The key to not overloading myself is to keep chanting the mantra, “I’m fine as I am,” I’m okay, I do not have to overload myself to prove something to someone. I don’t have to do it to prove how tough I am, or how I can handle it. I’m surprised I got the grades I did at San Francisco State University. These days, I’m able to get better grades, as evident at Greyschool.org, which I’m limiting my access to because I have to save money for groceries, I already got Prilosec for my constant heartburn from Mr. Hernia. This is why the virus would linger quite a bit. Having surgery right now is a huge mistake. Needless to say school online is better than school in person, I do not want to use my emergency funds for online school. No, the money is better spent on a new phone, just in case.
Taken from both the De Anza course catalog, and the San Jose State B.A. in anthropology course catalog.
Considering classes are canceled right now, I got a whole degree online at Foothill College many years ago. I have been lazy about getting my transcript to see how much work I’ve actually gotten done that would be good towards another Bachelor’s. To fact check myself, I already took ANTH 2 Cultural anthropology, and I took Physical Anthropology too although I’d like to take them to keep my credits fresh. At this point I’d be taking ANTHR 3 Introduction to Archaeology at De Anza first, even if I’d take physical anthropology in the classroom. My memory is coming back as I took ANTH 5, Magick, Science and Religion.
I’d be taking ANTH 012 Human Evolution, at San Jose State, where I’d need to take ANTH 131, Theories of Culture, and ANTH 191, Frontiers of Anthrology. Each would be 15 units total, but after hernia surgery I’m going to have to still be careful and treat taking on extra work gingerly, since these three courses mentioned above are Core Requirements or 15 units worth of work, two classes per semester after I finish my IGETC if I already do not have enough money to move to Los Angeles just yet after starting my business.
ANTH 168 is the one course I need from Research Methods, along with ANTH 169 Archaeological Fieldwork, which interests me. Then Cultural anthropology as a category demands 6 units of ANTH 149 Ethnographic methods. ANTH 132, Creating Built Worlds, adding up to 6 units in this category Cultural Anthropology. Archaeology is ANTH 165, Historical Archaeology, is the one class I need to complete the requirements. Physical Anthropology requires 6 units or two classes, such as ANTH 152, Becoming Human, and ANTH 157, Forensic Anthropology (which would be good for private investigation work, as well as forensic psychology work).
Finally, I need to take major electives or 6 units of these, such as ANTH 180, Individual Studies, and ANTH 184 Directed reading. This has me finishing this degree, in two years, as I have 12 classes left so this could be done in two years, preparing me for an Archaeology masters at UCLA although I also want to finish an MFA, I’ve known many people with three or more masters degrees.
I’m glad you guys are quitting the royal family to strike out on having a life of your own away from their scrutiny. I’m sure Meghan, that you’ve pointed out to Harry how much they mistreat him also. Meghan herself has been mistreated; this was not lost on Harry either. This is because truly racist people do not like mixed race people. While there is no excuse for this level of racist agendas, that they have against her, and at least she doesn’t tolerate their behavior. I’m grateful you guys are going to leave only because it is better for your mental health. The fact is, I read this somewhere online, that Meghan is good for Harry because he got her to quit caffeine, that means she is helping him better himself. That’s always a good thing.
I’ve witnessed Rose Quartz affect snarky people’s behavior, in particular one member of the pagan community, who was affected by this in a big way. I saw her demeanor change to being calm, nice, and less abrasive. I also need to get kyanite to start a protection grid for myself, amethyst to set up a sleep-related grid in my mattress. I’ve seen gemstones have an effect on my family too, but anyway, I use them for diabetes also, even if they are no substitute for medication. Stonework is finally interesting me again, without familial influences slowing me down. I actually want to become a gemstone healer? Yes, really, I do, and this strikes me as bizarre. But okay, I will try.
All the paranoia average folks are feeling right now is my ordinary, and daily existence. My actual life is paranoia, paranoia, paranoia, everybody’s coming to get me. Just like that one song, from Greenday, my life is about paranoia. Paranoia is a mental health symptom. I’m not sick but I’m not well, visions, looking in the mirror, to see a little bit clearer, and I’m not sick but I’m not well, because only stupid people are breeding. Yes, this song, is the story of my life. Sometimes I get ultra paranoid give or take the current situation with coronavirus. Everything was normal one minute, then Italy went into quarantine. My point is that now you average folks know how mentally ill people feel daily, which is why medication is so great for the situation. Even if I’m with someone I trust, I still get paranoid. After coronavirus I will not look at crowds that make me paranoid, the same way again, since it might make me feel good, or happy to deal with crowds.
I can’t have spicy anything, tomato, onion, or onion powder anything which limits the types of chips I can eat. I won’t be living with these restrictions forever but Friday’s appointment will clarify my surgery options. I’m refusing to spend this week paranoid, but what I would like is for my family to butt out since my health problems are none of their business. Don’t ask, don’t tell, don’t pester, and don’t complain to me about how I get free medical care when I qualify so in which case, I’d like my Facebook friends to not let on to anybody family what’s going on. So in which case, loose lips sink ships. My mother wears me out with only talking to me about my health problems to the exclusion of what a complex person I am. She acts like that is all there is, and I find this extremely annoying.
I have many past lives where I’ve been burnt at the stake, for no good reason other than being a healer, a community leader, and being a female who has her own resources. Anyway, the thing is, that I’m pretty much able to remember a lot of what being burnt at the stake is actually like. Being burnt at the stake is all about a society turning against you. In modern times it’s rather like getting arrested for something you didn’t do. People who got burnt at the stake were the different ones, the ones who stood out. To this day people still get bullied if they stand out.
The Spanish Inquisition reads like this. In the 1400s, the Spanish people had an easy-going relationship with the Jewish people in Spain but not to mention with the Muslims also. Then somebody secret society, maybe, decided to start drama. Needless to say, by the 1500s, people were busy kicking the Jews and Muslims out of Spain or forcibly converting them to be Catholic. Protestants also fell victim to this but isn’t it any wonder that Spain is still overrun by the Catholic Church. The Inquisition was actually caused by certain factions. They wanted to stir up trouble. They succeeded. That’s how these “guiding forces” start drama. These days, that drama is coronavirus. Everything is fine until those who stir up trouble, well, do the deed that stirs up trouble. The human race is used to their behavior, not to mention being pushed around.
Baywatch, Melrose Place, 90210, all of these TV shows betray my real age to people, in particular the X-Files. All these were before the times of kids today. Xena: Warrior Princess was a huge 1990s TV show, as was Star Trek the Next Generation, Deep Space Nine, and Voyager. In the present, we have Star Trek: Discovery, and Star Trek: Picard to name a few. I want to become a television producer, only because I have ideas for TV, as well as comic books. I have stuff to get done with my life, to get from Point A to point B. I’m trying here. But anyway, yes, I’m also watching Veronica Mars, an offering from the 2000s, as is Smallville. I’m decades older than I look.
iriavp 