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You people want to kill those with disabilities by making them oppressed with their financial situation. Returning to the preexisting condition Dark Ages is not something I need to do when I have more money. Do you have a heart at all or is it corrupted by saying that people without preexisting conditions are “doing things the right way.” Refusing to sell medical care for people with preexisting conditions is barbaric. If I have higher health care costs, its because I have type 1 diabetes through no fault of my own. I have schizoaffective, as in I’m both schizophrenic and bipolar at the same time. Medication helps. I also have OCD.

You people are not doing sick people the favor of making sure that we do not have to wrestle with the preexisting condition demon. Disallowing coverage for rape, domestic violence, assault, and PTSD is so wrong. It is up to the next president to change the existing rules once again. Some of you want to charge more for a preexisting condition. How sad, despite the states having more flexibility in how they manage their health care systems. You say the new plans would protect people with preexisting conditions but I don’t believe you, seeing as you are Republican and you want to make sure those of us with preexisting conditions do not get coverage.

It’s sad that somebody with asthma needs to be the prisoner of a company that wants to make a fortune with the evil preexisting condition clause getting in the way. Healthcare is all about keeping people alive and not outright sabotage with bringing back the preexisting condition. I wanted to become a lawyer because I want to take on the healthcare system. I work hard to take care of myself as insulin and medication are required. I can’t even skip a dose on a night out. This is why I’m always carting around my medication with me.

Making people pay more for coverage is insane. Why are you gouging people who are already “suffocating”  with various expenses?  Insulin is a fortune. We need to work on lowering the price for all medical supplies. It is truly appalling how much you have to spend on this stuff at any rate. We diabetics need test strips, sweetie. This is a very expensive way to live since, at the store, strips are also expensive, absolutely why I  buy my strips online and deal with them being mailed out to me. Also, I have recently had my transition lens glasses pop out of their screw near the actual glass piece. I cannot put it back together, which means my psychokinesis might have something to do with the way it came undone.

If Medical offered to pay glasses, okay, great. But I really don’t want to pester them for anything more than a new cane. You see, I want off the dole. I want to make enough money to break away. This is because I want to start working my way through school since I’m supposed to pay for my higher education with my own money. Great. I will have to enroll in psych 1 first thing and retake my remedial English depending on how I test with the junior college system.  If I can skip remedial anything, I will. But then again that C is forever on my transcript.

Now that there is peace between North Korea and South Korea for the first time in 65 years, the threat is lessened. But we still have to worry about Russia. Cuba is not so much the worry despite what is happening with Russia. They are working on bringing peace to their region with a formal announcement about the end of this conflict coming up at the end of this year. They want to establish a “peace zone” at the conflicted border. The war had begun in 1950, coming to a head with an armistice three years later.

Certainly, my own fears of nuclear war have been eased, by hearing about this peace treaty. Now what to do about Russia and China, however, because we still have to worry about Chinese manufacturing taking over and Putin not leaving office in Russia, ever. I realized lately that nobody is dumb enough to drop the bomb in the present. And be responsible for environmental devastation? No. By now I think nobody is going to drop a bomb anywhere. We might be safer about that than we think. Dropping the bomb is a lost cause.

It is a very unnecessary way of resolving a conflict. It would be great if every country worked on nuclear disarmament. Dropping a bomb on anybody would only serve to set back a public version of First Contact. We stand a much better chance of not demeaning ourselves if we realize that nobody needs to do that. At the summit, Kim Jong Un and Moon Jae-in were busy planting a tree together. They both signed the Panmunjon Declaration for Peace, Prosperity, and Unification on the Korean Peninsula, as the first meeting between North and South Korea in 10 years.

The accord didn’t necessarily set out to tell what North Korea would get for denuclearization. The final peace situation must allow China and the United States to be involved. A deal is not completely agreed to yet. This is optimistic though for many who worry about nuclear war. North Korea has two satellites in orbit, which could mean that they are capable of launching an electromagnetic pulse or a hydrogen bomb such as one that North Korea was testing a year ago in September 2017. Countries with nuclear arsenals include China, France, Russia, the United Kingdom and the United States. Other states with nuclear weapons are India, North Korea, and Pakistan. NATO member nuclear states according to Wikipedia include Belgium, Italy, Netherlands, and Turkey. States that formerly had nuclear weapons are Belarus, Kazakhstan, South Africa, and Ukraine. Israel also has nuclear weapons capabilities, as in 75 to 400 nuclear warheads. South Africa previously had nuclear weapons but dissolved them by joining the Non-Proliferation of Nuclear Weapons Treaty. When I get a vision while in Sausalito of a nuke being dropped on San Francisco being very visible from where we could see the whole of San Francisco laid out before us, that vision winds up scaring me the rest of the whole day I had it. In that Wikipedia page, (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_states_with_nuclear_weapons) it is clear Russia still has more nuclear weapons than the United States. This is the stuff of good science fiction.

Now that there is peace between North Korea and South Korea for the first time in 65 years, the threat is lessened. But we still have to worry about Russia. Cuba is not so much the worry despite what is happening with Russia. They are working on bringing peace to their region with a formal announcement about the end of this conflict coming up at the end of this year. They want to establish a “peace zone” at the conflicted border. The war had begun in 1950, coming to a head with an armistice three years later.

Certainly, my own fears of nuclear war have been eased, by hearing about this peace treaty. Now what to do about Russia and China, however, because we still have to worry about Chinese manufacturing taking over and Putin not leaving office in Russia, ever. I realized lately that nobody is dumb enough to drop the bomb in the present. And be responsible for environmental devastation? No. By now I think nobody is going to drop a bomb anywhere. We might be safer about that than we think. Dropping the bomb is a lost cause.

It is a very unnecessary way of resolving a conflict. It would be great if every country worked on nuclear disarmament. Dropping a bomb on anybody would only serve to set back a public version of First Contact. We stand a much better chance of not demeaning ourselves if we realize that nobody needs to do that. At the summit, Kim Jong Un and Moon Jae-in were busy planting a tree together. They both signed the Panmunjon Declaration for Peace, Prosperity, and Unification on the Korean Peninsula, as the first meeting between North and South Korea in 10 years.

The accord didn’t necessarily set out to tell what North Korea would get for denuclearization. The final peace situation must allow China and the United States to be involved. A deal is not completely agreed to yet. This is optimistic though for many who worry about nuclear war. North Korea has two satellites in orbit, which could mean that they are capable of launching an electromagnetic pulse or a hydrogen bomb such as one that North Korea was testing a year ago in September 2017. Countries with nuclear arsenals include China, France, Russia, the United Kingdom and the United States. Other states with nuclear weapons are India, North Korea, and Pakistan. NATO member nuclear states according to Wikipedia include Belgium, Italy, Netherlands, and Turkey. States that formerly had nuclear weapons are Belarus, Kazakhstan, South Africa, and Ukraine. Israel also has nuclear weapons capabilities, as in 75 to 400 nuclear warheads. South Africa previously had nuclear weapons but dissolved them by joining the Non-Proliferation of Nuclear Weapons Treaty. When I get a vision while in Sausalito of a nuke being dropped on San Francisco being very visible from where we could see the whole of San Francisco laid out before us, that vision winds up scaring me the rest of the whole day I had it. In that Wikipedia page, (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_states_with_nuclear_weapons) it is clear Russia still has more nuclear weapons than the United States. This is the stuff of good science fiction.

We, humans, try to work on sustainability while rich people can afford a lot of packaged items packaged in plastic that pollute the environment. Rich people can water their green lawns in Los Angeles while their drought-stricken compatriots do not have green lawns in the middle of the drought two years ago. Major income inequalities are arising in the United States while the middle class gets priced out of affluent areas since their income isn’t enough. Those of us who work for a living have to make money somehow while rich people get away with doing nothing for a living or merely investing their money.

Investing can make you lose your money. For the Georgia Guidestones to say the human race should only be 5 million people strong is making sure that the other 99% do not succeed. Equally redistributing wealth and ending the scourge on this planet that is abject poverty means giving up some of your power, and prestige that you get from having a lot of money because of you high net worth individuals. All the wealth goes to the 1%, and only to them. The rest of us suffer under the yoke of having to work for a living.

We, disabled people, are especially screwed over despite work from home being the hottest new trend there is in the workforce. This opens the door for many people who are otherwise limited in getting around if that’s the case. In my situation, I have a knee injury that I’m working on improving. This scenario has improved give or take I work constantly on walking around even if my cane is actually too low apparently? Somebody on the 27 bus line mentioned that. I need a new cane from a big stick.

I just asked my Facebook if they know anybody who can do this for me. I’m still a cane person despite my injury being much better. I practice walking daily. It is much better in some ways. I can walk better now. At any rate, I’m a busy bee. So I don’t feel the pain that much anymore. All I want is to be able to pay my medical care on my own from some job or something and have backup insurance not dependent on working, which is a provision in the original Affordable Care Act.

Jobs provide health insurance. This is a dependency. What if you make money outside of a job? Like from a business? I’m going to refuse to be a pre-existing condition that has to pay out of pocket. You people have to think about the future. We are not going to have extreme poverty someday. I want to become a psychiatrist that can treat homeless people with mental illness. I also want to study drug and alcohol rehabilitation since rich people have problems with drugs that they can afford since they have money. Poor people have to work harder for their cocaine. All I ask is that when I get rich, some of you follow suit and make sure that you follow my generous lead.

My vision starts with an equal redistribution of wealth where there is a universal income in the United States. This income means that everybody has the right to have money to live off of. I want to make sure that the 1% gives wealth to the other 99% who live with less income than they do. The 1% needs to get over themselves. The so-called “Illuminati,” that “supposedly,” run the world because of their money and power. It is time for the kids who survived that school shooting to run for office. Who says that 35 is the cut-off? Many of them would make great politicians in Congress since we need better term limits anyway.

I have ideas on how to make this world a better place. I want to do things to help people do better. As in, help those on social security start businesses so they can support themselves. I have my own ideas that I need to work on, granted. I have to start working on writing those huge plans. I finished my Tough B, Inc. writer business plan. I have to start my top 10 ideas of how to write lists of articles I could piece together. I also have a long list of paying markets.

My idea list may or may not get me published and visible. This will help me make money, that’s for sure, and the more money I have, the more opportunities to escape my family’s return come to me. This is why I’m going to an open interview today. I feel a need to go if nothing to release my rage issues at something somebody said to me over text, which was “you have a long way to go to prove you can live independently.” Oh, seriously? Ms. 1 year of independence versus my college years, 3, plus 2 from 2016-the present.

This is a grand total of 5 years I have the experience of living on my own. Oh yes, my disability runs in my family, which is specifically schizophrenia. How utterly ridiculous to assume I have a long way to go to prove things. No compliments there, since I have done well. Somebody’s threatened enough to bluff their way out of me pinning them down. Oh yes, I’m discussing it out in the open. Like behaviors ever actually change. Hence why I’ve decided I’m taking a long vacation.

I’m applying today as a cook at Denny’s. All my career classes point to the need for a fast-paced job that is not stress-inducing. I spend my life in zen mode anyway. Medication helps with that. Increasing my meds does cause me quite the coughing fit though. I live off of cough drops my whole life. I managed to do my fasting blood sugar. I will drop in to do another non-fasting a1c soon. Fortunately, the lab near my house is close to Dennys. I really am excited about open interviews today since I kick ass at those and I can nail the job easily. They have a no discrimination policy I read about.

I’m low-income. I have to stay low-income but it is driving me nuts so even they have said to get a part-time job. I applied at work from home tutoring gigs. They both got back to me, all I need is a pair of headphones. I found the make I need on eBay give or take the fact I use a Mac and have to pass both IT tests. I’m mightly frustrated so I’m taking my frustration out on writing a lot of copy on Textbroker since they trust I’m a U.S. Citizen by now.

What I want to do is make more money publishing my work. It is why I have a big fat business plan just dying to be written. Tough B, Inc. is my writing company. The name is exactly what it says, short for Tough Bitch. My family called me a tough bitch while I was dealing with my fractured tibia and entrenched in a brace. But well, they threw out my medal collection without asking. I was planning on keeping every last medal I had ever been given, but no, that got screwed with. My birthday cards from the X also went missing. I had planned on keeping those since he told me the truth about them.

I do not have to stay low income anymore. My family remarks on the fact I will be low income for the rest of my life. Well, I’m sorry but that is not my plan. I will have a long, and varied career if the nutrition store can hire me already. I want to build up my writing, publishing, and eventually being an author. I have a career, I’ve spent the last 16 years writing. My writing sounds better now than it did 16 years ago though.

I’ve stuck out the insulin pump that long, however, and it really is because of the Ex that I did since I persisted when other people would have told me to give up. I do not give up easily, you see. I really don’t. Giving up on something is not my style but with people, if they get unstable one too many times, then yes I give up on them. I know when to dump toxic people. Being low income is a situation that nobody wants to help me amend it except me since I’m the only one who can get myself out of it.

I found my traveling tarot card deck and dug it out from my altar. I have a mini Rider-Waite deck. I have learned so much tarot over the years that now I can give myself readings without actually looking at the book. I can tell what is a yes or no answer, given I have taken many tarot classes at Greyschool. If I graduate Greyschool does that give me the experience to give good Tarot readings on the fly. I tape record my Tarot readings on my phone and I’m thinking about starting a computer file that I can save onto USB to write up what the reading of the day means. Things get better with practice. Gaining experience helps you work on what you actually know. I once wrote a paper on every Tarot card and I got 100% on it. Yes, I’m experienced and I can read cards now without making too much of an effort. So I guess I could walk around giving Tarot card readings and getting to know people in my neighborhood, or my future constituents if I become a District 10 representative.

Mitt Romney is a multi-millionaire (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mitt_Romney), and was the 70^th governor of Massachusetts from 2002-2007, also winning the Republican nomination for President in 2012 even as he was defeated by Barack Obama; in the November 2012 general election, with a loss of 332-206 in the electoral college. Bob Perkowitz is President of ecoAmerica who objects to W’s tax cuts for the wealthy, backed Obama in 2008 for re-election. He is an environmentalist who cycles in order to call attention to environmental issues. You see, the 1% do not talk about how much money they have very often. (https://www.economist.com/node/21543178) These 1%ers know they are loaded.

During the 2016 election cycle, Bernie was trying to educate us about this. To him, the rich get richer, the poor get poorer and the middle class disappears according to Bernie. (https://www.forbes.com/sites/laurengensler/2016/06/16/one-percent-by-state-income-inequality/#7b68be60be3a) Something must be done about the rich getting richer, as they need to redistribute the wealth so everybody has enough money for everything. Otherwise, we run the risk of destroying our entire planet. So it would seem that the 1% get 85% of total economic growth that never trickles down to the little people. To become 1%, household income must be at $389, 436, to be considered 1% material, although the threshold is higher on the East Coast, such as Connecticut ($659,979), Washington, D.C. ($554,719) and New Jersey ($547,737).

You see, the actual numbers get much higher in certain metropolitan areas such as the Jackson-Wyoming ski resorts at $1.65 million, and Bridgeport-Stamford-Norwalk, Connecticut being $1.39 million although in Summit Park, Utah the minimum income to be a one percenter is $1.21 million. New Mexico is easier with 1% being defined as earning an income of $231, 276. https://qz.com/844037/if-the-worlds-wealthiest-1-had-a-members-club-it-would-look-like-this/

48 million people are in the 1% of humanity that control the world’s wealth. This is the 1% I want to be a part of, according to (https://www.credit-suisse.com/corporate/en/media/news/articles/media-releases/2016/11/en/credit-suisse-research-institute-publishes-global-wealth-report-2016.html) The thing is, if anybody has $744, 400 or more they are a member of this group, and nobody gets their money anyway. I came across a Forbes article in which the 2018 billionaires are listed as 2,208 billionaires from 72 countries and territories. (https://www.forbes.com/billionaires/#53ce0e4f251c). Jeff Bezos is a centi-billionaire who has a 12-figure fortune, surpassing Bill Gates who is number 2. Warren Buffet is #3 billionaire on this list cited above. Mark Zuckerberg is #5. Women on the list are #16, Alice Walton, an art curator who doesn’t work for Walmart since her art collection is valued at hundreds of millions of dollars.

L’Oreal owner Francoise Bettencourt Meyers and family own 33% of L’Oreal stock. Jacqueline Mars, an American on this list as I’m only focusing on Americans billionaires at this time, has $23.6 Billion. So there you have it, women billionaires because of their families or themselves. Female billionaires exist but not that many. Income brackets stifle the commoner who only has a certain amount of income they can build. This system is quite unflattering for an evolving planet like Earth. I plan on redistributing my wealth by buying food for Africans, and more things like giving away money in the form of cashier’s checks.

I plan on starting a scholarship fund for people with 22q genetic deletion syndrome, also known as Velocardiofacial Syndrome. I mean a full-ride sort of scholarship fund where we pay for the whole entire education from junior college to universities. I also want to donate to Doctors Without Borders, and actually work for them eventually as a psychiatrist who travels the world helping people get on meds. There are countries with less than perfect mental health scenarios. This is something I want to consult and remedy. Spain for example barely has resources to help their mentally ill despite their free health care system.

The United States would do well to follow Spain’s and the UK’s health care example. I mean seriously, the elite keep their wallets to themselves. They keep their money from getting to the people that need their help. Poverty would be greatly reduced if people bothered to give their money away. The fact is that social class is determined by how much income you have. This slippery slope is what happens in capitalist societies. Not every country on Earth is like this, however, just look at the Netherlands. Scandinavian countries have great health care, income, and educational companies because they are not capitalist fascists like the US of A. we are not doing ourselves a favor by marginalizing disabled people who can’t always make money. These are the kinds of people I want to help make money. Not everybody with a disability has a low IQ I might add. All the myths the Ferengi have put out about my supposed IQ score is nothing more than a myth seeing as I passed every grade I was ever in. I tackled my schoolwork just fine although not being on medication as a child did affect my performance a lot.

As an adult, my performance is much better because of my online classes. I do great. The thing is though, that I have problems staying organized. Effexor fixed that but with my current medication, it won’t mix very well. I strive to be as organized as possible but when I’m tired, forget it. Cleaning the house can be hard when I’m tired and rainy days such as today do make me tired. As a billionaire, I would run my own campaigns for governor of California with my own money. I have been busy putting off my trip to City Council Chambers. I also have been putting off my trip to the judge who ruled me competent. The thing is my family needs meds too. (The Ferengi are a reference to my family that I use on Facebook to be subtle). They do not take anything. Their narcissism makes them imagine that they are fine, and don’t need oodles of therapy. Therapy is a form of mental health treatment. I didn’t have a competent therapist until sophomore year. I had an intern my freshman year. I don’t want to write too much about this but having my own money would help me break away from the Ferengi and live my own life already, in particular at UCLA where I will need to go to school. As far as graduate school, I looked into San Diego. I want an M.S. not an M.A. in psychology. San Jose State has an M.S. program but really, I want to move far away from the homestead in San Jose. I need to escape their orbit, completely.

I will stick with the T-shirt company because the business counseling people told me that has a chance of succeeding. My t-shirt company is about printing quirky t-shirts such as “Denial is Not Just A River In Africa” or the “No Stigma” T-shirt. The other t-shirt I like best for disabled people is the “No Pity” t-shirt. Oh, that one is a good one. My t-shirts will say “I have schizophrenia” among other things. This could be what gets me to the 1%. I’m going to give money away often to make billionaires who don’t buy animals for Africans feel bad.

This is the power of being rich in the world as it is now. I have the ability to give TED talks as well as inspire others to do what I did. If everybody were a billionaire, money wouldn’t matter so much. It doesn’t trickle down to the poorest, the homeless who have nothing. Money is what makes the world function but also what makes some people greedy. The ones who do not want for basic necessities and who do not give their money to those of us who need it. I have limited income but I’m trying to write copy to make money.

This is a successful strategy so far. I have made extra money writing copy. I’m trying to reach $150 this time around. I need to do my taxes after all but not until I make $150 again, twice. Or $100. The Internet bill has to be paid. Taxes can come later this month if need be. I simply want to never have to worry about money ever again. I want to have enough money to pay for school myself since I’m stuck doing it on my own. I’m not as spoiled as some people I used to know who would flunk out of massage school and her parents were okay with this. I am not allowed to flunk out of any academic institution I attend. There is another situation out there where this has happened. Believe me, I’m no coward who can’t go to class and finish what I start. I have managed to finish what I start every time I start something. I’m down to the last payment for my Penn Foster class. Really, I do not want to have to worry about money, ever, period. I feel strongly about this.

I want to be able to work as a pro-bono mental health and the law advocate to help people get on or off different medications. Some people do need medication while others do not. Honest psychiatrists don’t lie to people like this and tell them they need medication when they don’t. I have had a bunch of shady psychiatrists before, the ones who didn’t believe in schizophrenia as a genuine mental health diagnosis. I wasn’t diagnosed by one of those and I wasn’t diagnosed by someone else who was into the metaphysics but for shame, do not throw the baby out with the bathwater! I want to study acupuncture as well as psychiatry, standard Western medicine psychiatry. It is about melding both Eastern medicine and Western medicine to come up with something that can help somebody, not destroy their health. For all you dumb New Agers out there, nobody can tell me to stop taking my meds. This is a dangerous sentiment to play around with. If you say that, you will be paying up and dealing with my lawyer. From now on, people who harass me are going to pay up in cash or check form, reparations. Yes, ladies and gentleman, bullying reparations. Pay-up.

I want to make a difference in the world. If I’m supposed to be the change I wish to see in the world, then I feel I have to run for District 10 in San Jose. I will volunteer my time to people who need to learn to read better in District 10 to gain more experience. I will try to join many committees as well. Running for office means I can get a stipend as well, which will help me financially. I want to run for office since only people can change the laws as they are right now with 44’s legacy in shambles.

Running for office provides me with a platform in which to accomplish new ways of legislating things. I want to go to city hall next week on Tuesday to see what I can do with running for office. There is a lot I can do as it is. I can also serve my neighborhood association as a member. Robertsville is far north of District 10. The council member is Johnny Khamis. As a city volunteer I could get a lot done such as creek cleanup participation, partners in reading, the library, and ham radio. I’d like to be part of the emergency preparedness team too. I need to spend more time out of the house this year anyhow with preparing to work part-time as well.

Whether or not I get a real work from home job remains to be seen. I need to go to city hall and introduce myself to people there. I also see a way to volunteer as a police intern, which would be great for me to do also. I have plans to volunteer at NAMI as well since I took their class recently.

People who go off-grid are less dependent on the Man to survive. They produce much of everything themselves because they have chickens or some such resource. In order to take back our civilization, we have to ask for equal work for equal pay for all people not just because a person is a minority or has a disability or was born female but because we are set back for equal work by 200 years. Not voting right-wing candidates goes a long way to healing the divide. Voting Independent, Libertarian or Peace and Freedom can help change the same, tired old song.

To conquer the unconquerable, we must demand our rights to be secure under the law even as they are being eroded. The alt-right is a dangerous movement. The Nazis’ main agenda is to kill people. This is why they succeeded at Charlottesville. We cannot give in to fear. Or allow them to bully us, and anybody they feel is not racially pure. They can’t see how stupid their race rules are. The Fourth Reich is rising and we need to stop it before genocide actually does happen. It doesn’t take much to push them towards this inevitability.

Nazis are on a futile path to make the species pure. Those of them who do find that they are part black feel devastated. They are shocked at themselves. They have black ancestry, who would have thought this? Mixed race people happen all the time. The Nazis shun them and this can seem appalling to those of us who do not shun people because of their racial background. Many of us are trying to beat the tide of racism we grew up with. Nazis simply don’t have enough exposure to people of color. They haven’t spent their lives talking to them, they are busy talking down to them.

To change racism, we have to reach out to others different from us. We have to start having long conversations with them. Racism doesn’t have to be a permanent divide. Some people do give up on their hatred and try to embrace the rest of us. Others can’t. These are the ones who want to kill people different from them. It is appalling just how many people are joining the Nazi movement in the United States. Nazis are real. The movement is real. Look around. Stay safe.