A narcissist lies about everything. They can change of course, but it is hard for them. Narcissists tell many a lie. Their lies are about you; but these lies are truly contained with what they do to you that makes up the root of the lie. Narcissists are truly swept away in their little world. They can change if they work at it, although the best way to control their crap is to not defend yourself. I’m pretty much fed up with my family’s crap. The key is not to defend yourself too much but to let the truth speak. It is only because they want to malign you with their lying thought process. I do believe that narcissists can change with a lot of therapy, but no, Z-D is not into that.
My transcription job is something I’m taking the training for very seriously. I’m going to have to submit the last bit of the training soon enough because I want to pass but I have to line up other jobs in order to secure a paycheck again. Yes, I will ask for help with the Internet bill this month, which is incredibly pricey. I’m just wondering how the California AB 5 bill further affects freelance writers. I’m trying my best to find a new paycheck through publishing articles. But anyway, yes, I’m not getting much in the way of income right now, and it is scaring me just a little bit.
Type 1 Diabetes Anniversary
This May marks 29 years of type 1-diabetes. I’m lucky to be alive with all the near-misses I had growing up in which somehow I never passed out. I’m able to look back on my childhood thinking, wow, I mean I just got lucky. As I’m winning the diabetes war, I’m realizing I am lucky, despite being low-income. I might eventually updrade pumps for free while they give me a continuous glucose monitor. But the thing is, I need to start the business. I will get that started soon enough. I’m trying to keep my head above water with my money situation, but that is proving to be very difficult. Although not spending money is easy since I have a lot of food in the house, even if I have to bake some of it. I’m lucky I’m alive at 38.
The next steps involve simply going to spiritualist centers, churches, and organizations, like the Church of Divine Science, with the presentation itself. I’m good at presentations, having done many at San Francisco State for different classes. I’m going to be able to nail those presentations. They will get membership in an LLC, and for those of you who do not know what an LLC is: its defined as a partnership, with LLC owners being members of the organization I’m trying to start, calling it Shadow of the Phoenix Rising. The general public gets free membership. We need to look up California LLC regulations if nothing else to make sure I’m doing things right. We need to get myself to SCORE soon to clear my plan with my counselors. I suppose articles of organization need to be filed. We are selling this idea to metaphysical bookshops, remember?
Works Cited
https://www.investopedia.com/terms/l/llc.asp
I do have Powerpoint software on this computer that can be used to put together a presentation for any potential partner. Why? Because I need to make sure that I get people on board this business idea. I think that my plan to charge one prominent bookshop associated with a religious organization $500,000 to be a LLC partner, is sound. The rest of the bookshops we sign up together can be $100,000 each to become a member of this LLC. I need to drop in and get SCORE counseling big time. SCORE is moving buildings again, so I will pay them a visit in their new building. The bus is actually functional these days, and I use it.
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