The United States has been founded on the assumption that democracy is real and everybody is equal under the law but the glaring inequalities that exist make it otherwise. Women are lucky they get paid at all because minorities know all too well that a white person will make more money. We live in a country where freedom is an illusion. We are all trapped inside our class or income bracket. Some of us are low-income because I can get my medical care this way. Others do not have economic opportunities set aside. This is the era of the work from home job after all.
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Some of us live paycheck to pay check as our job is our only source of income while the rich have the money. I’m going to try to make myself some more money if anything, because I feel I have more stuff I want to get done with my life that is not getting done, like my gardening and horticulture experiments since I have product ideas for those. I don’t suppose I can write a business plan for my gardening experiments. In Los Angeles, should I make money to be able to move, I’d be using the garage for indoor gardening as well as my land in that mansion I want to buy myself should I make billions to be able to afford such a thing. Equal pay for equal work is not something that exists for us in the United States but every other developed country including those in South America have it along with free health care. See, this is why we women have to start fighting for equal pay. We don’t get it now, and we will never get it until some female gets elected into office where she will meet with butt-head opposition from butt-head Republicans who are not in touch with their poor constituents who live off of social security, and vote for them blindly.
I want money so I can start my non-profit which I rant about constantly as well as to start scholarship funds for people with 22q, a free ride to any college really paid for by yours truly and anybody else who wants to donate like celebrities or rich people or whatever. This blog is one way to get in touch with me for that set.
I want money so as to make sure that paying for medical care is a non-issue and paying for the insulin of a friend of mine can always happen for her since she once ran out of insulin. I want to prevent that from ever happening to her again. We’re not going to say who she is but seriously, I want to help low-income people. I would also like to get my medical scientist, MD/Ph.D. without going into serious debt or paying student loans up the ass despite eventually making money. Why this very blog could make $100,000 a month, which I need to be able to pay up the ass for my condo here. To pay the lawyers I’d like to see is also something that is an immediate necessity. Hell, maybe James Randi would love to help out if I can teach him how to feel like a real empath someday since walking into any hospital if I’m not grounded or shielded is absolute hell for me. I feel physical pain from that. This is what I could teach him to be like someday. Equal pay exists in more normal countries than the United States whose health care system is ranked worst in the world. Not even female doctors get paid as well as their male counterparts. For a people whose constitution said “We the People,” and we have struggled to make things equal, things are not as equal as you may imagine.
We are all trapped in petty income brackets. Unless you have a side-gig going like art, making money online, or other businesses going for you, you have no hope of releasing yourself from paycheck to paycheck prison. Race has a lot to with this. You can leave a foreign country to come to the United State where you had power and prestige, only to fade into being a big nobody because here you start off on the bottom with people from your home country helping you out. Some of this makes people lazy to learn English.
On Ally McBeal, there was a storyline where Nell broke up with John Cage who was stuck in an elevator. She told him that she would never date a janitor who she considered in a lower class than she was. She was doing that to make sure she made partner and when she couldn’t, she left the firm. The Middle class uses college to get ahead. But college does not guarantee an ability to move up in social class. It is a way to forge through the class barriers on this planet but not necessarily the only way. To be middle class is nice because you can upgrade to upper class if you make money while finishing your residency for an M.D., and finding a better job.
You could start off cleaning houses but then move up through finishing your residency. There is a reason foreign doctors are expected to plough through class barriers. They succeed at this, sometimes. I used to live in Mission Excelsior in San Francisco. I did this because it was on the line 29 bus to get to San Francisco State. I lived in a neighborhood where people were definitely trapped in their social class. I lived with a nurse in a house owned by my roommates in that district, close to restaurants. I’d do the dishes for their daughter without complaint but she rarely did the dishes. I’ve had roommates who have been mean to me non-stop back then so I don’t live with anybody today because I feel I can’t trust anybody. I trusted two people who betrayed me, so I feel like I’m damaged and can’t trust any of my friends, people who are in my social class. I’m the lowest of the low, being low-income.
Renting my car using this company may be a great way to get an income flow going.
https://turo.com/list-your-car. I need to pay a visit to them anyway soon enough because I have to bring my filed taxes. My California state return was not accepted so I sent it again. Hopefully this time it will get through. Satan doesn’t have to know about things like renting my car out. Apparently I could make $321 per month. There is such thing as making too much money while being low income. I also have to go activate my phone when I get a SIM card for it sent by mail. All things will happen as I see magickal numbers everywhere. The goal is for me to make enough money to put myself into mental health rehab. I need to get myself treatment for all mental illnesses, which by now are treated with medication just fine. I want to get my anxiety under control. I can even get childhood trauma treated at this facility.
I’ve had work from home on-call experience before. I knew just from a feeling that the grant-writing people weren’t going to hire me. Sigh. Yes, I’m stressing over money but I am still copywriting on Textbroker and will look for more work from home online jobs. Flexjobs didn’t really work well for me. My job situation is part of a repetitive life pattern. As in, I keep not getting hired because of stuff in my own head. I’m a great candidate on paper. Hopefully someone will see that.
That bully caught me on a low-energy day, first of all since one huge X in my energy field screamed at him to kick me while I was down. (per psychic Cyndi Dale in a book called energetic boundaries). I realize now that not everything is my fault. I’m usually not at fault for shit that other people do to me anyway. I’m a truly innocent victim. There are extreme karmic consequences for harming an innocent person. I do not habitually wrong people on top of that. I don’t spend my whole life being a sadist who tries to hurt people for pleasure or personal gain.
In real life, and during the modern age, you see, witchcraft is all about personal gain. I’m an expert in unpacking bullying or abusive behavior as I can read someone’s intent as a psychic. I pick up on stuff immediately. I had teachers at Work 2 Future who knew that I was gifted last September. Eventually, my intestinal obstruction got painful so I couldn’t even go to class by bus. So I had to blow them off as me in pain is never a good mix with class stress although my left knee certainly gave me a lot to have pain for.
So that bully, I dare you to come to the classroom I go to occupational therapy in. Your reparations will be to pay me a check for $50 and put up with me grabbing your ankle and knocking you over as well as pushing you with my Chi. No big black guy with dreadlocks enjoys being pushed around. I’m going to hunt you down and make you pay. I will find you eventually, and you will have to put up with somebody much smaller than you pushing you around.
I once had a therapist who felt that narcissists could change. Narcissists may act like the therapy works but they could be lying to you as they are skilled liars. Narcissists do not necessarily change because they mean the people around them harm. So if you thought they could change, April Fool’s. I accept that my family would not change. I have to pretty much preserve my mental health by staying away from them as their multitude of lies can confuse me. They had everybody believing I have a low I.Q. Not everybody is as brainwashed by this as you would imagine. They pretend to believe them, maybe but nothing is more dangerous than a psychic narcissist who can manipulate people into believing something using their energy to do so. Psychic narcissists can talk people into or out of anything. I realize I’m not narcissistic but have inherited their psychic manipulative ability. I only use mine for good but they like using it to manipulate people into thinking things. And hey, I will eventually have money. So I’m going to trust fate, faith, and the Goddess in giving me an opportunity to make money.
I want to buy a $25 bond with Treasury Direct. According to Savings and Investment Information for Teens by Karen Bellenir, a lovely book I found at the library, an EE bond is an electronic amount that will eventually mature. Certain bonds pay you at designated intervals, with a fixed interest rate. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xW8q7JY0ZEQ. When a bond matures, you are paid the rest of the interest (245). You can get a bond through Treasury Direct, banks or other institutions. I have to pay a visit to the credit union to see if they would have these bonds. I’m ignorant about money, just plain ignorant. I know how to budget while living pay check to pay check but I do not know enough about money.
Apparently my social security number is required to buy a bond. I have to pay a visit to the SSI office so as to chat about making more money than I have right now. Yes, I live paycheck to paycheck. When a bond matures, it is worth $1,000 although you can buy at a discount. Above the face value, means you are buying a premium. You want to get your full money back when the bond matures. If I had gotten a bond in high school, it would have matured by now.
Investing in a bond means you have to hold it to maturity. The bond issuer can be the government or a corporation. A bond is a gift that can be passed to someone else using his or her social security number. Paying existing debt can result from having a bond but I had a Pell Grant in college so I have no debt. My goal is no debt at all even if my credit card has a high bill right now. I’m still ignorant on bonds after watching YouTube videos and reading books. But one thing is clear, I need to set myself up for financial security and quit living paycheck to paycheck even if I’m good at managing my money.
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Here is my Medical Directive, I’m posting it here just in case. My Medical Directive is all about keeping me alive by whatever means possible until all options have been exhausted. I have to have enough time to get my spirit back into my body. If this hasn’t happened yet, it may eventually. If I need extra help from healers who I trust, fine, get a hold of them. Nobody has my power of attorney yet. This is why I’m posting my wishes on here. Reiki healers, witchdoctors and shamans need to be called in if I’m really not doing too well. See, I have few emergencies to none. I know to take my medication, and I know how to manage my diabetes. I know to watch how much insulin I take. If anything, I practically revived myself in Chile, in 2006. That low could have killed me but nobody pressuring me was thinking about that. They wanted to look like the heroes. The gods had a hand in reviving me too. They gave me a jolt. It was a spiritual EKG. I have to buy myself some cheap-ass glucagon on eBay and glucose gel. Glucose tablets will be bought on the 3rd as it is almost the first. My insurance is not paying for my glucagon until May. So I’m going to buy it. The end.
It is hard to think positive sometimes, whether you are mentally ill or not. Being positive is one goal most people have despite feeling terrible underneath. Not everyone can mention that they feel bad because they don’t want to own their feelings. These days, in the year 2019, people do say they take medication in order to feel good. That helps many of us a lot, because back in the 1990s when I was in high school, because I wasn’t on medication. I had to force myself to find the positive, to behave positive and never give off a hint of how terrible I felt.
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