My big business idea is VIPQ Enterprises, the name is my initials, VIP, Very important person, Q meaning 22q, and Q on Star Trek. This is the name that I will file for an Employer Identification Number with as well as write a coherent business plan for all entities, has to be that I will manage to work on the subcategories. My business ideas are all on a huge list that I’ve organized. I’m trying to see what is done and what is not done. I’m otherwise confusing myself. You see, the Secret is all about visualization and belief. I’m trying to use the belief part, the belief that I really can sleep the whole night, for example. There are business plans that are finished and ones that are not. My psychic business name is the Indomitable Spirit.
The plan is to sell my business to somebody who can put it together although I’d keep the t-shirt business. I don’t know which ideas I should sell yet but there is much work to be done, my friends. I’m trying to focus on one item at a time. Yes, one at a time because otherwise I will get terribly confused because I’m trying to keep my head above water although it is nice to have stuff to get done, to keep myself busy. Busy is good for you but not too many things to get done all at once though. I’m doing my best to keep to one item at a time.
VIPQ Enterprises is my vehicle business for all the other subcategories. I tried making a list of stuff like Art, my PASS plan, and the psychic/witchcraft business ideas that involve me becoming a tarot card reader. This is why I have to finish Greyschool.com because I want to move up to year 6. They have plenty of psychic arts classes and I’ve taken many a Tarot card class. I could post that huge Tarot paper on my blog perhaps to show I know the cards.
This is but one option for me in terms of my skill set. Becoming a professional psychic reader means that I can work my own schedule in terms of what parts of my schedule is good for me. I mean I’m eager to get back to school but not too eager to overload myself in terms of how stressed I could possibly get. Stress would pull me back into caffeine addiction as well as alcoholism. I cannot afford to get too stressed out. Yes and that is why I take Greyschool so slow is because I do not want to overload myself.
I have a WIX website out there somewhere that is the barebones of my psychic business. I also want to use my blog to build business. I have an idea, to start working as a virtual assistant for psychics. This could be a work-from-home business for me and for other people. I have to work on my old business ideas list though. I want to figure out a way to work with other psychics so that I can make enough money to cover my Home Owner’s Association fee eventually. I have the feeling my doctor’s blessing will come if I sleep the whole night or at least become a perfect type 1 diabetic. Success will eventually arise. I’m close, as some on my Facebook page will tell you.
Due to past life fears coming up in my present, I’m still terrified of crowds. Going to any Whole Foods is one huge crowd. I fear games, auditoriums, plays and clubs. Not stores necessarily, that fear has been dealt with properly. But I still have a persistent fear of crowded bridges, highways, etc. I fear being burnt at the stake in this lifetime, again, as I’m paranoid about such things. I’m trying to take it easy this summer, as my life is no longer as stressful as it once was. I spent many years trying to figure out how my brain worked or didn’t work.
How was I supposed to know when growing up that I had schizophrenia but was not put on medication? Crowds still scare me a touch, in particular crowds at shows. I am troubled by present life flashbacking and past life flashbacking. I get both. But see, I’m trying not to pressure myself into doing much right now. At all. If anything. I’m trying to heal my knee. But then again I may eventually set myself up with a part-time job in the real world as well as a volunteer gig.
Past life fears crop up every now and then along with past life knowledge. This is why I say I have an instructional manual in my head. Actually there is a lot in there. There is a lot going on. I dare say my next relationship will have to understand that. I need help unpacking what is in my head. Maybe with hypnosis, a tape recorder, and trance channeling as I’m something called a trance medium, maybe we can uncover what is in there. It is a lot of work, which has to be done with safety in mind though, as well as bearing in mind I have schizoaffective.
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Depending on how I’m feeling, I have some new t-shirts to print such as “Don’t mess with me. I have OCD,” and “No Stigma.” Having the nerve to wear one of my t-shirts is another story altogether. Wearing a t-shirt is easy. People do react with humor to my t-shirts. My favorite t-shirt idea by far is “sin verguenza,” which in Spanish means shameless. An example of a television character who has this trait is Hawkeye from M*A*S*H* because he is busy flirting with women every chance he gets. Making money from my t-shirt business means I’m having a good day.
I would like to make income in whatever way possible. My t-shirts could be what can make me into the billionaire I’d like to become so that I can pay for school as well as help bring about greater changes in the world. I’m also contemplating writing eBooks. Ebooks is one way to make money along with ClickBank. I’m going to submit my business empire lists as one way to complete a PASS Plan which I lost a copy of in my clean-my-desk frenzy I went into yesterday. I’m cleaning only if I get good sleep or was stable in the middle of the night. I’m still fighting nightly wars.
What I’m going to start doing with my life is that I actually need to start making money. Copywriting pleases Green Man, a pagan deity, quite a bit. The Green Man is shown with a face surrounded or shown with branches and vines that sprout from the mouth, nostrils, or other parts of his face. Green Man is a decorative ornament found in cathedrals. The Green Man is not just synonymous with pagan culture but takes many forms cross-culturally. I feel compelled to write about him here as a type of offering.
He did tell me in a vision at a pagan even that I’m supposed to be doing more with my life regardless of my health problems. I can only squeeze in so much, hun. I try my best to be productive daily though. I’m better than many people in that respect. So he respects my work far more than other people would. My work from home jobs are perfectly valid, and so is my entrepreneurship. You see, I have tried to explain to Green Man that my knee is much better; I would like it to be all the way better. It is hard to keep carrying on the way I do though, and I’m definitely working on keeping my head above water. Today, my desk sorely needs cleaning/organizing. I slept well last night and woke up at like 9. I’m taking it easy this whole month by taking everything slow. I cannot be pestered by my family or myself to do something with my life. I’m trying my best with what I’ve been given.
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I’m attempting to read Maya Angelou poems, and books in order to jump-start my fiction. As I’m both a fiction and non-fiction writer, I have the head for either. I need to write my short stories in A Perfect Copy world, and my fan fiction. I also have to write my poetry. Poetry is a lot of work at times but at other times, it can feel easy. Maya Angelou’s poems have occasional rhyming in it. While at San Francisco State, the graduate students forbade us to write rhyming poems. I need to read more poetry this year. I mean I got a C+ in my poetry class at State.
This was in 2006/2007. Creative writing is an intensive field. Literature is about telling a good story in which characters break rules, which set up the existing conflict. The act of story telling is about resolving the conflict in whatever way possible. Likewise, television is about watching the conflict from a distance. Conflict keeps life interesting, as without it, we would be bored. But too much drama is a bad thing for your soul and metabolism. Too much drama can make a person ill, from the trauma of that stuff.
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How many histrionics does it take to change a lightbulb?
One so long as they are the center of attention, calling attention to themselves with flirtatious behavior or wearing a dress outside of their culture.
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How many borderlines does it take to change a lightbulb?
It depends on what kind of mood the borderline is in. Sometimes they are not in good moods, or maybe just being asked to change the light bulb will set off a bad mood.
How many narcissists does it take to change a lightbulb?
Narcissists want someone else to change the light bulb, preferably a plumber or someone of a lower social class than they are.
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My alcoholism has impacted my life because alcohol was cheaper than law school. I should have not even tried it in the first place as someone with hypothyroidism because alcohol can make brain fog worse. You see, we alcoholics do not know how much we drink. It can make schizophrenia worse. I spent my twenties trying many different medications without a proper diagnosis of schizoaffective only because I was still not allowed to visit a proper psychiatrist. Without a good diagnosis that makes sense, I didn’t know what I was dealing with and I think my doctor who diagnosed my 22q didn’t know that I was being groomed for alcohol consumption.
I should have not touched it but you see, we often do not know how much we were drinking. By 2004, I had a high tolerance for alcohol but I had no clue how much it was interfering with my life until 2007 when I graduated. Somehow I stayed half-assed stable during college. Yes, I got stigmatized that one half a semester I was off meds. Yes, they passed the pen around to me over and over again, a pen that had a medication on it, as if I was missing the point. I eventually yelled at them to stop and said something nasty to someone to get them to shut up. At San Francisco State, there was attitude, snark, and nasty behavior. I rebelled against this crap because I prefer to be a politics-free nice person. I would have finished law school early had I been stable enough to figure out how to get away from my family. But no, alcoholism was one huge distraction hissy fit. I have stayed away from alcohol 9 years now. I will never go back as I get flirtatious, girly, and easily brainwashed. A psychic with my level of talent should not drink, period.
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