I had a woman at a Salvadorian restaurant in Downtown San Jose, open the bathroom door while I was trying to take care of myself. She stood there and watched. What I did was stare at the toilet paper dispenser while in the bathroom. She stared at me because I knew she was going to yell at me “retard!” to me very loud. We know that she is the bad guy through and through by now because she opened the bathroom door, messing with my privacy, my boundaries, and my needs. I was caught in a rock and a hard place because I should have done something mean to her, but I simply worked to cover up what I was doing in the bathroom so that she couldn’t see it. The guy she was with and my Ex did ask her why she had opened the bathroom door, and she screamed irrationally at me to shut up. I have seen her on the light rail before and recognized her while telling her what I remember she did. I intimidated her with silence rather than screaming at her. I won the game. I view intimidating bullies as a science or an art form, and even as a sport.
Dark Arts Practitioners do things to hurt people deliberately, although I could be saying this in an ignorant fashion. Black magick is a style of magick that is employed when someone else has sinned against the practitioner who is not happy with what they have done. Yes, everybody needs a way to keep people in line, but in light of avoiding lawsuits, I have decided not to sell my business to black arts people only because while I study the arts in theory, it would seem that some people in practice actually do want to hurt those who have hurt them. While I take a very Old Testament approach when someone else has hurt my feelings, (something I have trouble getting in touch with as a result of CEN, see Dr. Jonice Webb), I realize that I can’t have dark arts practices rule my website.
In the terms of service it will reflect what the rules are about. It is why I want to retain some control over my company in the long run. Anyway, your thoughts can hurt people, whether you know this consciously or not. If you talk about someone behind their back, some of us tend to notice it. We know exactly what was said. But anyway, name-calling, negativity, saying mean things, all have an effect on the aura because sometimes people pick on each other since they haven’t outgrown this tendency in school.
So because I’m a great liar, I can indefinitely hide not feeling well. Sometimes I could be going through a bipolar depression and nobody would know. I can fool my therapists real well but not a person I have thought would make a good roommate. But anyway, she is someone I can’t lie to. Sometimes, we mentally ill people think all sorts of horrible things that doesn’t happen at all though, and let me point out that it is not always true you can attract bad things to you with the law of attraction in mind. Mentally ill people think all sorts of frakked up things though, things that does not always happen. This is a misunderstanding and misuse of the law of attraction. Don’t tell mentally ill people that, they are already fragile and do not want to have to go “hey, something I thought just happened.” They’re already paranoid enough without being told “by the way, its your fault.” Seriously, that’s dumb, and nobody should ever have to hear that.
Textbroker no longer outsources Californian freelancers, which has added extra stress to my life. I’m trying here, to make sure that I have a long list of topics for articles. I start every morning by working on my blog, and then I move on to working on business plans. Tough B, Inc. is about publishing my writing online, and I need to file for a fictitious business name. I want to submit my work, in order to try to get it out there. My work has to get seen somehow. Although I have yet to find another copywriting job since I’ve failed some website’s tests. So yeah, here I am up financial Sh creek. I’m going to have to get myself out of this situation. It is up to me really.
Okay, relatives, we know that She likes to talk about my health problems to people when she really should be keeping her mouth shut. She is doing that to undermine me, my mother that is. I’m writing this about her out in the open to stop her. Quit discussing my health problems even with me because it is not a topic I want to discuss with someone I do not trust. Busybodies get into everybody’s business. I’m not necessarily as bad as my mother, but still, I want people to not mention my disability to my face unless you are kind about it. I’ve had one too many people be unkind to me for one reason: oh, you have a disability.
That’s why I’ve made rude comments to the roommates back in 2004. You mistreat me because I have something that isn’t that bad in the end? My 22q is not visually obvious nor is it heart condition obvious like some folks I’ve spoken to. I’m lucky all I have to deal with is an immune system issue that I have to take great care with. I’m looking up natural remedies, which are powerful, but Western medicine is equally powerful. I’m floored my mother asked me for help and that I can now have a life coach client to practice on, but it still feels weird.
iriavp 