on anything. Get it together people.
I have now harbored a deep-seated prejudice towards men because of my prior demanding relationship. Men have trouble thinking with their big heads, not their little heads. Their penises run their natural lives. They demand things like attention and time that my ex often demanded of me. I was like, wow, I had to dump him because I was thinking that he was taking up my time, and energy. I had a knee injury I was recovering from in 2016, a stiff knee, and I was in a lot of pain. Don’t demand it from an ill person for goodness sake, I had to dump him. Men just are a huge, colossal waste of energy. I say this because I want to avoid them for a hot minute at this point in my life.
A Return To Honor is about a small planet getting ready to join the Galactic Federation. I finished the story when somebody gets their memories tampered with. I have to finish this traumatizing scene so I can finish the rest of the story. I tried to finish it as a cliffhanger but the thing is it is only one novella. This novella was one that started a short story in high school. I wrote off-page stuff for that version but the version I worked on last year, is more or less not quite finished even if I jumped the gun and submitted what I had to Tor. Tor didn’t take it, probably because it didn’t seem finished to them. Publishers do not have to take a story, so they chose not to. In the end, I’m realizing I need to finish this story to even begin to submit it. I just abandoned the project.
Marketing is about using social media among other methods to attract customers. My weakness for my Iria the Irrepressible business was that I was not marketing it enough. Advertising shows that a business is out there and you need to tell people what a business is about in order to begin to sell it. Newspaper ads are one way to market a business, which makes me instantly think of Craigslist as a way to market the business. Marketing tries to answer a basic question, how do your products stand out from others? Make your product unique and let it stand out to other customers, with the way you tell people your product exists.
Lemuria was a peaceful and spiritually developed civilization on this planet that existed 12 million years ago, they left behind Lemurian crystals for us to use as we reclaim our spiritual heritage. Mine is small, I can’t take a picture but it is small and very powerful. I use it on my 3rd eye and my crown chakra to relax. The crystal sits on my third eye as I try in vain to settle myself down and organize the information in my head, books, ideas, etc. It does help improve my concentration. I see the ladder-striations in my crystal, as library levels. Indeed, my crystal has information in it. To think I bought it on eBay. I don’t necessarily have access to white sand right now, so whatever, I can’t do the exercise on this web page.
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I have creative non-fiction short story ideas in my head. One is about near death experiences, burnt at the stake in 12th century England. The Perfect Copy is about cloning and could be turned into a television series. I’m telling you I’m flooded with ideas, so I use a Lemurian crystal to download the ideas into, so as to keep it all straight. It’s a Reiki charged Lemurian crystal. The last time I went to a Reiki infused online event, I made sure the crystals got some. My ideas come in fast and furious, even treated with medication. It is quite a mental rush. I have trouble keeping myself together. This is why Reiki treatment comes in handy, and I need some from someone who is COVID negative. The Perfect Copy is about cloning being made legal, and people using it while a cop investigates the situation, a female cop named R.J. Salinger.
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