I found this video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NuxMmSYea5U, first of all, and EMDR may or may not work for CPTSD since it could make it worse. I’m trying to keep a lid on my CTPSD because I guess that Lamictal helps me not cry. CPTSD has a lot to do with stress, emotion, being depressed, and trying to protect you. Trauma makes you edgy since you are forcing yourself to stay calm. So how does EMDR work? EMDR may be able to help some people process their trauma issues.
It is something I feel I need to be able to function better, but with what money? I can treat myself using Youtube videos. Anyway though, these are challenging and traumatic times on a grand scale, as there are cases of coronavirus on every content, except Antarctica. And wow, I’m just living in interesting times, and feeling stressed. EMDR, as I understand it, involves moving your index finger and your thumb to touch each other, while in my limited understanding of what EMDR actually is, I ear you wave this thumb/index finger movement in a figure 8 or infinity sign.
EMDR Is useful for those of us with CPTSD. I learned it at one Pantheacon workshop, and I used it then. It is making a figure 8 in front of your eyes. The EMDR factor is that EMDR helps release mental stress and bad feelings in your mind and body. It is important to remember that feelings are important. EMDR is easy to do to yourself, given the controversial nature of Pantheacon’s EMDR teacher/therapist I wish I could afford, when this blog makes $100,000 a month.
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My peeve is people do not follow the guidelines laid out for them. Even with evidence coronavirus lurks on dirty surfaces, which means it could be everywhere, some people have a lot of nerve. They are trying to stop the spread of a lethal virus, and keep people at home so the stupid don’t get infected. If the stupidity could get a Darwin award for the whole country, then states that have not kept people at home are implied as winners. Why are people not quite parsing that the virus is easily transmitted but I talked to a doctor friend of mine who pretty much has been exposed to the virus daily. This virus is 50-50% odds of dying. Some of it will be easily gotten over for those with functional immune systems. I realize my immunities are weak by having gatherings. Crave not excitement and adventure since it finds you.
Jeff Bezos officially has way too much money from his business, which he started with limitations. The wicked media has ways of making things up about people, but mostly these stories can be found with major celebrities such as Meghan Markle. Jeff Bezos does bad things to make himself richer, such as not pay part-time worker’s health care. Now people are protesting Amazon working conditions, and while Bezos started a $2 billion anti-homelessness fund, how do we know that will help at all? The virus would speed through the homeless encampments, found everywhere. But anyway, who is to stand in Bezo’s billions? Few stood up to Steve Jobs, and fewer still stand up to Jeff Bezos. I will be surprised if the strike helps him get the kick in the pants that he needs, to do the right thing.
My TFE training is taking a very long time because I’m trying to be slow about it, so as not to screw it up on purpose although I can reapply in six months. I have to be careful with how much I take on as a workload due the virus. I cannot get myself worked up about possibly being infected. Because of the California AB 5 law, which attacks freelancers whose employer works out of state, I cannot work for Textbroker writing copywriting articles. I have compiled another list that needs updating on the companies that are hiring freelancers, I need to sign up for work with Rev again, and finish their judgment of your work phase. Some companies are about writing articles, like Hubpages, which is similar to Vocal Media.
I could work as a proofreader in my sleep, and I’m wondering how to get a job as a fact-checker. Tutor.com is a website I need to finish signing up for by taking the reading test again. I need an online English class to even begin to take the College Writing test for them. But anyway, yes, when Mr. Hernia causes me trouble, I need an introvert style job since right now I’m pretty introverted because of all the uncertainty floating around on this planet.
We chronically people need to stay home in isolation, a while longer than those who are able to get back to life on April 7th or 8th. I’m staying put but I need to submit my function report, and my business plans when all done. I’m past fed up with the crisis because the response could have been made so much better with functional teamwork. Why did ya’ll have to go and elect a bad guy like 45? I know you people hate Obama for being half black, but seriously, let it go. We have to learn to work together because the artificial division between Democrat and Republican is causing major in fighting, particularly because people are really seeing just how evil Republicans are. The two party system has to go, only because it means that people cannot think clearly when it comes to “how much the Dems hate the Rethuglicans, ” and also how the hatred is mutual. This crap doesn’t work only because you people are supposed to be doing something like work together for the improvement of the country, and not to sabotage it.
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