Long ago, the star visitors lived amongst us, telling us how to worship them because the humans thought that the aliens were Gods. They gave us civilization, taught us writing as well as psychic arts, and much more. The alien beings gave us the freedom to use their rules to run our civilization. Humans were barbaric towards each other but the King was seen as the ruler according to divine intervention rules. Ancient Aliens influenced Egyptians into mummifying themselves as the star visitors came to earth in suspended animation. (Ancient Aliens Season 3 Episode 14). They were expecting to reanimate in the afterlife but that is really hard to do when mummies are prepared by taking out internal organs.
The star visitors have long held an interest in what happens on this planet. At this point in our technological development, we earth humans do not know what nearest habitable planets to us there are. We pretty much do not know if we are the only ones out here, having discovered distant galaxies. We don’t even know for sure if there are other universes out there. There are most definitely other dimensions in time and space.
They were guiding us heavy-handedly early in our development. Maybe they’ve always watched us from the time of Atlantis and Lemuria. The Lemurians moved their civilization underground and Mt. Shasta is one of those entrances. I wish I knew why they hide out so much. I almost would love a chance to interview one of them in person for my blog. Some believe there are civilizations on this planet living underground. But hey, we surface dwellers are stuck where we are. We are trapped in our civilization because we do not have the technology to protect the environment we are polluting.
Histrionic personality is what somebody does to get attention, acting in ways to keep other people’s attention. They use their physical appearance to make people pay attention to them somehow. They will say something like “You have chocolate all over your finger,” to describe a very small amount of chocolate on your finger. https://www.merckmanuals.com/professional/psychiatric-disorders/personality-disorders/histrionic-personality-disorder-hpd. Histrionics need to be the center of attention at all times, getting uncomfortable when they are not. People who have this disorder can be shallow while they pursue somebody flirtatiously. https://psychcentral.com/disorders/histrionic-personality-disorder/. The histrionic is either a victim or a princess. If they have borderline and narcissism, all in one person, then they don’t feel they need help.
Same-sex friends have problems with the histrionic’s attempt to get attention from people. They have constant demands for attention. Histrionics like novelties, stimulation for their otherwise boring existence, since they get bored with their routine. They get frustrated when having to delay gratification. They start projects with enthusiasm but then it gets dull fast. They get excited at new relationships but they don’t maintain their long-term relationships. Non-histrionics don’t need to be the center of attention all the time. I actually loathe the thought because I don’t often need to be paid attention to. I’m content hiding in the shadows.
If somebody is bipolar and histrionic they have a rapid shifting of emotions even faster than an average histrionic. Histrionics use physical appearance to draw attention to themselves, some show theatric emotion while being highly suggestible. Personality disorder is diagnosed in adulthood compared to adolescence or childhood. There are more histrionic females than males. Medication can help all personality disorders, really, because it works. Some people are just paranoid about medication in general. So why bother being paranoid when medication helps you? Get some and try it.
Anybody who has known me any length of time knows I get stressed out in crowds. It is why I stay home a lot even if I live around many people in a large city such as San Jose. I avoid crowds because I have immense trouble shielding in a crowd. I also have past life trauma about crowds and mob violence situations. I have to integrate my past life trauma with a skilled practitioner but see there isn’t the money for that. I have to do this trauma stuff on my own. Also, as an introvert, I need alone time to recharge since I do have an extrovert switch thing going on.
As an extrovert, I can stand it for long periods, but I need to be by myself to recharge my energy. An ex-friend of mine didn’t understand this because she insisted on coming to see me. I had to dump this person due to irresponsibility, her own, towards herself, as well as toward me. If you are impaired in any way and you have MI, don’t show up at my place randomly please. If you have a cold, I demand you stay away from me until it gets better. I need to introvert myself sometimes.
It gets particularly bad when I’m doing something that involves speaking in front of people. I know it will get bad if I ever do become a performing comedian. I have heard it said twice in both junior college and university that I’m funny enough to be on Saturday Night Live. Being around crowds is a huge energy expense for me as I’m a spoonie, it depends on how much energy I have from sleep any given day. You see, living in crowds means ambient energy but seriously, I use sunlight, clouds, the sky, cosmic energy, trees, nature, starlight and moonlight. What I worry about is living in Los Angeles and getting manic in that thick crowd. Human soup.
As an introvert, I need alone time. I cope with the outside world by hibernating. I need to be alone since the world is crowded. I fear crowds since I died from mob violence quite a few times in my past lives. I fear mobs. I fear violent crowds, I fear peaceful crowds, I fear crowds in general because I wonder who is talking shit about me and why. I fear bullies because my schizophrenia makes me imagine everybody is a bully. I fear people because I have endured stigma one too many times.
It is why I avoid people, to begin with. I don’t want anybody to come over even if I’m lonely. I’d rather be alone treating myself well than be mistreated by somebody who cannot respect my boundaries. You are reading work from somebody who has been sleep deprived for 36 years, and I’m only now starting to realize what real sleep is like. Being around other people drains me as I give my energy away although I’m working on my energy boundary problems right now. Much of my exhaustion has to do with energy boundaries and feeding my mother too much.
I’m alone a lot and my friends know to respect this boundary. Unless I specifically want to be around somebody, I prefer my alone time. I need it to decompress. I have noticed how much better some stuff is because I get enough decompression time from not being around my untreated parents or ex. I pick up on their symptoms because I’m an empath who needs to set better boundaries as to what I pick up. I’m also someone who expects to be mistreated by other people. This is an act that aggravates my C-PTSD, which I’m going to do more research on.
The Civil Rights movement was achieved in part because of social inequalities minorities had to deal with in the 1950s and 1960s. Civil rights legislation was passed despite opposition. The March on Washington occurred on August 23rd, 1963, 100 years after the Civil War. The fact is that in the now, black people still get shot by police even 55 years later. This is why the Black Lives Matter movement was even put together at all. Malcolm X was assassinated on February 21st 1965, with Martin Luther King Jr. following in his footsteps, on April 4th, 1968, https://www.history.com/topics/black-history/civil-rights-movement and this provoked looting and riots, during a time of major civil unrest.
Originally, before civil rights, schools, transportation, restrooms and gravesites were segregated. People who had put up with this kind of thing in the past do that because they had no way of doing anything different. The United States has a long history of racism. Some stuff hasn’t really changed that much as minorities get paid less than others. Besides, women still get paid less than men. We are still dealing with social inequalities only people are used to it and don’t always make waves. It is time to change some stuff the current administration is merely stoking. We need to radically alter the fabric of American society but nobody has any ideas on how.
Works Cited
https://www.history.com/topics/black-history/civil-rights-movement
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