I’m grateful this program exists only because I need it to. I’m working on making sure that I do not overspend. I want to run my expenses spreadsheet by my therapist trainee who will look at it while we both make decisions as to how I’m spending my money. I’m trying to be specific about what I’m buying, so I’m working on spreadsheets only because I want to make sure that I don’t overspend or that I know exactly what I’m spending my money on. I’m doing my best to budget accordingly. I’m going to buy essential oils that will be my bid to keep myself well. I’m also going to buy nutritional supplements.
I feel that you guys owe many different countries on this planet money. How many cases of coronavirus have mild to no symptoms? I have chronic illness like you wouldn’t believe, and here I am still paranoid this Easter Sunday, about contracting coronavirus from people in my neighborhood, or people who deliver my groceries or food. Grocery delivery has worked out great for me, because I get to not over spend and I preserve my budget this way. But you know what, I’m not that pissed off at coronavirus, although the deaths are sure terrifying to hear about. Don’t support the work of people who do not want to work on sustainability for this planet’s ecosystem. They mean to cull the herd, this just gave them an opportunity to blame somebody else. So anyway, China did a good job of containing the situation but now it is the United States’ turn to work on it. California has strict stay at home orders, which I’m following.
Believing in myself got messed up somewhere after college. I’ve taken a long break from normal academic institutions, only because I felt that it would send me straight back to alcoholism and caffeine addiction. It is not only those two addictions that would come back up again, but workaholism too. I do not feel adequate sometimes, like the crap I’ve been told about having a low IQ, and not having the aptitude for my interests, is silly. Nobody in my family bothers to read my stories anyway for one, much less read my articles, or papers at any rate. I could pass an English class now, in my sleep, particularly if it is online. This summer I plan on enrolling in an online English class. I do need my transcript, something I’ve been lazy about getting. I’m working on restoring my self-confidence.
Jeff Bezos is a dark, selfish man in my mind, after he canceled employee’s part time benefits. Then, COVID-19 was discovered inside a Seattle facility, and two people were exposed enough to get the virus from this without being told they had been exposed. Now I’m hopping mad at Jeff Bezos. His price gouging is also unbelievably rude, in this time of great anxiety for most people, due to not knowing where money will come from. I’m getting that stimulus check eventually. History will say that Jeff Bezos is a jerk that didn’t provide for his employees. Look at how history admires Steve Jobs and Apple in general, but many viewed him as a jerk because this majority actually hated him in life. In death, I do talk to him when he pops by on occasion. Jeff Bezos, quit being selfish and give any and all employees health benefits.
I stayed alchy only because I was pretty much stressed out from school all the time. I wanted a gap year to work. My family was not keen on this because they felt I shouldn’t take a break from school. Was this my decision to make at 18? Yes, I made the mistake of not being mentally organized enough because I was drinking. I was being enabled to drink, sure, but the responsibility remains in my court. I’m trying to make something of my life right now, and I feel I was robbed of the ability to think clearly up until age 28 when I said to myself, am I going to let my mother run my life for the rest of my existence or am I going to let myself be kicked around. I’m pretty much going to continue my treatment plan, only because I’m doing well on the medication.
It will lead to careers in HR or perhaps understanding ancient civilizations as well as modern social groups. Anthropology has always fascinated me, as I want other Associates degrees. With the stimulus check, I may be able to enroll in a variety of coursework. Anthropology teaches you how people react to things, which makes it a similar field to psychology. It is fascinating because of the way the human race seemed to have less technology in the remote past, than we do now, but yet had the technology to build the Great Pyramids. Pseudoanthropology is very different from real anthropology. I have an interest in both real anthropology and the ancient aliens kind, so watch me try to fulfill my curiosity.
iriavp 