Why do we humans use concrete on our planet full of sidewalks? We could be using the springy stuff they use at children’s playgrounds. But no, we put concrete over everything. If an experimental city could be set up somehow, without concrete everywhere, then maybe we’d do better with construction on our planet. Concrete is certainly cheap but it causes many injuries for people. It is as if the material is set up to be something that Western medicine can use to exploit people who get severe injuries from falling on concrete. Yet nobody thinks about why we use concrete. The streets can be concrete but the sidewalks do not have to be.
Planning new cities will be something all countries have to get started on in order to resolve the overpopulation crisis. The housing resources we have now, we need to use better as the Bay Area has a rent crisis. Rent is huge but the average salary won’t cover it. So what do we do about that? We have to increase salaries and be more like Europe with a four-day workweek in which 35 hours a week is considered full-time. What we have now is like slavery all over again. Most people work well over 40 hours a week anyhow.
I do understand that psychokinesis is easily faked or disproven. But in my case, it happens a lot. I cannot necessarily pick when it does happen. All I know is I feel a rush from the top of my head down to my hands, through my feet, and into the ground. I have yet to meet other psychokinetics, which means I have to have a party with those folks at some point, but please do not say uneducated things about my use of Western medicine. This is something that really talented people who live on the fringes of society do not necessarily understand.
See that doorknob? The dent is in the lock, the lock that you have to turn to shut he door to the garage altogether. My doorknob has a permanent dent. If my family should change the doorknob when they come back, that wipes out the evidence I did something. I also messed up my printer’s tray. The tray can no longer fit inside the printer. I buried it deep in my drawers so I won’t have to look at it. Sometimes my abilities scare me, since no one in my family talks about their own.
I’m the only one who bothers to be open about this stuff. I’m deliberately open because I cannot always hide my abilities although in college I worked very hard to hide them. I didn’t see a proper psychiatrist until 2012, when I was adequately diagnosed schizoaffective. In no way, does my best cover story I’ve ever had, having a mental illness, stops my abilities. In fact, many can be triggered by anxiety, life-or-death, omfg fight or flight responses, if I feel like I’m in immediate danger. This is when I bend keys before getting into my house.
This is why I keep my keys in a plastic medication container, without a key ring. I have to consciously shut off the ability in order to take a key out. The key can be taken out while I still my mind. I have to touch the plastic in order to focus myself into not activating the PK, which is activated by many a mental health trigger, of which I know all my triggers by now. Per my discussion with a peer counselor, feeling good can itself, be triggering. I feel good these days but I’m not about to say that I feel guilty about feeling good. That guilt has to stop.
Yes, it is real. I have demonstrated in front of my psychiatrist. If you have been reading my blog, you know I also have schizophrenia but I’m not delusional. You see, the psychic shit doesn’t go away when I take my meds. Yes, voices go away when I take my medication. We Pagans believe in the fact that our will can determine our reality. We believe in mind over matter. Our Christian past didn’t prepare us for the real life situation reflecting on the fact that the mind is a very powerful organ. It has the power to determine your feelings for one.
In fact, not only is the mind trustworthy, but the gut has a connection with the mind. This is why feelings wrestle in there. It is why the expression “trust your gut” exists. Telekinesis can be hard to do on command because even psychokinesis can do the same thing. Granted, it is hard to duplicate in a laboratory setting. There is also a kinetic power to break glass with your energy, which I’m trying to learn. Teaching myself is difficult, although I have found a mentor who can teach me some solid stuff. She is medication positive.
I have to tell off dumb new agers all the time, I take medication, and I have schizophrenia. The assholes, however, won’t train me to deal with my talent. Medication keeps me stable, hello? I can’t live without my medication although my family would beg to differ, since nobody in that cesspool of misery takes medication. The thing is, PK is real. I watch spoons and forks bend on a regular basis. I can no longer afford to keep my mouth shut. Telekinesis is also real. I thought it was bullshit for many years until I started being able to do it. I did teach myself off of a web page or at the very least I looked up information, if only to make myself feel comfortable with this, since it scared me to death when it started happening, in 2009. Funny, I thought it was all science fiction, until I saw it.
I’ve been around the block trying out schizophrenia meds. This is what I’m trying to get across to the New Age/Pagan community. It was painful not being on meds until I was 20. It hurt that I couldn’t be stable. All I wanted was to go through class feeling good, not having a panic attack that lasted an hour. Not starting off class manic, and ending class depressed, at all, would have been nice. Some of my former friends do not know the extent of my suffering. I dumped them because they refused to take their medication as prescribed.
You do not fiddle with doses if you do not have permission to fiddle. I can. I was given my doctor’s most holy and sacred blessing to decide my own doses. See, my brain and all its talents, sometimes doesn’t shut up. This is a bipolar thing called pressure of speech. It is why I need to take my medication, as I’m a rapid cycler. Being around untreated rapid-cyclers scares me since that also runs in my family. Nobody wants to be around a suicidal empath for one, which is why I take my medication and the new age community had better get this otherwise you people are dumb as a post.
Its why frankly, I trust skeptics more. Regarding my psychokinesis, it may yet be able to melt the barrel of a gun. This has been bothering me lately since all my psychic talents bother me. Everything I can do, plunges me into a deep depressive fit or maybe that’s just my pimples, high blood sugar, and all that good stuff having any sort of infection brings. At least I’ve managed to lose 5 pounds or so, which is great. The thing about suicidal people is that people like me can pick up on their emotions.
So that’s why I have to take my mood stabilizers because otherwise, I’d be a crumpled mess right now since a friend of mine is feeling rather shitty, and I’m picking up on it. From kilometers away, and I’m not saying where she lives. I’m not even going to drop a hint. I protect the privacy of people I know. I have tried many medications, I’ve attempted Seroquel but the recommended dose was too high, 900 mg. It left me a zombie. Good medication helps you function.
You see, very little can shut off even my telekinesis, which I have to keep under control. I have done that in front of my psychiatrist. I’m coming out in this blog because sooner or later I have to tell somebody about this before it eats me up inside. I’m a skeptic, so when I saw my rock move an inch, a black tourmaline pretty rock, a bullshit rock, move an inch, I thought, here I go again, I’m full of shit. My psychiatrist at the time, the one who saw it, was Dr. Ying Zhang. I told her to keep it to herself, and she will. What I’m on now, keeps me stable.
I have at least one crazy idea about a fundraiser for my non-profit. This idea would require renting a gym. I have learned about Chi strength from a Qigong seminar I took while I was in college. You see, I’ve always been strong enough to haul my heavy backpacks around. Just walking from class to the car, it was enough exercise for one day. Then later, I took the bus for junior college, once again an exercise in having a heavy backpack. Somehow I managed with intense workloads. This is why I want to attempt law school.
But hey, if everything is digital, I may not need to haul heavy books around. Yes, though, I learned at that Qigong seminar that I could push men twice my size. I mean I could just push them a few feet. I have to wonder if I could get that to work again. This fundraising idea, involves getting people to place bets per size of donation amount, can I push somebody or can’t I? If somebody bets I can’t, they do not have to pay up. If somebody bets I can, they pay up. This fundraiser could make us money from business people, celebrities, and others.
Not only would it make money, it could also be made into a Youtube video. The Youtube video could go out on Youtube itself, and my blog. I need more help with this than I let on. But I need to recruit maybe people like Dwayne Johnson into this since he has his own mental health stuff going on. I’m pretty much thinking about my non-profit, however, ways of getting it off the ground, and ways of getting myself a salary. I also need to pay my people. Can I please pay my people? As well as pay myself.
Many people claim their kids have social maturity problems, but it is really a problem of the family. If the parents are narcissistic, it is their problem, not their child’s problem. Narcissists can’t see straight. They have real problems. Disabled people can do a great job taking care of themselves. But parents often claim they cannot, because they see their kid’s disability as a way of engaging in crazymaking. Their kid is probably a lot more together than they care to realize, since the parents themselves are more of a mess.
Then you deal with my family, who told me not to be friends with disabled people. Excuse me? Did she just slur a whole group of people? Yes, she did. WTF? Slur us why don’t you? Well, we don’t need your shit. I suggest that people with health problems set up a huge protest in Washington, in the Mall. We march, we protest our health care rights; we protest having to be forced to live with our disability. We demand more research be done; we demand cures. We demand better quality of care. Disabled adults do not always get treated like they have civil rights.
Many of us are forced to be low-income. Then we make money, and get out of the system. But sometimes our parents refuse to help us out. This is why my non-profit would work on ways to help disabled people to make money. Jobs online, remote, and work from home jobs. There are many kinds of disabilities out there, but not everybody who has one has mental retardation along with their problem. To lump us all into one category of “retard,” to throw the word “retarded” around as in the phrase “that’s retarded, ” is frankly, retarded. Don’t piss off the retards, because many of us know how to deal with you better.
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A new non-profit organization requires articles of incorporation because they are tax exempt. I don’t quite have a name for my non-profit, this is confusing me since normally I get names for characters, businesses, and other stuff but no name has come to me for this non-profit idea of mine that I haven’t even put on the master ideas list. The services I intend to provide will be getting disabled people out on their own while at the same time helping them get on or off SSI. The way disabled people get treated in an unsafe family means they are somehow forced to believe they cannot escape.
When somebody in this situation, does escape, they find themselves very anxious because they are doing something their overprotective family doesn’t support. From what I see, there are dizzying amounts of forms, samples, and fees. If you are allowed to file for incorporation, you can do this online. Bylaws have to be prepared next, and by this (https://nonprofitally.com/state-nonprofit-links/start-a-nonprofit-california/) the non-profit has to elect board members, as well as how your organization breaks up when this might happen. You have to elect a President, Vice President, a Secretary, and a Treasurer.
Non-profits have to keep records of all your meetings, articles of incorporation, bylaws, amendments and resolutions. Some states do require a registration with the state attorney general, in order to run fundraisers, a rule highly dependent on your the size of your organization or your mission. You do have to file with the attorney general? This is confusing to me. I’m very low income, so I have to do this the cheap way, using library books, and paying for my internet bill. Apparently, you have to file the articles of incorporation first, and then the bylaws, with the conflict of interest policy, as well as adopting the fiscal year. That’s a lot of work and I know you can get EINs for free. And there is that whole non-profits are tax exempt which confuse me.
Members who run their non-profit actually give other members voting rights because the organization will use bylaws and articles of incorporation, which gives their members voting rights on the board. The corporation must have 50 members or more, and I would have to track down many a disabled person to fill roles even if I cannot pay them just yet. Apparently articles of incorporation are written after the bylaws while the bylaws come first. Voting members need to adopt, amend, repeal because of provisions granted by the bylaws.
Quorum is necessary in order to make any changes to the bylaws according to my Nolo Press book, How to Form a Non-profit in California. 20 voting members are the maximum number who can change the bylaws, while 5 members can actually be the minimum. To any of my Facebook friends who are reading this and have a disability, while wanting to join my non-profit, please let me know. The downside though is that I can’t pay you and I want to generate seed money by having that “I can push people twice my size around,” contest. I would pretty much make everybody an equal member I guess because I believe in fostering environments where radical social equality is an existing fact.
This idea is a benefit to the public because we are protecting the disabled person still living at home from their parents, should that relationship go sour. A bylaw document would contain the corporation’s name, (which I haven’t thought of it), place of business, policies as well as procedures/operating standards defined as to how the business will function. Articles of incorporation include details like the name of the incorporator, corporation name, names, signatures, and addresses of initial directors. When one files articles of incorporation, you become a legal entity.
Macuso, Anthony. Nolo Press. How To Form A non-Profit in California, 2017.
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