I feel stuck with my work options right now. The universe had previously demanded I look into websites other than Textbroker.com, but I didn’t do anything about it until this year. I had put the universe on ignore because I thought, well, I have Textbroker.com, until they decided not to outsource their freelancers anymore, based on the California AB 5 Freelancer bill meant to keep business in California. I have now done some research today on companies that are like Textbroker.com that I’m going to write for. I feel massively stuck despite knowing there are other companies out there. I have $14 in limbo that I haven’t been able to transfer to m Payoneer account since they quit using Paypal too. I hope that someday they employ less fascist laws about freelancing, since the law is about Californians only being allowed 35 pieces a year.
This blog serves as a general blog for every business idea. But the 22q patient-led informational resource will eventually need a blog. This resource needs a blog because we patients will be writing the actual pieces found on this website, properly cited, because I need a business partner with at least a Master’s degree who has 22q. Preferably a Master’s degree in psychology like the one I still want, since my family feels I’m incompetent and can’t get one myself. But whatever, I’m moving to Los Angeles and nobody will know where I live. They will know I have moved, but they will be dumped, because nobody in my family who asks for my address will get it.
The next step in this plan is to compile data on readers as it says in my research file on all the metaphysical bookshops in the Bay Area. I’m trying to visit them in order to use their services. The next step is to socialize, schmooze, and drop my idea in their lap to see how they take it, although it would be dropping hints. Eventually a Powerpoint presentation will come out of this schmoozing. What I need to bring this about is to talk to the decision makers, the leaders of the East West bookshop, Ananda, etc. There are people who would love to buy out my idea, but I also need an angel investor, someone who can fund my idea, while presenting it with me to the stores I’m trying to ask to join me as a business partner. Schmoozing will involve getting necessary readings from folks at the stores. I also need a nice part-time to full-time work from home job that will bring in steady income.
Back when I was hospitalized for type 1-diabetes when it first latched onto me, I managed to have many visions, astral travels, and astral projections while in coma. I had many a download, awakening, or spiritual contacts with otherworldly beings. The experiences are trapped in my head. I’m trying my best to process them. I had so much happen psychically; that I’m still trying to unpack it or perhaps a better term would be unzipping it, like unzipping a file up. I need to start seeing psychics at East West so I can schmooze, spread my idea, and recruit. I can process trauma by myself half the time using the buffers in my head that many a therapist helped with. I need to find a transpersonal therapist and a transpersonal psychologist. I learned from my coma that heaven and hell are real, and so is the afterlife.
An old friend once told me that children go to the Rose Garden when they are dying. Somehow I realized last night that I healed myself from diabetic coma, and the gods also revived me in the same breath, similar to what happened in Chile when I passed out from circumstances not under my control although I should have told manipulators to shut the fuck up, I’m taking enough insulin, and they wonder why I don’t trust their advice? But anyway, yes, I’m busy unpacking a lot of past trauma right now, but having spirit guides guide me through it, so nobody need worry because I’m okay.
I’ve never been to a Star Trek convention since my parents wouldn’t let me go, not even if I paid for it myself. Yes, bizarre rule right? Wow. I have my own explanations to this rule that I cannot reveal here due to the way I feel that my parents are threatened by the fact I want to move to Los Angeles when I make enough money to support myself. I will have to start by diving my time between here and Los Angeles. We have to get them good and used to not knowing where I am, because I do not have that sort of disability where I might get lost or forget where I am. I want to put myself in mental health rehabilitation when I move to Los Angeles. It is necessary to go to school there.
Not that I’m posting pictures of me, but I seriously do not look my age. I’m 38, and I look 20? Yes, that is confusing for many people, when I state my birthdate while on the phone for something, I may sound even younger. I’m working on many different projects today, so Textbroker going where it went is actually a good thing since it was getting in my way of other projects. I’m doing my best to keep up with my own ideas, as an only child I was good at giving myself endless things to do. I’m working on a lot of stuff right now, so me not looking my age is a great way to sneak my way into many an internship.
We could be looking at the beginning of World War 3. If Russia, China, and Iran are doing joint military exercises, then things are in deep shit. I worry about who may try to drop the bomb, and if our system is ready to handle such an event. What scares me is that any American city could be a huge target, particularly coastal cities. Then again movies get into the bomb being dropped on a city in the Midwest. Droppign the bomb provides us with sticky karma. It may be written into world history, it may not. We have had bombs on this planet before after all, if you watch enough Ancient Aliens although my memory this morning is not good enough to cite that TV show. I have it on my Amazon Video. But anyway, I’m pretty much going to end this with, let’s hope nobody is stupid enough to drop the bomb.
The job choices for work from home Data Entry San Jose are slim pickings. But then when you type in California, you get at least 55 jobs that meet the description of work from home Data Entry jobs, as an example. I see an advertisement for a marketing/administrative assistant. I think I need a job with more than one description or thing to do but the job is in Carlsbad, California which would be a long commute unless I outright move. I’m looking for a remote, work from home gig. When it says to apply on the company site, I get a touch lazy about that. I kind of go, hey I don’t need to. But anyway, I’ve managed to send out a lot of applications, regardless.
I’ve set up three major categories on Indeed, such as Remote California, Remote San Jose, and Writer Remote California. I’m a freelancer with many ideas for articles I want to write. But first we need to discuss jobs. My Indeed page reflects how I have applied at everything and it’s mother while trying to manifest 10 emails, 5 rejections and 5 acceptances. Manifestation does tend to wear me out sometimes since my family is being systematically cut off from using my energy. Today’s job search revealed that an Entry-Level Staff Writer could be a lovely job to plunk down in. I’m looking for a job using my writing, although I have ideas of my own. I’m the sort of person who has many irons in the fire, loves, and I have to make sure that my employeers do not take that fact about me personally.
In the Remote San Jose category, I find other jobs or more specifically 42,859 jobs in that category of remote “doesn’t mind I live in San Jose.” I already applied to Hub Shout as a Freelance SEO writer, having written many articles about SEO this year, in the marketing section of Textbroker.com. I just found a Part-time English instructor gig in Los Angeles that allows for remote work. I have a camera attached to this computer since I’m allowed to use Zoom. I’m looking forward to getting a real job that’s work from home because of my knee, and enjoying it.
I’m good at managing my time. In the remote writer California, I applied at Talent, Inc. as a freelance resume writer for a $3,500 a month salary. I also left my mark at Legal Website Writer for Shouse Law Group in Los Angeles. The goal is to get a telecommute job for myself that is based in Los Angeles. Then I can move when I have enough steady income to do so. Yes, the next phase in my life is about to begin now that I’m stable enough to let that happen, moving to Los Angeles for all the creative opportunities for writers there are in addition to studying law. First I need to prove I can engage in school without getting unstable, as in, going back to alcohol or caffeine or perhaps both. This involves getting an AA in film and television along with general Ed IGETC that involves taking statistics.
Writing Goals JANUARY:
1) Make money from TFE,
2) Buy Black ink and color ink cartridges for the printer.
3) Finish Beneath Ceaseless Skies novella and submit
4) Write Vocal Media pieces every Saturday
5) Pay friend for working on formatting my bullies book (also do this in December when I get the extra money and also be mindful to lower my credit card bill.
6) Submit Bullies book/write book proposal for McBride literary agency.
7) Pay Blog at the end of January if I have enough money to do so.
8) Submit my work for all the shit, at 4,500 words
9) Finish Denial story, 3000 words
10) Submit Denial Story to Longreads
11) Write Cracked article, 1
12) Write Uncovering Your Storyline story for Beneath Ceaseless skies
13) Pay for my blog
Business Goals JANUARY:
1) Put fliers about my need for a business partner/and the psychic website business in general, at major bookshops in the Bay Area.
2) Start Powerpoint presentation
3) Finish all 2016 business plans by January 31st
4) Pay Symmetry Financial if the extra money is there.
5) Practice Powerpoint presentation.
6) Deliver Powerpoint presentation to interested East West/Ananda parties.
7) Work on Upwork profile, set up for Freelance work. – also read USB drive Nick Tubis sent me.
8) Finish all Business ideas by January 31st, 2019.
9) Get ink Cartridge
10) Do My Taxes
Work Goals JANUARY:
1) Learn to bake (also in December). Bake treats with current knowledge.
2) Take Lynda.com courses and use Youtube to learn about grantwriting
3) Finish Transcription for everyone training (needs to be worked on today, December 11th, 2019) and start working on transcriptions. Take TFE seriously and TFE only.
4) Finish reading Nick Tubis’ USB drive, starting this month in December on page 33 as I left off at this page from another successful Upwork Freelancer.
5) Get a work from home copywriting gig.
6) Work on Pass plan
Health Goals JANUARY:
1) Continue trying to sleep the whole night.
2) Get Chi ne tsang/acupuncture
3) Knee injury is healed by this time, all the way, hopefully
4) Take it easy and not overdo sports or working or writing.
5) Psychiatrist appointment January 20th.
6) Continue to maintain Medi-cal Benefits until I make enough money to break away from SSI.
7) If necessary, when I sell my business and secure a job from it, change insurances.
8) Otherwise, I still don’t feel driving is safe as I feel anxious about setting foot in the car for some reason. And yes, for another reason, every bone in my body says not to drive. No amount of my mother talking me into driving will help.
9) No dating for the foreseeable future, none. I’m going to avoid relationships altogether but I can date with a chaperone.
10) Talk to Natalie once a week, even if I have to go there.
11) Not feel paranoia about my family, and when they will come back. Keep mom blocked on What’s app unless she behaves herself.
12) Continue to work on the plan to dump my family completely. They will not be invited to any wedding of mine.
13) Even if I have money, not enroll in school just yet, finish Greyschool without stress.
Academic Goals JANUARY:
1) Do not pressure yourself into finishing Greyschool.
2) Greyschool would help me get a paid Tarot reading job at a bookshop.
3) Consistently turn in Greyschool work once a week to twice a week if that is the main academic focus in January.
4) Read books in the bibliography of Generation Inc. on how to start your own businesses.
5) Write business plans list and page numbers for Generation Inc. business ideas.
Gardening Goals JANUARY:
1) Get picnic table.
2) Set up other drawer for tomato garden. In December, stick with one table for now. The picnic table will be my first and it will stay outside.
3) Continue to water the plants.
Financial Goals if I find an angel investor, JANUARY:
1) Sell business plan to investor.
2) Pay a year’s worth of health insurance.
3) Demand to pay the HOA fee as she will say you can give money to me but I’d rather take it up with the homeowner’s association
4) Get a lawyer and ask them to go to Spain to deal with my family.
5) Securing half a million dollars will go a long way towards helping me get financially stable.
6) Start account at Bank of America again, with $10,000 to start.
7) Pay 2019 taxes, by January. Print out report. Visit SSI to drop off report and financial review.
8) Buy new USB drive to back everything up on.
9) Get lockbox at the bank.
10) Maybe buy monitor for other computer if I can get a picnic table. Then again, I have to stay low-income to continue getting free medical care and eventually I will start making money to pay off the bills.
11) Pay AAA bill $56.
Art Goals JANUARY:
1) Use art supplies I currently have.
2) Color my own mandala from coloring book.
3) Get Easel.
4) Get Picnic table for inside the house.
5) Start new Mandala.
Organizing/Cleaning Goals JANUARY:
1) Big Green Chair with piles of paper on it.
2) Clean stove once a week.
3) Mop kitchen floor.
4) Clean shower.
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