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What is the Past Life Martial Arts Knowledge Floating Around in My Head?

I have sudden spells of seeing a martial arts move in my head, wondering how I learned it, since it was floating around in my head anyway? I remember many past life martial arts moves. For some reason, I can size someone up and be like, okay, how do we hit them, knock them over, and push ‘em around? I took a Qigong class years ago, way back in the Dark Ages, specifically in 2005, from a Dr. Chow. I learned how to use chi to push someone twice my size. It has been very useful in my life. A certain someone I used to date had the nerve to get schizoaffective, putting his heavy leg on my messed up left leg, and I pushed it off. He then put his heavy arm on my arm, and I also pushed that off. I dumped him for many reasons, this was one. Chi gets me to the supermarket and back.

Why Do Rapid Cyclers Need Their Medication?

It keeps them on a constantly even keel although right now I have tried to cry, but I can’t cry. I live by myself so nobody sees my pain on any level. I can’t stand being in pain around a person, since I prefer suffering alone. Rapid Cyclers need their medication because they have fast mood changes. A medication can keep them stable, living a life free of mania. Mania is not healthy for bipolars, because it can cause brain damage, stress, and make a person addicted to their own manic high. Mania is not healthy, that’s the bottom-line, because it also fraks with your relationships when you say mean things, and then you get depressed when you realize what you did to hurt people.

Rapid cycling is tamed only by medication, not by medical marijuana. The THC dose not help at all. I’ve known people who use the medical marijuana on it but it doesn’t work very well. The noise is confined to your head when you are schizoaffective, in addition to being bipolar. To not have treatment for my mental health as a child, treatment that my family could have afforded, just gets me depressed sometimes. I feel depressed about stuff like that. I’m low-income and I’m trying to keep my head above water.

What is Mania?

Mania is a heightened state of euphoria that comes over bipolar people when their brain decides to give them mania, which can be triggered by seasonal changes, stress, and just plain what your brain does to you when you have a bipolar 1 or 2 diagnosis. Bipolar 1s are more prone to mania than bipolar 2s. Manic people talk a lot, have racing thoughts, cannot quiet their brain down, and in general are hyperactive, trying to get too much done in one day.

Drinking alcohol does not necessarily help a manic person calm down, as it can make it worse. Medication works by tempering the mania with a chemical that arrests the chemicals that the inside of your head releases into your blood stream. You can tell someone is manic by looking at his or her bright, wide, and big eyes. Mania though, can turn into an “I’m being really mean” scenario because people get mean manic or happy manic. There is no in between. Mean mania is why my family picks fights with me. They like acting out their mania. Its why I stay away from them because they say really hurtful things while manic, which is really the illness not their true soul.

What is Rapid Cycling?

I felt terrible last night while sitting on my couch hearing the voice calling me a retard over and over again, sounding like everybody who had ever bullied me. The voices get loud. I wonder if it is just a schizophrenia thing or something that has a psychic component and a schizoaffective component. I did wake up in the middle of the night tonight and slept-ate candy. I took chamomile tea to get myself back to sleep. I think I managed 11 hours because I woke up at 5 even if my alarm is set to 6.

Rapid cycling simply means that you change mood modes, from depression to mania, and back again. I’m fortunate I found the right medications going on my gut instinct. Saphris made me feel weird, weak and paranoid. But then when I saw a psychiatrist that mentioned Geodon, I felt way better. I mean my jaw unclenched. Lately I’ve noticed that my jaw clenches when my blood sugar is high or going up. I get very tense, stressed, and just clench my jaw. I realize my jaw is hurting from this habit, because I’m grinding my teeth, and that may be a bipolar 1 thing. I love my medication to death I tell you.

What I’ve Been Learning From Ancient Aliens

I’ve learned something really shocking. That they tried to wipe us out in the 12th century with bubonic plague, which was an illness already found on earth. In the 12th century, limited health technology was available. We did the best we could with herbal remedies. This plague nearly wiped us out. Bubonic plague ended in 1351. The bubonic plague ended in the 14th century, having been spread by fleas. This made me think that if it was a deliberate attempt to lower the population by the visitors watching our planet, then fine, they succeeded. They occasionally do stuff to us so that the population gets whittled down. I’m not sure if they have good intentions or bad intentions. It is confusing because if you think critically about this stuff, not every alien is a good guy.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Black_Death

Why the Visitors are Watching Us

Star Visitors are watching us because we are trying to depose of certain people on our own. In so doing, we have been taking a giant leap into new ways of evolving as a species. We are not allowing history to repeat itself, although some are saying “it’s about time, we have started to do something about our pickle.” You would believe it if I said that there are concentration camps in China right now for the Muslim minority. They are doing things to them like drugging them so that their cognitive skills decline. America is nowhere near that crazy but seriously, there is a lot wrong with this planet that we have to even begin to correct. When are we going to wind up like Star Trek and majorly fix every problem the world has?

My real Life: Cross Between Quantum Leap and Starseed

I have come to determine that my old soul comes from the future, at least a piece of me does, hence my wild ideas for inventions which may simply be my mental illness talking, which is why as I have educated you, I need my mediation and I have insulin. Oh does my use of insulin disappoint you? Fiction helps us starseed figure this stuff out. Yes, I may have to eventually write books with my real name but there is a reason I keep my pen name separate from my real name.

Quantum Leap is about a time traveler who leaps into different bodies. Travelers is about people downloading consciousness into one body, taking it over, pretending to be the host, and then making the hosts’ life better. I’m trying to watch everything I used to watch on TV that got interrupted from my family demanding I do schoolwork. I’m taking advantage of my current lifestyle. My hernia is not going anywhere for a while, so I have to take it easy and I’m excused from going anywhere on a long vacation. Anyway, a starseed is someone who feels their soul didn’t come from being indigenous to planet Earth just so we are clear.

My Demography Organized Business Idea

Google has made a mess of trying to organize demographic information. When I try to find data on a specific American sub culture, I don’t always find what I need. I mean sure, we have the United States Census website which is a .gov, and we have universities that collect data. But has anybody ever tried to start a website dedicated to the compiling of data and paying people for it? That’s pretty much my idea in a nutshell. I want to create an Internet website for people who want to submit links to demographic information. It’d be like 0.05 cents per link.

The Internet is still terribly disorganized. We need to do something to make it more organized. My business plan for Demography Organized states that we have to at least plan to keep the information organized somehow. My company may be pioneering an effort to document statistical data on demographic information found online but I’m not sure because I rarely share this idea with anybody much less entrepreneur Meetup groups. Demographic data is truly scattered all over the Internet. I’m telling you, we need a way to keep it organized. It is necessary to begin to try to do this.

My entire business idea is designed for remote work, because the entire company would be working remotely, even me. This website would have features that allow people world wide to submit links. I would start this business with the intention of selling it completely to someone who can run it, with me working as a Webmaster? I’m not quite sure how this stuff will work yet, but it is quite the possibility. The company could be sold to make a profit, to another owner who could pay me a lump sum for the idea itself.

The company vision is to pay our link searchers with the title of Information Organizer, who would be able to work from home as long as you have a computer. Anyway, these are the online jobs I have to go for right now because I have a Mac but not every company wants to know this Mac is from 2008-2009, and is relatively old, albeit functional since it needs a system upgrade as well as a Chrome upgrade and I have no idea how to do this myself, although given time I could figure it out. I will have to call Clickaway, a local computer repair company for this one.

My company wants to offer a form of work-life balance for all types of employees since this type of job could be done with someone’s spare time. Using Google straight up to find demographic information is a hassle. It is not very organized right now, period. If I were to look up the search term, “How many women in the United States have a Bachelor’s?” I would find a company called The Hill.com, states that over a third of American adults have a four-year college degree. My website is a search engine for demographic information of all kinds. 33.4 percent of Americans 25 or older have a college degree.

That statistic took me a while to find since I was using what I thought was Google which turned into a disorganized link to Yahoo. Google itself is slightly more organized. But you see, the Internet is a machine. A huge machine. The Internet is a gigantic, gargantuan machine. The Internet is huge. It will keep growing. The actual size of it is mind-boggling to process. We have to endeavor to keep our own invention organized. Going to the library that has statistical search engines, is confusing at best.

The task of keeping the Internet organized is a hard one. My direct competition is Gale.com, a website offering instant access to demographic, business and residential data. The plan is to sell my business idea to Google or dare I say it, this is a stretch, to Yahoo. Yahoo will eventually be bought out by the behemoth Google. It is only a matter of time. This is why I’m advocating using Google because on my computer, Chrome is slow to load anything Yahoo–related. With this website idea, the product is mean to organize demographic information only because a service is being offered, getting paid to help organize statistical data.

A website can have a world-wide reach when you market it to others. One huge piece of business knowledge that is missing for me is marketing and advertising. I know how to write copy from working for Textbroker. By now I can write copy in my sleep. My idea involves organizing the Internet because in my business plan I comment on how the Internet is fundamentally disorganized. We’ve invented it, given it life, and given it structure and form. Now it is up to us to figure out a way to tame it.

The Internet is the next frontier for this coming decade of the 21st century. My idea requires a web designer, and a Vice President who helps me piece things together. I need someone who can help me work on this idea, keep it organized, and keep it together. Demographic websites that try are Gale.com. The Internet is a terribly disorganized behemoth that we have to start taming before it gets out of control. Gael is a collection of a database within a database. Libraries use Gale because of how it offers a gateway to access information. I’m asking myself the question though, what counts as organized data found online?

To analyze my idea more thoroughly, we have to start by talking about the intentions behind the design of the Internet. The Internet was envisioned as a type of network with global reach, with the idea that anybody can access information, when linking to the server attached to another computer where the information is housed. You can also communicate with people around the world using email, which is also called electronic mail. When you say a computer is online, it means that the computer is connected to the larger Internet. The web is made up of different websites that you can access through the Internet, because it is made up of related text, imagery, and other resources. Servers house websites that you visit, and they work a lot like your computer’s hard drive.

But anyway, the Internet needs to be more organized. The bottom-line is that we will continue to get bigger, and bigger. What happens if we get too big? What happens if an Electro-Magnetic Pulse shuts everything down for a while, killing other people’s livelihood gathering options? We can’t risk that happening.

The Internet is a thing, it exists with many a tentacle. It has a global reach. The U.S. Bureau of Labor Statistics is a way to collect economic statistics. The FedStats lets you access statistics provided by government agencies. Current Population Statistics is from the Bureau of the Census for the Bureau of Labor Statistics. County Business Patterns is from the Census.gov source. The Social Security Administration Office of Policy becomes yet another source of statistical data. The U.S. Immigration and Naturalization Service has annual immigration statistics from 1994-1998, with historical data available from as far back as 1820-1996 but there was no link on this website for this data. http://www.ala.org/rt/magirt/publicationsab/demdata

The White House Briefing Room has economic and demographic information from various government agencies while the Vital Statistics of the United States is on the National Center for Health Statistics site, which you can search by keyword. Granted some sites for data are no longer available. Have a peek at the link yourself, reader. You see that what I’m saying might have some value after all. We need to keep the Internet better organized. The Internet has been designed to be about data, the ability to access it, store it, and warehouse it on servers.

Surfing the Internet leads to a page upon another page. These days, writing articles for the Internet is an easy career to break into, anybody can. You can break into freelance writing, freelance copywriting, and more. You can make money doing various things for the Internet. We live in the era of work-from-home jobs with benefits. This helps many a person with chronic illness. It helps people tremendously because they have access to income that is unprecedented, particularly those who are home bound. You have the option to keep your disability a secret from the company.

Blogging is also a part of the Internet Evolution because blogging can help one make significant income, when blogging is done daily, more than one time a day. Making money off of blogging is easy too because it depends on the amount of readers you get. Your readership makes or breaks your blog situation. You can generate significant income in the thousands to the ten thousands from blogging alone. The Internet is good for the economy of any country. My idea to organize the Internet is one whose time has come, and I had to wait years to get it out of my head.

How to Treat Histrionic Personality Disorder in therapy

Histrionic personality is a personality disorder characterized by one person wanting to be the center of attention all the time. Personality disordered people have difficulty admitting they need help because they do not feel they need therapy at all unless their life takes a total nosedive that makes coping impossible. Therapy is a treatment of choice but group therapy or family therapy is not helpful because histrionics need to be the center of attention all the time, even if picking fights is one way to get that going for them. Therapy is too much work for these kinds of people, work they are unwilling to do for themselves. Many therapists do not want to treat people with histrionic because of attachment problems that people with histrionic personality have.

https://psychcentral.com/disorders/histrionic-personality-disorder/treatment/

How to Cook the Teriyaki Chicken

I made myself one Teriyaki Chicken breast this week with a teriyaki sauce made from soy sauce, cornstarch, water, and stevia. I’m considering marketing this sauce eventually. Stevia is a great sugar substitute that is mixed in with regular sugar. It is less impactful on overall blood sugar levels, only because it means that a type 1 diabetic like me can tolerate the substance better. I made chicken because one breast would last me a week or so. Chicken breast is something I can tolerate as meat, and cornstarch is what makes a sauce coagulate. Cornstarch is good for many a sauce, as is flour. As a thickening substance, cornstarch helps form a paste. I use cornstarch in cobbler too, although I’m running a bit low, and need to get some. My secret for cheaper baking goods is go to the Mexican supermarket over the chain in my neighborhood. I baked the chicken as I prefer baking to frying.