Psychic coercion or psychic manipulation is done by drawing in some of the energy of the person being manipulated. The aggressor generally finds a way in using the victim’s sympathy, empathy and compassion. Some aggressors work on a way to gather pity from people who have no business feeling sorry for me. They manipulate people into believing odd things about me like the “low IQ” story. This is some of their favorite lies. Such a lie is not only a fabrication it is perjury. I’m none of the above. They just love making shit up though. I’m busy busting my butt figuring out that giving psychic readings could make me money.
So yes, psychic manipulation involves the victim giving their free will to the person who wants to take it away. It is a subtle act of total evil as the victim gives their energy to the victimizer, doing whatever it is they are told. Psychic manipulation is all about power and control as is coercion. Fear of death plays a huge role in why people let someone else control them. Some people are simply good at brainwashing. It is my life’s work to uncover how brainwashing does stuff to people, and to come up with a way to counter this effect.
I’ve done a lot of reading on The Mighty website through their emails. I have learned that putting up a front is dangerous for mentally ill persons because nobody knows what they feel like inside. Yes, terrifying. I’m skilled at putting up a constant veneer of positivity to people. This means that nobody would know what is wrong unless they are an empath and bother to ask. I do not reach out for support readily. I’m also dealing with the Healer syndrome.
This is a huge paper doll thing according to my Cyndi Dale books. At least my high priestess can get books for herself based on what books I have read too. We share similar interests and at Pantheacon wind up at the same workshop often. I wind up scared to ask for support as when I dumped the Ex, I had a whole support system that just got wiped out. I had to dump him though for my own mental health. It also had to do with certain people I realized were trying to sabotage me. I mean the pitfalls were many, so I just let go of that relationship.
Added to my family contributing to the demise of that situation, well, I mean I’m done putting up a front. I’m genuinely positive most of the time, about most things. This is due to my medication, which I’m grateful to have. I’ve been confused as to who is really my friend and who is out to take advantage of my healing energy. I’m working on finding my true friends. My true friends are not the ones who call me being needy when that is actually not the case. My real friends do not manipulate my emotions, and are not constantly down. My real friends are the ones who do not demand my attention.
I have to say that Satan (my mother), doesn’t give me extra income. I’m not holding out. I’m busy trying to figure out how to buy a laptop for myself without breaking the bank. Somebody put a nail in the hinge of my old laptop, which is as dead as my ipad. I have difficulty in my relationships by having trouble asking for help. Why? Because I’m almost forbidden from asking for help by certain people, and the thing is, I’m wary of this scenario. Why the hell should I not ask for help? Sometimes being a reasonable adult means knowing when to ask for help. Some people have way too high expectations from constant mania making them think grandiose things since they don’t take medication.
I’m the only treated schizophrenic in my family. I’m not disclosing who they are but I guarantee you, that rapid cycling bipolars have problems. I have attachment problems to this day. Rapid cyclers not on meds are not doing themselves a favor. The thing is, my family was all about authoritarian parenting one minute, and permissive the next. I grew up very confused, imagining that everything someone else did was my fault all the time. To this day, even if something is clearly some other asshole’s fault, I blame myself.
This is unhealthy because somebody else is responsible for their own behavior. I feel that I have to deal with my depression and anxiety on top of the bipolar 1 and schizophrenia because of my childhood. Sometimes I feel sad seeing other families who care about their children. Modern psychology studies this mental state to see how the field can improve the lives of people who have it. I have low self-esteem to this day because of my childhood. I was very stressed daily for not being on medication. I imagine what could have been with that and I get sad.
My untreated family wouldn’t know the difference if it hit them over the head. Homicidal thoughts are a thing bipolars go through. Untreated bipolars have this stuff in droves, such as my family, also referred to as the Ferengi if you are on my Facebook page. Bipolars not on meds are very much able to physically assault somebody. Bipolars on medication having an episode are less likely to assault somebody. Preventing mood swings is done using medication but see, my family doesn’t do medication. At all. My family is schizoaffective but doesn’t take medication. You see how terrifying that is for me? I’m busy trying to manifest enough money to escape their orbit when they return in November.
Suicidal thoughts happen when you are not on medication or when you skip doses. Suicidal thoughts occur to those affected by the way they do not take medication to control their moods. Living with people in pain bothers me. I need a place to escape to when my parents return. Homicidal thoughts do happen when somebody isn’t on medication at all. At that point, they are prisoners of their psychotic illness symptoms. They do not have control over themselves, at all. This is why I have to escape the tender ministrations of the Ferengi. I need a way to escape. I need financial help from somebody. Or my writing on this blog.
I’m a solid schizoaffective bipolar 1 while other people I have known are bipolar 2. Bipolar 2 is about depression and having less mania while bipolar 1 is about mania and then you sink into depression. I’m also a rapid cycler, which means that my moods change suddenly while I’m manic. In high school, this was confusing. My family refused me medication at that time in my life. Every year I’d beg and every year the answer was no. Mania in bipolar 1 is more severe than mania in bipolar 2. Besides bipolar 1 and 2, there is cyclothymia and other non-specified or specified bipolar disorders.
Anybody bipolar is subjected to extreme highs and extreme lows. Bipolar 2 causes hypomania https://www.healthline.com/health/bipolar-disorder/bipolar-1-vs-bipolar-2#bipolar-vs-bipolar-, which is a behavioral health problem that requires medication to treat. Some people don’t want to take medication because of the side effects. Mania gives the sufferer extreme energy, makes them very restless, causes trouble concentrating, makes them feel extreme happiness, engage in risky behaviors, such as overspending or extra demands for sex, as well as ultimately causing poor sleep. Bipolar 2s can have depression in the extreme, while somebody with non-specified bipolar has symptoms of scenarios, bipolar 1 and 2.
Alcohol, drugs and other conditions may cause mania because they are outside influences. Hypomania is less severe than a total manic episode. Hypomania isn’t real mania unless influenced by drugs and alcohol. Depression causes a situation where you are feeling sad, and hopeless. You also feel tired, having suicidal thoughts, being irritable, having trouble concentrating, changes in sleeping habits. Bipolar does run in my family but nobody is on medication except me. See what I have to deal with? As of now, there are no markers in the blood that determines whether somebody has bipolar disorder, and the only treatment for any form of bipolar is medication.
Bipolars have to watch out for alcohol use which causes fake stability but that can make bipolar much worse. I strive to include as many of my friends as I can while doing the work that keeps me stable. I also have type 1 diabetes in addition to bipolar 1, and I can get hypomanic which feels terrible. Cyclothymia is a mild form of bipolar disorder. I don’t necessarily have that, because when I get manic I go Star Trek-mirror universe evil, which thus leaves me a lot to apologize for. Hence why I avoid mania by taking my meds. This is power of attorney quiz material btw.
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Depression and anxiety are bedfellows and are the most common mental illness around. I’ve had my fair share of depression and anxiety to deal with. Anxiety is a rather scary illness because you feel anxious without knowing why. Anxiety is unsettling, as it can drive most people “crazy” with their symptoms of feeling unease eating away at them without knowing quite why that is. Guilt for being well is something I’ve been subjecting myself to lately but with my quality management class, I realize I’m doing better than I thought. Depression can cause guilt even as it causes a decrease in energy, or feeling “slowed down.” https://adaa.org/understanding-anxiety/depression/symptoms
Physical symptoms of depression that cause headaches, digestive disorders as well as pain that cannot be linked to anything physical abounds. Anxiety can make a person agitated. When I had anxiety, I’d be agitated in class a lot but these days while taking my Work 2 Future class, I’m noticing that I’m hardly having sweaty palms. That symptom no longer exists. You bet it feels plenty weird to know what normal feels like. I mean I’m like, where is my anxiety? It’s gone. I can pay attention without sweating. I can manage stress. Medication is fabulous.
We do not want to make the self-esteem movement worse for children under 30, but seriously, low self-esteem overpowers my entire life. Low self-esteem means that some do not value themselves as much as others. I’m eager to start therapy in October, very eager, and only because I’m interested in improving my self-esteem and my life in general. I have to start working on my self-esteem because I view my 22q as this thing that hangs over my head. My families’ lies about my IQ doesn’t help my situation any. They really do lie about a lot, such as my supposed inability to take care of myself.
Yes, that gets the sabotage chuckle out of Shebeast who enjoys throwing me under the bus. She has a particularly cruel giggle when she succeeds at spreading gossip about me. It is only fair to fight back with similar tactics. I need to put myself in Bridges To Recovery rehab since I did take the first step by calling them for more information about how much I’d have to pay for extensive treatment. All I have are self-help books for now. My self-esteem is abysmal and I’m worried I will not fulfill my potential at any rate. Apparently, low self-esteem is not “an accurate reflection of reality or something set in stone” http://www.goodchoicesgoodlife.org/choices-for-young-people/boosting-self-esteem/.
Self-esteem problems do come from your family to a degree. I have had to deal with negativity from kids my age, I have been through enormous trauma, so yes, I have to work on myself. Dumping significant friendships two years ago to one year ago didn’t necessarily help this state. I’m working on myself, I really have to do this, because I want to do better with my life than where I’m going. I take Work 2 Future classes in the hopes that this can lead to a better job.
People with personality disorders flat out suck because they do not know the first thing about how to admit they are wrong. Histrionic people may be faster to get treatment than others though according to https://psychcentral.com/disorders/histrionic-personality-disorder/treatment/. Situational factors make their lives unmanageable. Dealing with a histrionic is a pain in the butt, it is that simple since histrionics are needier than average. They exaggerate over the slightest thing and in particular, they love being the weird one dressed differently from everybody else just to get attention. Histrionics are the fakers of the world. They have extreme shallowness.
Histrionics are demanding with their drama with every normal problem in their lives expressed in a dramatic fashion. They view their therapist as sexually attractive. The best sort of therapy for them is solution-based therapy for the client. To get over a personality disorder, one must work hard at destroying what is leftover in their brains about it. They have to change from the inside out. Therapy takes work. It is real work that one must do. Some people, however, are lazy and don’t bother with working on themselves. Histrionics are suicidal sometimes although, with regard to my family, I have to wonder how they hide behind their front so well.
Histrionics do a lot to get attention, including self-mutilate. Sometimes if they are also alcoholic, this could count as self-destructive behavior or self-mutilation because alcohol does a lot of damage to the human body. Healthy people can process only one glass of alcohol per day. Alcoholics drink a lot more than that. Patients with histrionic have little access to their own emotions and some mental health professionals do not want to deal with histrionics anymore than they deal with borderlines. I want to start self-help groups for people with personality disorders since there are few in the present.
Works Cited
https://psychcentral.com/disorders/histrionic-personality-disorder/treatment/
Borderline personality disorder is a mental illness that affects your thought process about the people around you. I do not have this illness but I know people who do have it. Borderlines have unstable, intensive relationships that eventually go down in flames, https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/borderline-personality-disorder/symptoms-causes/syc-20370237, if only because they do not know any better. They are able to feel intense emotion and yet they are cut off from this. Borderline begins when early adulthood is reached. Borderlines have an intense fear of abandonment and yet they do things that will get them abandoned. Borderlines bounce around from idealizing a person to making sure they are the cruel one.
Borderlines who have bipolar 1 or 2 are people I need to dump. There is nothing more unstable than a borderline/bipolar person. Borderlines experience rapid changes with regard to their personality in self-image where they see themselves as bad or as they do not exist at all. Borderlines get stressed easily, which makes them paranoid. Medication can help with this disorder quite a bit. Borderlines are into risky behaviors such as unsafe sex or spending too much money. This is why I dump borderline bipolars because I used to know one who gave me a lot of grief.
They make sudden decisions like quitting a good job or ending a positive relationship that was beneficial to both parties. Borderlines make suicidal threats or engage in self-injury behaviors. Sometimes this involves eating too much or at the very least making bad decisions regarding why they put what they put into their bodies. Borderline can be caused by genetics or brain abnormalities. Serotonin is a brain chemical that helps mood swings. Some people with mental illness have either a serotonin or a dopamine problem. Many of these brain issues can be treated with medication. Medication is often one good solution to mental health problems of any kind.
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Narcissists are people who only think about themselves without including other people in their grandiose world plagued by delusions. Narcissists can’t take criticism very well. They view this as somebody messing up their veneer or their personality they show to the outside, their image. Narcissistic people are very deliberate in their actions. Narcissists have a shame complex within them that they cannot get rid of without therapy. An abuser doesn’t necessarily have to be a narcissist to do abusive things. Abuse victims need to know they are being abused in order to defend against it, how to build a support system, and a desire to learn and protect themselves.
Narcissistic abuse can come in many forms, such as emotional abuse, mental abuse, physical abuse, financial abuse or sexual abuse. Abusing somebody is a malicious act, no matter what form it takes. Verbal abuse comes in the form of sarcasm, bullying or worse. Constant criticism is a form of this sort of abuse. Narcissists can be manipulative, with a desire to make somebody behave a certain way to be in line with the goals of the manipulator. Emotional blackmail happens when the blackmailer says, “do this or we do something else to you,” you pretty much have no choices with this situation.
Fear, obligation, and guilt are called FOG since it comes along with warnings, intimidation, including threats of punishment. Gaslighting involves making somebody believe that they are incompetent in some way, shape, or form, and in general making, you not trust your own reality. Competition is always a high state of mind for the narcissist as they feel they are out to win even if it the competition is not the form of a game. Narcissists have a lot of games to play with normal people. They don’t know any better as they have the emotional maturity of a toddler after all.
Narcissists frequently enjoy sabotage quite often. Narcissists enjoy sabotage, lying, and many other means to get their way. Narcissistic parents often neglect their children. They especially enjoy character assassination, which they wield with malicious intensity. I should know because my family spreads lies about me quite often. I’m helpless against what they do, since people humor them, or pretend to humor them by listening. I’m kept low-income by my family and my lawyer is scared to write a letter on my behalf. Narcs do not know the first thing about taking responsibility for their behavior. Narcissists are not bothered by guilt either since they enjoy inflicting pain. See, this is my family. It is why I have to avoid my family when they come back to the United States. They live in Europe. I’m going to have to put myself out of harm’s way if I can help it.
Works Cited
https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/toxic-relationships/201709/how-spot-narcissistic-abuse
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